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나쁜자식 (Playboy) an original by eSNa (에스나, 윤빛나라)

It's been a while since I uploaded an original on youtube!! Hope you guys enjoy it!! 되게 오랜만에 유투브를 통해서 자작곡을 올리네요!! 즐겨 들으시길!! Thanks to Robin Deiana for playin...

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Here is my latest single "Is It Love" I hope you guys enjoy!!!!

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My newest video on YouTube is up! "When I Was Your Man" cover http://youtu.be/jS1jvmcdAJM Hope you guys like it!!

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My newest video on youtube ^^ Cover of "Over the Rainbow" http://youtu.be/C08PR2tbpE4

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걸구네 (gulgunae) for food and Bungalow for drinks in Itaewon. With people I've known for over 10 years! You gotta love fam.

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Here is a cover of CAFFEINE I did with UrbanGermany ! Let us know how you like it

DOWNLOAD LINK: http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?7dm5xn7qsg3u7ct

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I. LOVE to eat. I'll post more pictures of food. This is food from the Fish Market at Noryangjin station and shaved ice from Meal Top at Hyundai dept. store at Apgujeong station.

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Hey guys! So here is the English version of 첫사랑 (First Love) originally sung by Donghae of Super Junior. I had a lot of fun shooting for this and it was all for fun and your enjoyment so I hope you guys enjoy!! music produced by Team OneSound Productions directed and edited by Edward Oh hair and make up by Cara Craft boyfriend played by Yoshi Sudarso

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I hear it's national sibling day. So here's to you brother. We've been through so much and I'm so proud of you. I'm always here for you. I'm sorry I'm so far away but I'm going to do my best so you can be proud to say you're my brother. I love you so much!!!

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Shot another video today ^^ hair and make up is the best in Korea!!~~

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Here's a cover of a song originally sung by Donghae of Super Junior called 'First Love' ^^ I also have an English version coming out so stay tuned!! I hope you guys like it!!

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I MISS LA!

I miss LA SOOOO bad that I bought TWO articles of clothing that said LOS ANGELES on it. I have never owned anything that said Los Angeles on it before. I could've had all you can eat Korean BBQ three times...so you can only imagine the ridiculous pricing Korea H&M put on these shirts. Nonetheless, I guess it kind of subdued my pain to want to go back to LA. I guess for now these shirts will have to do while I tough out living in Korea for only God knows how much longer.

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Bye LA. No..see you later.

After a month and a week and a half I am finally on my way back to Korea. Sitting here at the airport by myself, I can't stop thinking about all the memories I made. 

I met so many amazing people that have shown me so much love and kindness. This trip has been a healing time for me. It was a time where I could re-kindle my relationship with God and feel loved and encouraged again.

A part of me wishes I didn't meet anyone and I wish I didn't stay this long because it makes leaving THAT MUCH harder for me. There are definitely things I wish didn't happen or wish happened differently but there are things that I am SO thankful for.

I'm not sure who reads my posts but I would like to let everyone know that the people you surround yourself with is so important. And it is so important to show your love and gratitude for your friends and family just as much as they show it to you.

I don't want to leave. A part of my heart is being ripped from me as I leave and I can only hope that when I get to Korea there will be healing, restoration, and direction that can really only come from God.

Until next time LA. There will definitely be a next time.

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A very LIVE video with my friends Chris and Ruth ^^

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Here's an original for you guys. For those of you going through a hard patch specifically long distance. This goes out to you guys. LYRICS: I'm tired of waiting I'm tired of fighting My heart is on fire for you I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of wanting My heart is on fire for you I can't understand it What is there to think about Left in the dark No future to see My heart and my mind Two opposite directions It's pulling me apart I want you to tell me Against all the odds Well make it against all the odds Against all the odds Well make it against all the odds Nothing could take me Nothing could break me Look into my eyes Unwavered by peripherals It's you just you I'm looking at you Don't tell me it's over I still hear your heart crying out to me "he's lying" As loud as a thunder It's raining from my eyes My mind is telling me to leave it all behind But my heart is telling me Against all the odds Well make it against all the odds Against all the odds Well make it against all the odds Nothing could take me Nothing could break me Look into my eyes Unwavered by peripherals It's you just you I'm looking at you If only we were as close as the distance between each breath we take Yearning for the day when I can touch your face again I'm gonna be strong for you Against all the odds I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of pretending My heart is on fire for you

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Mom.

I can't say that I'm very close to my mom. We've never had that kind of relationship where we were  best friends. Actually she's a very distant person from me.

But I can't deny that she's pretty amazing. I mean she definitely has her moments  but I can't help but to love this woman.

I guess we truly won't be able to know what being a mother is like until we become one ourselves.

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Stay healthy!! I started working out as soon as I got to LA! I'm extremely sore and compared to the past I'm very stuff but I'm getting back into it and it's feeling great! Gotta look good for my music video I'm shooting for my project album with Kero One~ Be on the lookout for ear candy by Kesna Music ^^