November 11, 2023
Something happened to me overnight earlier this week. I can't explain it. I remember everything being normal the night before. I was working on my readings and outlines until 10 before taking a shower and heading to bed. I believe I felt good with the progress that I had made, but was mostly still thinking about everything else I could be doing. When I woke up the next morning, I felt...empty. Like a river that had inexplicably stopped. I had no thoughts. I had no feelings. I had no memories from the days previous. I had no concept of my self or my habits or my beliefs. It was so disorientating, I felt as though I had been unplugged. Some part of me knew that I needed to leave or that I would be late so I got ready for classes, but I walked out the door knowing that it was my body making all of the decisions. It seemed to wear off within the next hour and a half but...I don't know who that was.


















