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<hubbabubbablower82>:

anyone here try electric bubbleberry and minto freeze together? im considering putting an ebay bid for minto freeze because ive had some good experiences with mixing other mint/fruit combos.

<kballrubb>:

honestly, sounds like an awesome idea. good luck man! let us how it goes 👍

nothing like classic bubba, make sure to check the bubble band dust layer on the ebay. dont want another one of my buddies get a roll with rubber rot

my early childhood head trauma will not define me.

every month I get a new pet to replace the old one.

no one can stop me from buying a gun and using my imagination.

someone will come to my grave and find a fire smouldering for the last 10'000 years and then pour water on it.

idi amin is my uncle and he taught me how to play rugby.

everyone will feel pain sometimes.

a vague collection of fluids and signals burns her hand on the stove.

the end of the end of it all.

john wayne gacy had love in his heart and mother with love in her heart and father with love in his heart and they found him in his wet bed, they found him crying on the ground after the swing set hit his head, they found him hiding in the closet.

I like to think about castle bravo being a real castle that exists in the after life and in dreams, just waiting there. it has wide gates and emanates a comforting glow but like a rainbow you can never quite reach it. housing only the one who pressed the button that led to all of this. they are trapped in castle bravo. stanislav petrov saw a vision: a view from inside the castle in just a blink of an eye. so quick this warning was it could not be consciously processed, just like all warnings from death. a whisper in another room. just a taste was enough to correct his fate. bless him forever, a common man just doing his job. I trust the invisible hand.

when i think about how i will never be able to get pregnant i get so sad. it feels like staring into a fire, I let myself pretend its possible for a second and i see myself. the person i was supposed to be, happy. somewhere else. the real me trapped inside a snow globe. this horrible fucking trick. I must have done something unforgivable.

stupid fag terrible body evil pervert weak-willed pain avoidant faggot manish tranny dont worry there are lots of cis women with big ribcage deep voice muscular build wide shoulders prominent brow bones big heads who love working on cars electrical engineering playing counter strike and jacking off to porn. im so fucking ashamed. i will build the perfect gun to fire through the roof of my mouth into my brain. carefully removing all the bad parts of myself. paying the surgeon to operate on my brain and remove the part of my brain that makes me me, finally living. i just wish i was someone different.

a new death every night

i slide all of my trash off my desk

it all comes tumbling down

laying on the gurney

when my debts need to be paid

i have to take this beating laying down

letting me hurt me as i slip into still.

more and more vulnerable

im so exploitable

you can take advantage of me easily

shes hurting herself and not only that shes apologizing to no one.

shes so totally duped, so totally thankful for the duping, so totally small in the face of opposition. shes too stupid.

I panic and i become small and ridgid.

I hold my lighter to the candles flame to burn it faster.

I poison my own drink.

a fever with no virus.

termites eaten out the centre of the tree.

the exterminator just adds more termites.

when you start crying in an argument you both win and lose

kraków number

leif known

birds in my hand

table knee

the binding

lessen me, let me work into

I think of my girlfriends with cerebral palsy, I imagine them flustered and horny and asking for my help with simple tasks. they want me to help. I think about them bent like an unfurled coat hanger on their beds. I think about them drooling comfortably, I blot their cheek with a napkin and give her a sweet kiss. of course because i love her so much id do anything for them. I think of them speaking with slow gaited rhythms that keep me at the edge of my proverbial seat as they tell me kind perverted wantings. their dreamy voices slurred and effortful. I think of slipping my fingers in through theirs. i am feeling their strained tendons activating as i caress them.

i could use my girlfriends like this.

a cis woman is actually more of a woman than a trans woman, until the cis woman starts playing baseball. this subtracts -3 woman points to her (his?) score.

#transgender

I feel sexually broken

a stripped screw

at 17 i realized i had the desire to chemically castrate myself.

a flaccid failed man. a wilted boy

unable to move forward.

giving up

i sexually assaulted my younger brother when i was 9

my father walked in and told me to never speak about it to anyone

something sitting wedged into my stomach since then

I was forced to grow around it as it grew into me

the wretched memory of the act staying perfectly preserved by my shame

it turned me from a kept promise into pitiful faggot

my mother still asks me what was wrong when i was that age, why i was so anxious, staring into the corner of the wall at recess, why i cried so much, why couldn't make friends.

I can't stomach saying it

roman catholics will pretend they dont like trannies but they draw john the evangelist like this, look at this beautiful woman. force fem his ass.

bruno mars ends his 5 year long hiatus and releases a hit new song "(#6uubb////2-"!:°`£®iiieb sb.i(" where he explains how to painlessly commit suicide using a kitchen bag, medical tape and a tank of helium from a party store.

sacred-portal

i lost my virginity in call of duty: modern warfare 3.

it was late, my door was locked and i put my trust in a stranger.

fuck me like a im an MMA grappling dummy

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