Priv. | Indie. | Sel.

Est. February 14, 2016

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ATTENTION!

I now have an etsy page for which you can purchase the scooties I want to start making. 

https://www.etsy.com/shop/CrochetOdditties

PLEASE! Take a look! 

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Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

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RP starters: Concern.

“It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”

“Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”

“Blood? Are you bleeding?”

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”

“I thought I would never see you again…”

“We should get you to hospital.”

“Where did all those bruises came from?”

“I have the right to be worried!”

“Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”

“Sleep at my place tonight.”

“I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”

“Please talk to me about it.”

“Let me take care of you.”

“You need to rest now. Don’t move.”

“How many times have I told you to not go there?”

“You could’ve died, you know…”

“I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”

“You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”

“This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”

“I’m your friend, of course I care!”

“You know I’m always here for you, right?”

“You’re not okay.”

“I’m just trying to help you.”

“Let me clean your wounds…”

“Why did you do it? Tell me.”

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UPDATE!

{{x; EDITS Since I want a fresh start to this blog, I will be removing a lot of posts, maybe archiving and starting new. I’m not sure yet. But, I will be starting fresh on this blog. If anyone wants a starter or something, please like this post and we’ll get something started. Yeah? Also, please take a look at this post I made on my other blog. I’m in desperate need of assistance. My husband and I just can’t seem to get things working like we need to. :( 

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HELP!!!

I am in desperate need of money. I have not been able to catch up on bills and have been sent disconnect notices for my electric bill. On top of this, I also do not know if I will have a place to live soon. I am on the verge of living on the streets. So, I would like to start making items to sell for extra money. 

One being this hat. Called a scootie? I think. But it’s easy to make and I can make it in basically any color. I want to know if you guys would be willing to help out in any way. Maybe signal boost this? Anything helps. If you cannot afford the scootie, please go to my gofund.me page and donate. Every penny helps in this process. And I really do appreciate it. 

A picture of the scootie is below as well as information on the ordering process. 

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Oh hi... I’m here. hihi. Anyone miss me? 

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This blog will be deleted within the next few days and probably archived, just FYI

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“ —–Fly on, you golden girl and take on your fears. I’ll be with you in your dreams. The world is darker than it seems. I’ll be waiting for the light that guides us through the worst of nights. I’ll be waiting for the sign you’re coming back and you have found your path. I know that you’ve seen the worst. Your heart’s been torn before. Those creatures won’t let you go, so hang on to what you know. ”    — Coeur de Pirate

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This is going to be under a read more now. But this is what’s going on and why I’m going on Hiatus. Even more things have happened and I’m just done with life right now.

I think I might go on an indefinite hiatus here… I have honestly lost the muse for her right now and with everything going on. My head just isn’t the right place to write her. I have to put a little more effort into writing her than i do with any one else because of her difficult structure. And I just don’t want to ruin the image of her. I have been dealing with nearly losing my parents and my brother because of constant fighting, and as well as worrying about my brother in-law coming over and stealing everything my husband and I own. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just can’t do it without anxiety or depression getting high. I will be on my other blog though, so please follow me there.

To add to this, I got fired from work. So this puts even more strain on me. I’m saying a big fuck you today and I’m just really annoyed. So for sure, I’m done right now. I literally want to just lie down and slip into an eternal coma for the rest of my life. That is how I feel. Nothing is making it better right now and I’m trying to get a better look on this, but it just isn’t happening.

I  will also be not diving into the FF fandom again. There is just too much to handle for me. People are ridiculously self-righteous and absolutely inconsiderate. I have issues with several people here and without going into details, I’m just out right done with the backstabbing and all of that shit. I’m moving on to another fandom that would be better for me. That means I’ll be over on my Infamous blog from now on. Permanently. Yeul and Ignis are being shut down for good and I’m going to be out of this fandom for good. Any FF characters that would like to write with me still can find me there. I do have an FF verse for her there.

My other blog:

Fetch Walker (Infamous SS)

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This blog will be deleted within the next few days and probably archived, just FYI

[mcsmirky]

“ —–Fly on, you golden girl and take on your fears. I’ll be with you in your dreams. The world is darker than it seems. I’ll be waiting for the light that guides us through the worst of nights. I’ll be waiting for the sign you’re coming back and you have found your path. I know that you’ve seen the worst. Your heart’s been torn before. Those creatures won’t let you go, so hang on to what you know. ”    — Coeur de Pirate

[eternallxfe-blog]

This is going to be under a read more now. But this is what’s going on and why I’m going on Hiatus. Even more things have happened and I’m just done with life right now.

I think I might go on an indefinite hiatus here… I have honestly lost the muse for her right now and with everything going on. My head just isn’t the right place to write her. I have to put a little more effort into writing her than i do with any one else because of her difficult structure. And I just don’t want to ruin the image of her. I have been dealing with nearly losing my parents and my brother because of constant fighting, and as well as worrying about my brother in-law coming over and stealing everything my husband and I own. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just can’t do it without anxiety or depression getting high. I will be on my other blog though, so please follow me there.

To add to this, I got fired from work. So this puts even more strain on me. I’m saying a big fuck you today and I’m just really annoyed. So for sure, I’m done right now. I literally want to just lie down and slip into an eternal coma for the rest of my life. That is how I feel. Nothing is making it better right now and I’m trying to get a better look on this, but it just isn’t happening.

I  will also be not diving into the FF fandom again. There is just too much to handle for me. People are ridiculously self-righteous and absolutely inconsiderate. I have issues with several people here and without going into details, I’m just out right done with the backstabbing and all of that shit. I’m moving on to another fandom that would be better for me. That means I’ll be over on my Infamous blog from now on. Permanently. Yeul and Ignis are being shut down for good and I’m going to be out of this fandom for good. Any FF characters that would like to write with me still can find me there. I do have an FF verse for her there.

My other blog:

Fetch Walker (Infamous SS)

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Indefinite Hiatus

This is going to be under a read more now. But this is what’s going on and why I’m going on Hiatus. Even more things have happened and I’m just done with life right now.

I think I might go on an indefinite hiatus here… I have honestly lost the muse for her right now and with everything going on. My head just isn’t the right place to write her. I have to put a little more effort into writing her than i do with any one else because of her difficult structure. And I just don’t want to ruin the image of her. I have been dealing with nearly losing my parents and my brother because of constant fighting, and as well as worrying about my brother in-law coming over and stealing everything my husband and I own. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just can’t do it without anxiety or depression getting high. I will be on my other blog though, so please follow me there.

To add to this, I got fired from work. So this puts even more strain on me. I’m saying a big fuck you today and I’m just really annoyed. So for sure, I’m done right now. I literally want to just lie down and slip into an eternal coma for the rest of my life. That is how I feel. Nothing is making it better right now and I’m trying to get a better look on this, but it just isn’t happening.

I  will also be not diving into the FF fandom again. There is just too much to handle for me. People are ridiculously self-righteous and absolutely inconsiderate. I have issues with several people here and without going into details, I’m just out right done with the backstabbing and all of that shit. I’m moving on to another fandom that would be better for me. That means I’ll be over on my Infamous blog from now on. Permanently. Yeul and Ignis are being shut down for good and I’m going to be out of this fandom for good. Any FF characters that would like to write with me still can find me there. I do have an FF verse for her there. 

My other blog:

Fetch Walker (Infamous SS)

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HIATUS

I think I might go on a little hiatus here… I have honestly lost the muse for her right now and with everything going on. My head just isn’t the right place to write her. I have to put a little more effort into writing her than i do with any one else because of her difficult structure. And I just don’t want to ruin the image of her. I have been dealing with nearly losing my parents and my brother because of constant fighting, and as well as worrying about my brother in-law coming over and stealing everything my husband and I own. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just can’t do it without anxiety or depression getting high. I will be on my other blogs though, so please follow me there.

My other two blogs:

Ignis Scientia (Final Fantasy XV)

Fetch Walker (Infamous SS)

[eternallxfe-blog]

HIATUS

I think I might go on a little hiatus here... I have honestly lost the muse for her right now and with everything going on. My head just isn’t the right place to write her. I have to put a little more effort into writing her than i do with any one else because of her difficult structure. And I just don’t want to ruin the image of her. I have been dealing with nearly losing my parents and my brother because of constant fighting, and as well as worrying about my brother in-law coming over and stealing everything my husband and I own. I have a lot on my plate right now and I just can’t do it without anxiety or depression getting high. I will be on my other blogs though, so please follow me there.

My other two blogs:

Ignis Scientia (Final Fantasy XV)

Fetch Walker (Infamous SS)

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ME: "Hey, you wanna RP?"

OTHER MUN: "Sure, what did you have in mind?"

ME: "I don't know, I didn't think this far ahead."