Every time he gained some semblance of power back, it was gifted with a sense of overwhelming relief. The power to protect Aster, and all that he had grown close to in Spirale was not something Richter wanted to take for granted-- as so many things seemed to happen here out of his control. If danger came their way, then he could act without hesitation; fighting tooth and nail for the happiness he was given, yet still couldn't help believing he barely deserved.
This should not have been any different. Along with another arte, Richter could feel more of his magic flowing through his veins; even if the spell was one he had learned early on in his life, it was at least something. However..
As he entered his home one particular evening.. the half-elf could not help the overwhelming dread he felt upon seeing something waiting for him. The bag of groceries he had brought with him slipped out of his fingers without warning, emerald eyes widened, staring, at the smooth stone sitting on his dining room table.
.. he had longed for that artifact for.. months. Years. Here on this island, and back on Aselia. He worked tirelessly to find it, knowing it was the one thing-- the only thing-- that would help him achieve his goal.
His goal.. that had been granted here, without it.
To be with Aster. To see his smiling face again. He had that, and so much more-- so why was it here?
Knowing what he intended to do with it, and seeing it now.. it.. strangely, almost, made Richter feel sick. Even as he fought past the knot in his stomach, stepping forward to pick it up into his palm; knowing the power that lie within it, what it was capable of..
Did he truly need it here, in a world where he was given everything?
Without uttering a word, Richter pocketed the stone in one swift motion; the weight in his coat unfamiliar, and almost overbearing. There was a voice in his head telling him it was useless now-- it would bring him nothing but strife, and pain to those who witnessed how it could change him. But all the same..
The thought, the knowing that it could protect those he loved, in those times of uncertainty that threatened them all-- that silenced the voice all together, snuffing it out like a dying flame.