You never really expect things in life to change so quickly. Things finally start to look up and get better and the world always finds a way to push you back. I know no one is going to see this, and thats fine. This is for me. Im going deaf, and as far as I know there is no way to reverse it. This is hereditary. Its not something I did to myself or something I could have prevented. This is out of my hands. Now all I have to do is try and keep going, but I dont know what that means anymore. I dont know where to start, I dont know where to go. I am lost. Im scared. I want to be able to listen to music, hear my friends and family, and so much more. So Im going to appreciate the fact that I can do those things for the time being. The future is all i can think about, and its terrifying.
