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Hiii and welcome to my online diary where I try to share my thoughts everyday!! I´m a teenage girl who´s lost in her own world and I like to talk so HMU :3 ♡Jesus saved me♡

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Confessions of a teen girl that likes her teacher

Long story, short: I´ve been crushing on my attractive dilf teacher for a while now and I know he thinks I´m a good student and all (I mean I am) but yeah he has a wife and kids so Im not really expecting anything from him buuuuuut

it´s the small things he does that just make me so happy and today I was blushing harddd...basically, last lesson I said something rlly smart and he appreciated it and this lesson he came back to that and presented us smth that connects to the topic and he said ´´when I was researching this, I immediately thought about (my name) since u mentioned that very well´´ JUST CALL ME A GOOD GIRL ALREADY pls xx

I know that´s not much but still just thinking about him thinking about me in his free time, even if it was only for a min, just kinda makes my heart race<3

PLUS lately I feel like he´s been paying more attention to me than usual but maybe that´s just in my head...do u guys think he could notice me crushing on him lowkeyyy?

[etherealdams3l]

IM BACK CUTIES

(hopefully) since somehow I keep having my tumblr phases... for a month im all in and after that 3 months n o t h i n g buttt whatever I love blogging and I´ll continue to till the end of my life!!

BTW ignore my last 2 posts...they are blog posts about the most random topics bc I was talking to this older guy a few weeks back (if u see this hii txt me) and he challenged me to take the most boring topics and write a nice text about them all on my own :3 (he liked it but u guys tell me if I did a good job)

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Do doctors and engineers perform equally important tasks?

Death is truly unpredictable and even if we fear the Reaper being close, life has its magical ways of turning things around. Safety in life is a big human desire, which isn´t always granted for everyone but surely depicts an important value of every living organism.

Luckily we have all kinds of methods nowadays to grant us safety in almost every aspect of life. One of those aspects is our renewed medicine and well trained doctors studying years and years just to save life´s and prevent the human kind from being endangered by all means.

Most life saving helpers are portrayed as heros directly and loudly. I mean, which child doesn´t know about the wonders a police officer, doctor or firefighter does daily? And I definetely believe that´s fair enough, since they do work hard, but there is a certain group that provides safety daily without us even thinking about them a single second of the day.

This group contains the most focused engineers structuring different areas of our life´s, such as buildings, roads and other networks. Those structural engineers organise important daily life spaces, in detail.

How does that compare to a job that a doctor does though? Are actual lives involved? Yes! We don´t realise how much thought and precision this includes since I bet no one actually wants to be on a building while it collapses? That´s what we have our amazing and intelligent engineers for. Yh

Now some might argue that both a doctor and engineer should get equal wages since each provides safety measures in our daily life. While I think that is fair and true, I do believe that doctors are often set to a bigger risk since they don´t always have time to prepare: for example plan an operation on a person that spontaneously comes into the hospital with a leg torn off. Doctors have to be able to quickly adapt to a situation and come up with a plan while engineers might have more time to think ahead of completing their work.

Apart from this I believe both professions are equally important to grant safety for us and I pay my highest respect to people working in either of these regions. But do me a favor, the next time you´re walking over a bridge or driving on the highway, think about how precisely ur simple lifes task was organised.

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We all know doing sport is very important for our body and while some may only go running once a week there are other boring people fully connected with the sporty spirit of the olympics. (Some of them are cool even if old so no judgement).

One of these olympic sports category is bobsleigh and since I´m a fellow girly living in Germany I was astonished to see how Germany absolutely dominated this sport!

Not only has Germany won over 20 Olympic gold medals since 1952 but they also have amazing trained athletes that keep on getting better each day with the help of top engineers (yh) providing high tech sport equipment.

In terms of this sport being highly celebrated by the germans (I guess?) Germany backs up the strong bobsleigh spirit by funds of all kinds of sport associations to keep the high tech on track!!

So go on and watch the olympics its surely more interesting than some ethereal girlies girlblog no?

[etherealdams3l]

White feather hawk tail deer hunter is everything 2 me!

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Prayers work

Recently, I was really struggling with some of my friends since I started noticing my energy being drained after hanging out and my mood just totally being down all the time sooo I prayed THE PRAYER

,,Dear God, remove everyone from my life who isn´t good for me nor my body, soul or mind. Don´t let their negative energy drain mine and even if it takes strength to make distance between us, I am willing to take this risk in your favor. But do let other and new people come into my life and enrichen my soul. In Jesus name, Amen´´

And I´m glad to say not long after I prayed, I started noticing massive changes in the aspect of friends.

I noticed specific friends and friend groups distancing out of nowhere and even though at first I was sad about that, shortly after, I noticed the feeling of being more free and conscious about how bad I was actually treated and feeling.

Not only the negative aspects were put forward but also new people joined my life, people I would have never thought to speak with again in a million years!!

But here comes the biggest direct prayer. About two weeks ago when all of those changes started to be put into work, I´ve thought about one girl in my past which I wasn´t sure of contacting since we haven´t seen eachother in a long time, nor have we held contact.

So I asked god if she is worth being put back into my life, he should give me an indirect or direct sign from her. AND GUESS WHO TEXTED LAST FRIDAY OUT OF THE BLUE? Yep her! Now we hung out and I realise how much friends can improve my wellbeing.

Doubting God and his promises is completely normal and good to build a proper relationship with him, but be patient and don´t give up! Even though I struggle to believe sometime, God always shows me the right track and he works in the most mysterious but hopeful and loyal ways!

AMEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS<3

[etherealdams3l]

WAR. IS. OVER.

So idk if any of you still remember the guy I was ,,seeing,, well whom I became friends with but he kissed me, cuddled w me, we cooked together and he still only wanted to be friends but always gave me mixed signals ..

After a while of this I noticed how he´s projecting a LLLOT of negative Energy on me and how he´s stealing my spar, by stuff he did or said and I can only recall ONE of our hang outs where I didn´t feel totally emotionally drained after.

I knew that he´ll eventually take every last bit of my peaceful mind so I made one last attempt on giving him attention for 2 weeks but clearly it was an one-sided friendship and I put way more into it than he did, so I said fuck it! He´s not worth loosing my spark over and he´ll never reach my standards of a good friend so I cut him off, stopped texting him AND....

Guess who´s kinda back now ... he keeps sending me meaningless reels like ,,If u ever feel bad don´t worry twin, we are in this life together´´ like nuh uh why u missing me all of a sudden? Did ur tower ego break?

Still I wish him the best <3 I just don´t want him in my life anymore :3

[etherealdams3l]

I´m on a HEALTHY calorie deficit but dooo still love my snacks sometimes, so I visit my old friend Ana´s blog for inspo every now and then🤗

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ADVICE?

Pleaseee please give me advice how to stick to your goals.. I keep failing and it´s getting really hard to keep trying over n over again so please how do ya´ll do it even in hard times...? Whenever I fail 1% of my goal I shut myself off completely and get into this hole of failure and stop chasing my goals.. Wtf

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I HATE when people repost stuff that just simply doesn´t apply to them. I check his reposts from time to time and he´s someone who reposts stuff like ,,When you notice no one cares.´´ or ,,When you remember you only have yourself´´????

What kind of self centered shit is that? I make sure to ask him how he is ALL the time and I compliment him, I tell hime he can ALWAYS come to me with every problem or in general anything that he has on his mind...and then he reposts that?

I mean you don´t have to talk to me about your problems obviously I get if you sometimes don´t want to talk but what do you think it makes me feel like when all I´m trying to do is be a good friend even tho YOU NEVER ask me how I´m doing or if I tell you I´m crying you couldn´t care less? I´ve had one of the worst weeks recently and I needed you and you simply weren´t there.

You repost ,,When I give up my energy to comfort someone else´´ and I don´t expect you to do that, I know you´re struggling too but then why repost stuff just for validation? I feel like you expect people to do more but don´t acknowledge when I do? What more do you want me to give up?

I mean can´t you see the effort I put into our friendship or do you simply just don´t want to be friends anymore? If so just tell me or you´ll suck all my last energy out of my living soul.

[etherealdams3l]

My grandma just asked me if I eat less because I lost fat in my face. Life is great<3

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Oh how I adore christian veiling

I want to start christian veiling so bad even tho nobody really does it in my country its so ethereal and spiritually bonding

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Sometimes you have to go back to your desires as a woman

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I love learning but hate studying for school do u get me?

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How Remy Bond´s new songs (Hawaiian Dream, Orlando and Skin tight Jeans) got me feelin´:

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Don´t forget to pray for your friends...you never know who may have prayed for you when you were having a hard time.

And don´t only pray for the ones you know are struggling, pray for those suffering in silence too <3

If you don´t know what exactly to pray or aren´t feeling like getting into prayer right now this mini prayer I wrote may motivate you to atleast read it thru :)

Dear God,

I´m thankful for all my friends, for all the times they had my back and for all the days, they´ve made a whole lot better just by their presence in my life.

Please give them strength in complicated situations they may be facing and don´t let them get deceived but give them peace at heart by knowing you and knowing your love towards them.

Take care of them today and let them feel that they´re loved.

In Jesus name, Amen! <3