—- POLARIZE

what will YOU do on the weekends, when your best friends become your d e a d friends from all the sugar and all the sweetness? kim mihyun, xx, rose red.

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If ya’ll wanna plot, i have an aim at loll.i !!

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etxhanbin:

he was sober. 

maybe too sober for his own liking.

jace craved the tangy feeling of alcohol when it rushes through his throat and into his system. just the remote feeling of sanity felt a tad bit off to him. actually, no, alcohol seemed like his only way towards sanity–a clear mind. and where else to get a good glass of sanity than his second favorite kingdom, future?

“gin and tonic,” he waved to the bartender with his body leaned against the bar, waiting for his drink to be ready.

with his head slightly turned to his left, he saw a familiar head full of blonde hair. oh, hanbin jace definitely remembers her. his tongue slipped out of his mouth as it wetted his lips, watching her back figure on the stool and imagining the repeats of his nights with her. it’s out of the ordinary for his thoughts to think of the same girl twice, but she made an impression that he was sure to fantasize. 

his face soon dropped seeing another man with her. an eyebrow raised and a scoff escaped his lips as he grabbed the drink that was unknowingly serviced to him, taking it all down before making his presence known. one foot after the other, he was right behind her and his arms circled around her small waist, gluing her hips against his. 

“hey, love,” he greeted her with his lips grazing against her shoulder, completely ignoring the other companion. 

mihyun was a avid collector of memories. she was the type who could live on a recollection for days at a time, relive it and indulge herself in the feelings it cast. the faintest touch of familiarity, was all it took. as she leans her fist against her cheek beginning to grow tired of the strangers conversation, mimi jumps at a new sensation. the limb that wound itself around her middle was ever so familiar, and the lips on her skin make her eyes widen a fraction or two, an exhale finding itself out of her mouth. oh. shit.

of course she notices herself recalling the body against her own in a different light, eyes fluttering shut for a moment or two with a small smile on her face. “ hello. ” mimi replies, a whisper of a greeting, leaning back into jace’s form with seemingly practiced eased. naturally, the interested party gapes for a second before shuffling his intoxicated self away from the pair. the blonde laughs, and then turns around in the others hold, arms moving to drape over his shoulders. “ how courteous of you. ” mihyun comments, eyes locking with his own. 

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I have a question for you all! So Mimi doesn’t have a lot of resources, which is a bit frustrating, so I was thinking of switching to Luna of F(x)! Thoughts?

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[shewhomuses]

                                                         For this freedom                                                       I have given all I had                                                         For this dαrĸɴeѕѕ                                                          I gave my light                                                          For this wisdom                                                   I have lost my innocence                                                           Take my petals                                                 And cover me with the ɴιɢнт

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wallpaper-the boy who could fly by pierce the veil

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realizing that my blue aesthetic post has disproportionate boxes 

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etxwonho:

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suspicion strikes him a split second before he feels the cold kiss of steel against his neck. ah. lips press into a thin line as wonho freezes and registers the threat in his mind, delivered in sweet, young voice. his shadow returns once again. “mon petit chou,” he says, unable to hide the amusement in his tone. “it has been a while, has it not?”

her name is a mystery, as is her employer. unfortunately, wonho knows little about the assassin aside from that fact that she won’t give up trying to eliminate him. he’s attempted to uncover more about her and where she comes from time and time again, but the answers he seeks remain frustratingly elusive. instead, he settles for thwarting her attempts on his life with hopes of capturing her someday. wonho will make her sing if he has the chance.

but for now… the dagger he carries hidden up his sleeve slips into his hands. he can think of half a dozen ways to break out of the girl’s grip, but he remains still and rubs the engraved hilt of the small knife. “how have you been?” deliberate and careful in its casualness, he speaks as if they are nothing but two acquaintances enjoying a pleasant stroll. and he will ensure they are, because wonho does not intend to die today. 

the gaiety in his tone makes her insides squirm just as his words do. for gods sake do it mihyun, you have the chance, TAKE IT. but like always she doesn’t. she isn’t sure why, maybe it’s because there’s something laced in the little game they played that kept her on her toes. like being held under water until the point of unconsciousness, then ripped out of its clutches at the last second. her eyes narrow to slits, fingers tightening around the handle of the blade. “ indeed. ” 

her boots brace against the path, gaze hard as she stares into the back of his head, hoping he can feel the heat rolling from it in waves. she presses a bit harder, for good measure and inadvertently give him an inclination to not fucking move. the feeling of annoyance boiling in her chest only stirs as he speaks so freely, as if she didn’t have the power to end his pitiful life right then and there. 

still, she licks her lips and obliges him. “ i have been better. ”

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My muse trying to seduce yours or vice versa.

she had eyes like a hawk, and a craving that no one could cure.

though, what she liked to taste depended on the day. 

for example, that particular day it was a female. a knight. she was beautiful sure, but mimi was into more then just what her eye could see. she seemed distant, collected, and observant. mihyun enjoyed those qualities, liked getting underneath the skin of the people that harbored them. 

and she’d been watching jung wheein for as long as she’d been in the secrets kingdom (headed after a certain royal adviser but that was another story.) the blonde slinks from her perched position above the streets, landing unheard behind a bunch of boxes. she’s decided on a simple outfit that day, rather appealing if she did say so herself, cloaked in black and knee high boots. 

she puts on a sly smile, fingertips dusting over the females shoulder. “ how long has it been since i last saw that familiar head of hair? ” mimi chuckles, in a quick movement of feet halting the other from going any farther as she stepped in front of her.

“ let’s have a little chat, mm? ”

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Have there been any dramatic happenings in their life?

quite. the obvious being the death of her brother and mother in a car crash caused by a drunk driver. 

she’s had a few.. rough encounters with men, but never something that broke her to the point of no return. though she is an assassin, so it’s fair to say drama is entailed.

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Our muses facing the end of the world.

never was death so sweet.

mihyun was ready in a sense- for it all to be over with. in fact, she had no desire to see it end, in all of it’s chaotic entirety. so she comes to the only one who she can think to do the job for her. 

how pathetic, being unable to take her own life though she’d taken so many others. her eyes show days of exhaustion, sleepless nights and pale lips that spoke a plead. “ i do not know why i have come to you. but it seems i am a coward even in death. ” mimi murmurs softly, head bowed as she let her gaze fall to the floor. 

“ i like to think you would allow me a small mercy. ”

blonde strands are brushed aside as she tilts her upward for a moment.

“ so.. would you do me a favor? ”  

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CHARACTER STUDY: COLOURS // BLUE

I know you're seeing black and white So I'll paint you a clear blue sky Without you I am colour-blind It's raining every time I open my eyes

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Bring Me The Horizon // Doomed

art: Heitor Magno 

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If your muse could change one thing in their life, what would it be and why?

she’d make her mother stay.. one more night at that hotel. just one more night and they could leave in the morning. she’d scrounge their car for change, beg on the side of the road, anything to pay for one. last. night. they would’ve never had that collision and maybe-

maybe things would be different.

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Describe your muse’s mindset with one song

BRING ME THE HORIZON - avalanche

Cut me open and tell me what's insideDiagnose me cause I can't keep wondering whyAnd no it's not a phase cause it happens all the timeStart over, check again, now tell me what you findCause I'm going out of frequencyCan anyone respond?

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What do they think about the ‘Mirror to rule the World?

“ ridiculous. ” mimi snorts. “ the others i can understand, but a mirror that simply allows you to RULE the world? unbelievable. it’s just an old wise tale and it’ll stay that way for as long as the earth keeps turning. anyone chasing after it is wasting their time. ”  

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If your muse could use one of the mirrors to change their life, which mirrors would they choose and why? What would they change about their life?

The Mirror To Forget

why? she would gladly trade anything to be able to forget the past. the hurt it has caused and walk around without a clue in the world of what fate had decided to bless her with. maybe it would be better to be oblivious then to deal with tragedy day in and day out.