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hello beautiful people. i made the most perfect meringue the other day and i feel compelled to show u

then i used it to make baked alaska, but im bad at the decorating step of baking so it looked like a five year old did that part. tasted great tho!

anyway i hope ur all doing well and that 2025 was as ok as possible!!

#my yr sucked ASS but ive got a lot to look forward to #so its all good in the end #txt

my parents, who divorced in december of 2020, are engaged once again... to one another

#i hate love!#also unrelated but while im giving yall life updates no one asked for:#im doing kinktober again this yr #txt

tagged by @heliocentric9 for 10 lines from 10 fics

Rules: share the first lines of ten of your latest fanfics (or up to if you have less, or WIPs!) & tag 10 people.

a doozy! many of my 10 most recent fics are anonymous ones.

“You’re gonna break the clasp if you keep that up.”

In the moment, change is difficult to measure.

Something is amiss, Satya knows it.

Happiness finds Angela one late Autumn morning.

What Ana thought reconciling with Fareeha would look like, she is not certain.

Fareeha is familiar with the feeling of eyes on her.

Christmas is, beyond a doubt, [NAME]’s favorite time of the year.

[NAME] has imagined [CITY] haunted, since her divorce, ghosts of could-have-beens lurking around every corner.

When [NAME] invites her to dinner, [NAME TWO]’s first thought is an admittedly uncharitable one: What does she want from me?

“So he never…” [NAME] hesitates, unable—or unwilling, perhaps—to name what it is she means, before gesturing, “with you?”

also a bonus little ovw drabble i never posted:

“It isn’t that I don’t want to be a parent,” says she, “Not exactly. I just think that parenthood—it’s…” an open wound, her childhood, one that never quite manages to scab over because she keeps picking at it and picking at it and picking at it, throwing herself into warzones time and again. Another person might have stopped, at some point, might have rested, might have been able to do so, to have stepped aside just long enough to become someone else but that is… “Something more suited to other people,” although she wishes that were not the case.

and im tagging @queenllama to post her drabbles shes written as homework for our dnd campaign 😂

#the christmas fic is in fact incredibly GRINCHY i must have u all know. the character canonically has the worst christmas ever. like EVER.#so of course i had to write abt her miserable christmas bc that delights me #and yes ive been getting up to a lot of writing and not a lot of posting LOL #ive got 10 chapters of this one wip just chilling in scrivener #txt #AND THANK U FOR THE TAG OOMF 🫡

was tagged by @heliocentric9 to share six sentences of a wip i have

names redacted bc its one ill be posting anonymously 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

“A 2006 calendar,” [CHARACTER B] corrects. Right—2006. That makes it feel so much more real, a date. Time has hardly existed for [CHARACTER A] these past few weeks, has flowed around her measured primarily in the progression of her patients. All other things have fallen away, anniversaries and birthdays and holidays too painful to mark without thinking of what she could have, should have been doing. After so long, she does not know how to be without [CHARACTER C], and the future feels so uncertain that even the mention of a year is jarring.

ngl im not active enough on here to tag six ppl so 🫣 feel free to say i tagged u if ur reading this and want to do it too. however @queenllama u dont get a choice im compelling u to post

#well some of u will certainly be able to guess who these characters are #esp with the year attached #but thats the fun!#plus plausible deniability and whatnot #txt

hello gamers look at this cute cute cuuuute photo i took of my cats

#i am alive and well and working on a huge fic i may never post #but my two besties are my beta readers and they love it #and thats all a person really needs i think!#txt #and YES this photo is like a month old which u know if u follow my bsky i also never post on. but idc

HI FRIEND!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUR ANA & FAREEHA CHARACTER STUDIES SO MUCH I AM EATING THEM !!! AURHHHGHHHGHHH

thank you!!!! u have good timing bc im about to have a weeklong writing staycation so i can def bump one of my fics abt them up the worklist 😂

some ideas im currently mulling are:

fareeha's inheritance (before she knows ana is alive)... both the objects and the legacy

ana's deathiversary. how thats still a hurtful time of year even though fareeha now knows ana is alive

smtg abt how ana has trouble accepting that fareeha is moving past things and not judging her. ana still gets defensive bc shes judging herself

so if u like any of those best... let me know! ill try to prioritize it. but no pressure if u dont want to pick LOL

and thank you again!!!!!! i love to see that ppl are still reading my stuff even tho im now a social media hermit. means a lot <33

#also to the other anon from like feb who asked abt anasam... its coming!! i just needed to finish some other stuff first #unless that other anon is also u. in which case u win LOL #txt #anyway thank you again for reaching out <333333

Hi this is drunk anon from the last night I am not that much hungover

You do not need to write a long reply at all I loved the cat picture thank you so much, I read your pics whenever I am down so I should really be the one saying thanks :))

I am So happy to hear you are still writing! I was worried maybe you didn't like it anymore or something had happened.. it feels that people can sometimes online not be very thoughtful and so people get discouraged 😔

im glad you werent too hungover!!!

im so glad theyre good to read when ur feeling down 😭💖 this is really the highest compliment u could give me. im so happy my writing can be there for u!!!!

its sweet of u to worry!! thankfully the overwhelming majority of comments ive received have been kind--but honestly even if they werent, a few really kind "this meant something to me" messages outweigh almost anything

& i am DEFINITELY still writing. tbh im never not writing (or at least thinking abt writing). i just havent been posting as much bc i havent had much time for editing and ive been writing kinda personal stuff which i dont necessarily want to explore in fic (or post to ao3, if it is in fic). BUT... one of my best friends and i have a biweekly writing support meeting where we mostly talk abt original writing... and i was lamenting the fact that i havent finished anything lately... so they assigned me to post fic in the next two wks to get me over it. which means im hopefully gonna upload smtg soon!

anyway this was really long but tl;dr THANK YOU and ur welcome to come off anon to say hi if ud like!

& cat tax

#i always worry abt sounding braggy when i answer nice comments and then i have to be like WAIT. this person literally came to me #LMAO...#anyway lets hope after saying all this i meet my goal of uploading bc if not... em barr ass ing!#but... it may be gr*ys an*tomy fic so dont hold ur breath for ovw. im deep in hell rn #answered

to me, your the most important online person. Your writing has inspired me and affected me a lot. It is so beautiful to me. You are very skilled. Sorry u am drunj

omg 😭😭 ty this really means a lot to me!!

everything i keep trying to say in the rest of this response either sounds trite, pretentious, or lame. so. just picture i am making this face ok: