eunyoungrk

Joo Eun Young, 19. KT Ent. Dancing(+53) Creativity (+33) Rapping(+3) Singing(+31) Charisma(+40) Debut(+7)

[eunyoungrk]

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a song to you — yixing & eunyoung

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"I’m your sunbae I’ll call you what I want," he teases, playfully sticking his tongue out at her. "I usually don’t go home this early. What time is it anyway?" He cranes his neck, eyes focusing on the clock and he blinks when he realizes that it’s already half past eleven. "Okay maybe I should go soon," sheepishly he rubs the back of his neck. But with Eunyoung here he’s fine with not leaving any time soon. 

He throws her a pointed look, eyebrow raised and lip quirked. “Oh really?” He asks because he’s sure he knows Eunyoung well enough to know that something’s troubling her. 

He’s always wanted to be someone the hoobaes can lean on, someone they can go to when troubled and that’s exactly why he leans forward, expectantly waiting for her to speak. “What’s wrong?” He asks, voice filled with concern. “You know you can always come to me right? Your favourite oppa in the world,” he adds the last part jokingly, trying his best to lighten the atmosphere.

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She smiles at his last sentence, ruffling his hair playfully. Although she knew that he was her sunbae, she still treats him like the brother she never had. "Of course, favourite oppa in the entire universe," she sighs softly, resting her chin on her palms. "Well, it's just that I'm not coping well.. I can't sing well, you know that I can only dance.. I've been trying really hard but it hasn't been working well. And well.. I know this sounds really crazy.. Oppa, I trust you.. I'm in a relationship.." she whispers the last sentence and looks aroun, slightly worried. "Things haven't been that well. It's not easy. I'm scared, worried," she says, hugging her knees close to her.

"I don't know if my hard work will pay off.." she looks at Yixing, forcing a small smile. She didn't want YiXing to feel extremely burdened with her problems. She knew that he had his fair share problems too. "Oppa, have you every felt uncertain about this path?"

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jaehwan’s eyes widened. his stuttering wasn’t because of her. well, it was, but not for the reasons she thought it was for. “n-n-no. i j-just…i always d-do that.” he tried to explain without going into too much detail. it was just going to take time for him to get comfortable and become stutterless was all. he just hoped that she would stick around long enough for him to get to that point. or maybe it was better for her to just go. he didn’t even know anymore. his mind was a mess.

"m-myself? uh…." he was thinking of what to say when suddenly, she decided to go forth instead. he nodded carefully as he listened to the facts that the other was giving him. "oh wow. y-y-you’re so t-talented," he noted with a small smile. "um…w-well, i was born may 10, 1993. so…o-old man. uh…i actually l-l-love to sing. i w-was number one b-back home in j-j-jeju." he nodded again as he spoke. unsure of what else to say, he paused for a bit before then remembering something else. "i’m, uh….a m-m-math major at seoul n-n-national." the moment those words came out, he was starting to wonder if he should have just left them unspoken. he sounded so….nerdy.

[eunyoungrk]

"Woah," she pauses for a moment, staring at him. Math major, Seoul National, number one back in Jeju. He sounded like he was the more talented one between the both of them. Afterall, Eunyoung never made it to university. Even if she did make it to one, it wouldn't be Seoul National. "That's too cool.. You must be really smart.. I didn't get to go to university, how is it like in Seoul National?" 

"To be honest, you're more talented to me, I'm just an average person, really." she laughs softly, comparing herself to him. Though he may seem socially awkward, he definitely had the brains and talent.

[lattefairy]

“He likes to speak with his inner voice.”

[taekwoonrk]

Trouble in Paradise - Eunyoung & Taekwoon

[taekwoonrk]

Taekwoon’s face twists ever so slightly, but of course any change of emotion that Taekwoon experiences is visible to Eunyoung. He nods his head slightly, already knowing what one or both of them becoming a trainee would mean. He told himself he was prepared for it, but now, he was a tad unsure.

"How could I be mad at you for following your dream?" He kisses her back in response. He holds her when she admits her fears, understanding that her becoming a trainee would produce a strain on their relationship.

"I’m sorry, jagiya. I don’t ever want to fight with you. Nothing justifies the way I just acted to you," he says, pain evident in his eyes. He nods when Eunyoung tells him to trust her. "I do trust you," he said, kissing her once more. "I love you so much."

[eunyoungrk]

Eunyoung blushes when she hears the sincerity in Taekwoon's voice. How could she stay mad at him for long? She'd seen him grow up from the little boy to a man, and she never wants to let go of their relationship because of fights. Eunyoung runs her fingers through his hair, kissing him softly. "I love you too, you know that right?" she smiles and wraps her arms around his waist, nuzzling her nose to his neck. "And you don't have to feel bad anymore. I was wrong for not telling you earlier too." They hold each other for awhile, before Eunyoung remembers something. 

"Well, there is something you can do for me before I can forgive you fully," she smiles cheekily, pulling away from him to go to her closet. She pulls out a dress, twirling it around as she looks at it in the mirror. Eunyoung turns back to face Taekwoon. "Should I wear this dress to our beach date?" She pouts when she realises how shocked Taekwoon was. Eunyoung runs to his lap, nestling herself on his lap quickly. 

"Don't you remember? That day when I taught you how to dance and we took the bus home together, I told you that I wanted to go to the beach one day with the person that I really really really like. Hm, don't you remember?" she pouts, looking at him as she grabs his arm, shaking it slightly. "You owe me a beach date, silly!"

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(...)

though he doesn’t want to change it, it’s much too awkward now that he’s spoken to her and the fact that she has a boyfriend. none of it just seemed right. “i-it’s okay,” he mumbled, picking up his phone and scrolling through his photo album, finding a picture of his family dog and posting it as his wallpaper instead. “e-e-easy f-fix,” he exclaimed with a small smile, hoping she would just forget about the fact that her face was ever on his phone.

"o-o-oh." he didn’t even know she was a part-time model, so unfortunately, he would have had no idea. "the s-s-subject is important t-t-to a g-g-good picture," he noted. the fact that she’s rambling made him question whether she was just being polite or if she was being truthful. "y-y-yeah f-f-friends," he nodded. "o-of c-course." why she would want to be friends with him was beyond him, but he wasn’t going to complain.

[eunyoungrk]

Eunyoung realised how awkward he felt and instantly, she felt bad. "Um, why are you stuttering? Did I do something wrong?" she looks down at her fingers, then back up to Jaehwan. He was still staring at her with the same facial expression. She gives him a small smile, hoping that he would not feel tense and shy anymore. All she wanted to do was to be a friend to him. Perhaps they didn't know each other that well and they started off weirdly with Eunyoung catching his stare across the street, but that didn't really matter to her anymore.

"Well, tell me more about yourself! When's your birthday, what do you like to do?" she smiles, resting her chin on her palms as she leans forward a little. Noticing how quiet Jaehwan was, she pouts.

"Alright, I'll start. I was born 6 December, 1995. So I'm 19, and I guess I'm younger than you. I love to dance, and I used to be a part time model in this small agency. Well I quiet to become.. um, that, I can't tell you yet. Maybe next time when we know each other better! Anyway, just know that I'm a dancer. I can sing too, but I'm not really good at it," 

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a song to you — yixing & eunyoung

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"Sorry," he laughs, crinkling his nose at her in amusement. "I was busy writing stuff down. I’m trying to write something new but… It’s like something’s blocking my head," he frowns at this and childishly he scratches his own scalp, giving her a forced frown though the twinkle in his eye is anything but sad.

"Anyway what’s our little Eunyoung doing here, hm?" This time it’s his turn to tease her as he raises a brow, resting his chin on the back of his palm. "It’s getting really late you know. I’m pretty sure everyone else has left."

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"Little?" she raises her eyebrows at the teasing statement. She smiles tiredly, looking up at him now. "Well I can say the same for you too, everyone has left except for me, you should get home," she smirks, laughing softly at how she was redirecting his own question to her, back to him. 

"I just wanted to talk to one of my favourite oppas in the world~" Eunyoung moves to sit beside him, poking at his shoulder softly. She realises the look on Yixing's face. He knew that there was something more than just "finding one of her favourite oppas in the world". Yixing was like the brother she never had (or used to have). He was her confidant and she could tell him everything and anything. He knew about her little secrets, her relationship and the things that she faced in the company. He was one of the first people she met in KT Ent. Sighing, she looks down at her lap. "Well, I just needed to talk to someone. You happened to be here."

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dreams on We Heart It.

[seoulfvls]

*nods nods*

[taekwoonrk]

Trouble in Paradise - Eunyoung & Taekwoon

[taekwoonrk]

(…)

"Private audition? Acceptance?" He says, forcing out the words as he turns his back on her. He shakes his head, almost not believing the words he’s hearing. As Eunyoung attempts to apologize for not telling him sooner he chimes in.

"Of course you should have told me earlier!" He says as he grabs onto her shoulder. "This is amazing! My Eunyoung is a trainee!" Taekwoon wraps his arms around Eunyoung and pulls her in so that her head is resting in Taekwoon’s chest, with his hand on top of her head, lightly patting it. "Congratulations, jagiya."

[eunyoungrk]

Eunyoung blinks as Taekwoon grabs onto her shoulders. She freezes when he wraps his arms around her, patting the top of her head softly. She frowns a little, slightly confused. “Taek.. I-It means that I won’t get to spend as much time with you,” she pulls away sadly, watching his expression change slightly. She was happy that Taekwoon had accepted the news so readily. But on the other hand, it would be a new phase for the both of them. Seeing how he looked a little sad also broke her heart.

"Are you mad at me?" She asks, her hand carressing his cheek softly. Eunyoung tiptoes to plant a kiss on his lips. "To be honest, I’m scared. I’m so afraid of what might happen. I don’t want us to drift, and I don’t want to fight with you. I know that fights are inevitable but.. It scares me." She takes in a deep breath, sighing as she recalled what happened just now. Eunyoung was still a little frustrated at how they both fought over a thing like this, but she understood why he’d feel that way. Eunyoung’s hands reach out to hold both of his hands. "I just need one thing from you.. I just need you to trust me.." She says, looking at Taekwoon now.

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a song to you — yixing & eunyoung

The moment the last trainee left the practice room, Yixing slumped against the mirror, running a hand through his hair before letting out a heavy breath. Despite having ended his official trainee schedule already, there was something about having to go home early that always seemed to irk him.

It wasn’t as though he disliked his shared apartment or anything, it was just that the practice room always had an atmosphere that seemed to push him and surprisingly enough one of the places where he constantly found himself thinking about a muse.

Whilst he spent most of his days in the practice room refining his dancing or trying his best to choreograph something of his own, that night he decided that perhaps he should look back onto a song he’d been composing just the night before.

It was something simple and not too complicated. A song about love and growing up (just like any other song) but this was one that Yixing found himself actually having a connection towards. And as such he pulled out his notebook and guitar, humming a tune under his breath as his fingers aimlessly plucked on the strings — hoping for something beautiful to come out of it.

He hadn’t realized just how long he’d spent in his composer-like trance until he felt another’s presence in the room.

[eunyoungrk]

Standing at the corner of the room with her duffel bag, Eunyoung smiles as she watches Yixing strum on the guitar occasionally, followed by scribbling down musical notes onto his manuscript. She sighs and decides to wait for Yixing, for she really needed someone to talk to. As he turns around to see her, she smiles and tucks her hair behind her ear.

"You finally noticed me," Eunyoung teases, walking towards him to settle down beside him. She sits down cross legged, looking at the manuscript with his scribblings on it. "Aren't you heading home yet?" Eunyoung pulls on her sweater, hugging her legs towards her chest as she looks at him.

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"Oh," she blushes, smiling at his reason. "Thank you, I actually like that.. picture of me," Eunyoung smiles, touching his phone’s home button to see the picture again. Although she was supposed to freak out and run out of the cafe, she was intrigued by this awkwardly cute person. "Are you going to continue using it as your lock screen? My boyfriend might get mad at you~" she cooes, but stops when she realises what she just exposed. She wasn’t supposed to mention about her relationships freely "Ah just joking!"

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jaehwan watched as she picked up his phone and turned it on again, looking at the picture. “o-oh. i’m g-g-glad,” he nodded, even though part of him was still slightly in shock that one, he was talking to the girl on his wallpaper, and two, that she was not freaking out like he was. at the mention of the word boyfriend, his eyes widened. shit, he thought. of course she had a boyfriend. oh gosh. he was going to get punched in the face. “o-o-oh, n-no. i c-c-can change it. o-o-of c-c-course.” he quickly noted, grabbing at his phone and wondering what he could change it to. even though she added that she was just joking at the very end, he still felt awkward about the whole thing.

[eunyoungrk]

"Uhm, it's okay if you don't change it, I mean, erm.." Eunyoung stops talking for a moment as she blinks at him, unsure of what to say. She hope that he would forget about what she said about having a boyfriend. Sighing, she holds onto her Starbucks drink for warmth.

"W-Well honestly, I thought that you were one of those fans I had back when I was still a part time model. I was confused as to why you have.. that picture.. on your phone. But I guess you can keep it, it looks nice. Besides, your photography skills are good. The picture turned out well. Um, I hope that we can be friends," Eunyoung rambles, tucking her hair behind her ear nervously. Jaehwan seemed like a nice person to her.

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She looks at him, wanting him to continue his answer. Eunyoung was a little shocked by the picture of herself on his wallpaper. She was certain he wasn’t a fan of her’s from her modelling career or KT Ent trainee days now. “You can tell me honestly. Don’t be scared,” she says assuringly.

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he was still feeling embarrassed. he wasn’t really scared anymore. or maybe that was a lie he was telling himself, but she didn’t really look like she could hurt a fly. well, unless that was a guise as well. “w-w-well….” he began. “y-y-you just looked really h-h-h-happy that d-d-day. i thought it w-w-would make f-f-for a n-nice picture,” he admitted, still afraid to meet her eyes in case she did suddenly become upset at his creepiness.

[eunyoungrk]

"Oh," she blushes, smiling at his reason. "Thank you, I actually like that.. picture of me," Eunyoung smiles, touching his phone's home button to see the picture again. Although she was supposed to freak out and run out of the cafe, she was intrigued by this awkwardly cute person. "Are you going to continue using it as your lock screen? My boyfriend might get mad at you~" she cooes, but stops when she realises what she just exposed. She wasn't supposed to mention about her relationships freely "Ah just joking!"

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[eunyoungrk]

Eunyoung tries to recall where on the streets she had seen him before. She only recalls that she’d worn those set of clothes last week when she was on the way to a modelling class in the KT Entertainment building. She smiles at the compliment that Jaehwan said, although he was...

[eunyoungrk]

She looks at him, wanting him to continue his answer. Eunyoung was a little shocked by the picture of herself on his wallpaper. She was certain he wasn't a fan of her's from her modelling career or KT Ent trainee days now. "You can tell me honestly. Don't be scared," she says assuringly.

[eunyoungrk]

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[eunyoungrk]

"Yeah, my hair looks really messy." she laughs softly, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. "So, you must have seen me around before to take that picture.. Were you at one of my past photoshoots?" Eunyoung smiles, taking a sip of her drink. She watches Jaehwan search for words to say, still feeling shy. "Hey, you don’t have to be scared of me. I won’t slap the living daylights out of you because of that photo."

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jaehwan was suddenly unable to find his voice so he just shook his head once again. “uh….” he shook his head again. “s-street….” he noted, before looking down at his hands that were starting to get all clammy. when she spoke again, he looked up at her. “y-y-you’re t-t-too n-nice,” he exclaimed, his heart beating too quickly for his liking. he picked up his coffee and drank too fast that he almost choked on the liquid. 

[eunyoungrk]

Eunyoung tries to recall where on the streets she had seen him before. She only recalls that she'd worn those set of clothes last week when she was on the way to a modelling class in the KT Entertainment building. She smiles at the compliment that Jaehwan said, although he was speaking too fast. Seeing how he coughed after drinking the coffee a tad too fast, she pats his back a little. "Thank you, you're a nice person too. Just don't get too nervous around me, I won't hurt you." she smiles at the other male, although she was still a little confused as to why she was on his lock screen. "Were you trying to find me though? My face.. was on your lock screen." she laughs it off.

[prince-taekwoon]

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