-He takes a moment to look into the eyes of the man that genuinely feared losing him and stopped for a moment, realizing how insensitive he really was. He stroked Evan’s cheek for a moment and held his gaze- …No you’re right..I shouldn’t joke about it… I just did it because it was a lot to take in… I mean you killed a man..and out of hate… I…understand and I would have done the same given the same circumstances happened to me.. But that doesn’t mean I can’t love you any less Evan… I’d be wrong to judge you for what you did and why.. It was horrific what happened to you.. Just..please…don’t get Ciaran mixed up on this…I trust you.. I just don’t trust the rest of the world to …I don’t even want to think about it..-kissing his lips softly-..Promise me..please.. don’t..do it in front of Ciaran….
-He manages a soft smile and nods.- I know it's a lot to take in, Cameron. I know it is and that's why it took me this long to tell you. It happened right around the time you got Ciaran and I... you wanted to move in with me to make this our house and I didn't want to drop it on you then and change your mind. That's selfish, I know but I love you way too much to lose you and I'm glad you're on the same page. -He leans into the kiss, arms going around him more.- I promise you, Ciaran won't even have a suspicion. I know when to let it out and when to keep it in and I swear to you, nothing will be done in front of him. I wouldn't do that to you or him. -He pulls him into more of an embrace, feeling relief that his man knew what he did and still wanted him.- I'm sorry I put this on you out of nowhere....










