heart of gold

ωнαт ιѕ тнιѕ тнαт ι ¢αη'т ѕєє ωιтн ι¢є ¢σℓ∂ нαη∂ѕ тαкιη' нσℓ∂ σƒ мє

[evanave]

#єναηανє is an independent, slow & selective, role play blog for an original character based in original lore that took inspiration from various media. multiverse, multiship, canon, oc & crossover friendly. personal blogs and minors please do not interact. 21+ only. beloved by nini since 2021, 30+, she/her, CET.

вℓσg яσℓℓ: neverfittedin & neverendinqs

мαιηѕ & Ⴣιℓιαтєѕ: cfthesoul, alwayslcyal / brknghrts, byrcnic / klldare / eniqmvtic / lostliketearsinrain, rczepetalz, r3dblccd, veteris-sanguinis, entangledmuses, cloudedheartz

яєα∂ // мємєѕ // ѕтαятєяѕ // мυѕιηg

[evanave]

I was 🤏 this close to rage close the browser upon seeing the damn round corners, gaps and borders around pictures/pngs and gifs again, despite using an extension to revert it all... Thankfully they were already aware of the update and I was able to adjust the extension settings, but still STAFF STOP TOUCHING WHAT DOESN'T NEED "FIXING" DAMMIT!!

[evanave]

¢нαяℓιє & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@ofinfinitedreams sent: 🎟️[EvanxCharlie] / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

кιαяα ¢αяяєяα & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@carrerak sent: 🎟️ / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

тяєνσя αη∂єяѕση, ηι¢нσℓαѕ ¢ℓαяк & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@eniqmvtic sent: 🎟️- trevanick / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

ρєтєя яυмαη¢єк, тяєνσя αη∂єяѕση & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@byrcnic + @eniqmvtic sent: 🎟️- cowboy/ranch verse / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

ηαтαℓιє ѕ¢αтσя¢¢ισ, тнєα мσσяє & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@lostliketearsinrain sent: 🎟️- nat + thea / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

ρєтєя яυмαη¢єк & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@byrcnic sent: 🎟️- apocalpyse verse / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

ρєтєя яυмαη¢єк & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@byrcnic sent: 🎟️- college verse / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

яιммι¢к & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@veteris-sanguinis sent: 🎟️ - rimmick / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

zαη∂єя ℓєηz & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@rczepetalz sent: 🎟️ - zander / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[evanave]

ѕ¢αяℓєт яσѕє & єναη ωяιgнт : мσσ∂вσαя∂

@rczepetalz sent: 🎟️ - scarlet / for a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship

[stayclser]

send in; 🎟️[ticket] for me to make a moodboard with 4-9 photos for our muses/ship.

[evanave]

GET TO KNOW ME

NICKNAME(s): nini

ZODIAC: aries

LAST MOVIE(s) I SAW: reminders of him ( for one reason only, I needed it for new gifs lol ), savages & a million little pieces

LAST THING(s) I GOOGLED: stuff about yellowstone and its spin-offs

FAVORITE MUSICIAN(s): there are A LOT, but to name a few: skillet, mgk, yungblud, one ok rock, mitchell tenpenny, against the current, avril lavigne, tate mcrae & G.E.M.

SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: as for today bailey zimmerman's cover of the climb, it constantly changes though

OTHER BLOG(s): neverfittedin ( my other son ) & neverendinqs ( low activity multi )

DO I GET ASKS?: yes, and I love getting them and to return the favor

FOLLOWING: mainly long term rp partners who I feel the most safest and comfortable with but every now and again someone new makes it into my small little bubble

AMOUNT OF SLEEP: never enough lol ( curse of being a night owl when life forces you to act like an early bird )

LUCKY NUMBER: 3

WHAT I’M WEARING: sweatpants and an oversized shirt

DREAM JOB: being a forest witch

DREAM TRIP: will always be japan

FAVORITE FOOD(s): pasta and cheese, past with cheese, summer rolls

PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?: nope, but I tried teaching myself to play keyboard as a teen ( it didn't work out )

LANGUAGE(s): german, english and a few spanish words

FAVORITE SONG(s): currently it's fix ur face by mgk, lose your way & find yourself by as it is and mirror by mod sun

RANDOM FACT: I'm in my villain era

DESCRIBE YOURSELF AS AESTHETIC THINGS: a room filled with books, string of lights, an unfinished drawing, flower field in the mountains & sunset

AND A QUOTE: "sometimes you need to step outside, get some air and remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be." but I also find this one an immensely strong one: "you don't know what I look like when I'm not in love with you."

tagged by: @cfthesoul ♡

tagging: you !!

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑲𝑰𝑵 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑲 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.  (  all of these are taken from the album ‘meteora’ released in 2003.  feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  sometimes i need you to stay away from me.  ❜ ❛  just give me myself back and don't stay.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well.  ❜ ❛  somehow i need to be alone.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i wanna heal.  ❜ ❛  i wanna let go of the pain i've felt so long.  ❜ ❛  i wanna find something i've wanted all along, somewhere i belong.  ❜ ❛  i've got nothing to say.  ❜ ❛  so what am i?  ❜ ❛  i will never know myself until i do this on my own.  ❜ ❛  i wanna feel like i'm somewhere i belong.  ❜ ❛  but i can't pretend this is the way it'll stay.  ❜ ❛  i can't pretend i'm who you want me to be.  ❜ ❛  no, no turning back now.  ❜ ❛  the very worst part of you is me.  ❜ ❛  this isn't what i wanted to be.  ❜ ❛  you think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down.  ❜ ❛  so many people like me put so much trust in all your lies.  ❜ ❛  i'll never trust a single thing you say.  ❜ ❛  i would retrace every wrong move that i made.  ❜ ❛  if i could stand up and take the blame, i would.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.  ❜ ❛  pretending i don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change.  ❜ ❛  it's like no matter what i do, i can't convince you.  ❜ ❛  but i'll be here 'cause you're all that i got.  ❜ ❛  don't turn your back on me.  ❜ ❛  you're gonna listen to me, like it or not.  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder why this is happening.  ❜ ❛  you've become a part of me.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what's worth fighting for.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how i got this way, i know it's not alright.  ❜ ❛  i don't know who to trust.  ❜ ❛  i won't trust myself with you.  ❜ ❛  so i suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt.  ❜ ❛  but you don't want to hear me.  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of being what you want me to be.  ❜ ❛  all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you.  ❜ ❛  can't you see that you're smothering me?  ❜ ❛  you were just like me with someone disappointed in you.  ❜

[noahsresources]

SOFTER  SHIPPY  PROMPTS !

soft & simple quotes for all your shippy needs! a lot of these can work as platonic prompts if that’s preferred. feel free to change pronouns, descriptors, and context when needed. combine prompts too if desired ♡

WORDS.

❝ you’re so cute when you blush. ❞ ❝ your hair is so soft … ❞ ❝ you smell really good … ❞ ❝ how is your skin so soft? ❞ ❝ your laugh makes me melt.  it’s super cute. ❞ ❝ god, you are so CUTE, it’s not fair!!! ❞ ❝ i bet you’d look really cute/pretty/handsome in a dress/gown/suit and tie/tuxedo/(article of clothing). ❞ ❝ you’re all i’ll ever need. ❞ ❝ you have such pretty eyes. ❞ ❝ you always know exactly how to make me laugh … ❞ ❝ your dimples are absolutely adorable. ❞ ❝ are those freckles on your cheeks that i see? ❞ ❝ i guess all the love songs i’ve ever sang were about you. ❞ ❝ is it weird that i’ve daydreamed about our wedding? ❞ ❝ the word ‘love’ can’t even scratch the surface of what i feel for you. ❞ ❝ you’re my person.  you’re beyond special to me. ❞ ❝ there are seven billion people on this planet, yet you’re the only one for me. ❞ ❝ there’s no touch that feels like yours. ❞ ❝ every morning i want to wake up hearing your voice, seeing your smile. ❞ ❝ you taught me what love is … and what it means. ❞ ❝ being wrapped in your arms is a truly special feeling. ❞ ❝ the sound of your voice is like heaven to me. ❞ ❝ i truly can’t control my heart when i’m around you. ❞ ❝ just stay here with me … by my side. ❞ ❝ promise you’ll always be here for me … ? ❞ ❝ i love you.  more than anything. ❞

ACTIONS. send +↻ for the reverse!

[ sing ] — sender sings a love song to receiver [ bath ] — sender draws a bath for receiver [ cry ] — sender lets receiver cry on their shoulder [ tear ] — sender wipes receiver’s tears [ cuddle ] — sender cuddles up to receiver as they’re just waking up [ art ] — sender sketches a picture of receiver [ snap ] — sender snaps a picture of receiver when they’re not looking [ kiss ] — sender kisses along a stretch of receiver’s skin [ clothe ] — sender helps receiver remove an article of their clothing [ embrace ] — sender jumps into receiver’s arms [ carry ] — sender carries receiver to bed [ lift ] — sender playfully picks up receiver from around their waist [ pin ] — sender pins receiver underneath them [ massage ] — sender gently massages receiver [ sit ] — sender sits on receiver’s lap [ lean ] — sender leans against receiver’s shoulder [ scar ] — sender shows receiver one of their scars [ wrap ] — sender wraps their arm around receiver’s waist to pull them close [ pillow ] — sender uses receiver’s lap as a pillow [ goodnight ] — sender kisses receiver goodnight [ hold ] — our muses lace their fingers together [ dance ] — our muses slow dance together [ candle ] — our muses cuddle in a dimly candlelit room [ tub ] — our muses share a hot tub together [ nuzzle ] — our muses touch noses [ laugh ] — our muses laugh together [ bed ] — our muses share a bed

[leneemusing]

locations + situations prompts

CONSPIRE: for our muses to hide with each other at a houseparty, sitting on the floor in a coat closet or bathroom.

HIGH: for our muses sit on top of a roof together, sharing a bottle of booze or a joint.

TRAP: for our muses to be stuck in an elevator alone together for several hours.

TRIP: our muses are on a roadtrip together and the car breaks down somewhere remote.

DARK: our muses spend the night in a haunted location trying to hunt ghosts.

TASTE: our muses share a cigarette on a swing set in an empty park.

EARLY: our muses spend all night at the beach until sunrise.

LATE: our muses are camping in the mountains together but hear noises outside their tent at midnight.

BALL: our muses dance together at a masquerade, not knowing the other's identity until the party is over.

SETUP: our muses have mutual friends who set them up on a blind date at an ice cream parlor.

FREE: our muses sneak into a skating rink together while its closed.

REALIZE: our muses are in an abandoned amusement park but discover a crime scene.

ACCIDENT: our muses hook up in a library but accidentally stay after its been closed and are locked in for the night.

PAINT: one muse goes to an art class and is surprised to find the other is the model for the day.

DISCOVERY: our muses are in a graveyard and find an emptied grave.

STUCK: our muses haven't seen each other in years and are assigned to the same room in a hostel.

LOST: our muses go hiking together and get stranded due to an unexpected storm.