Sweet Serenades

darling you will bury me before i bury you. 28. nj

[evanescentmemoriess]

i wish i could go back and give 15 year old me a hug and tell her it’ll get better. not to say depression ever truly goes away, but that past version of myself was in so much pain and agony every day and it breaks my heart to see the past posts i used to make on here. i am lucky to be alive today and that even at my weakest i was strong enough to fight back every single day and survive. she was so lost and so broken and so in need of love that came much too late. but we made it out. we’re here. we’re existing, not necessarily happy every day but still thankful for existence every day. we’re stronger now. we cope now.

we lost the battle, but we won the war

[selfishbuddy-deactivated2026022]

[satanasvincit-deactivated202411]

Hekate, 1901, by Maximilian Pirner

[lets-catch-some-waves]

[emotionalwords]

[mournfulroses]

Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

[deviika]

—Fyodor Dostoevsky

[mournfulroses]

Anne Michaels, from "Infinite Gradation," originally published in October 2017

[shisasan]

𝙵𝚢𝚘𝚍𝚘𝚛 𝙳𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚢𝚎𝚟𝚜𝚔𝚢, 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙱𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚘𝚟 (𝟷𝟾𝟾𝟶)

[bled]

[floserber]

[shisasan]

April 26, 1931 Journals of Anais Nin 1927-1931  [volume 4]

[evanescentmemoriess]

the hallucinations are getting worse and i don’t know how to make them stop

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[red-eye-express]

[exploshun]

[compulsive]