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I'm jealous of those people who never have to worry about having someone during important moments of their life

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being the fat ugly friend means not getting invited to classy events.

It's the second time I'm the only one who doesnt get invited to a bday because it is held in a high class restaurant. It sting, it hurts and I've cried myself to sleep but what's even worse is how I can blame or be mad at them because I know I'd look out of place, I'd make the party look cheap, I'd ruin every photo. Seeing pictures where they are all laughing and having fun, forgetting totally about me while I cant study or listen to music or watch a film without constantly thinking of them and how good they look without me, not feeling rage but only an emberassing inferior being.

Yeah, an experience I wouldnt recommend but ig I've got my motivation back🥴

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How many of us are still wearing a jacket or a hoodie even and claiming we're fine even though we're melting into puddles of swear🙋‍♀️

If it can help you, wearing a jacket in a hot weather often makes you stand out more.

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I'm sure many can relate but I'm literally so afraid to meet people from my middle school I dont see anymore cuz I did nothing but get uglier, fatter and sadder while they look all so pretty and put together. They werent mean people or anything, but I'm so embarrassed of myself

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Just found and looked through some of my old friends' accounts on instagram and seeing them enjoy the life I want just reminded me why I wanted to change.

So ig I'm back to this bs :>

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Does anyone have tips on how to avoid/minimize loose skin? It's one of my biggest fears and idk how effective are the tips I found on google. Thank u in advance

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Thank you to those who answered!

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Does anyone have tips on how to avoid/minimize loose skin? It's one of my biggest fears and idk how effective are the tips I found on google. Thank u in advance

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people really are kinder to thin or overall attractive people :/ surely it wont make all your problems disappear, but it'd make life so much easier

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No cuz i know I might be someone's fatspo irl and it hurts

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arguing publicly is so humiliating but it just gave me enough will and self-hatred to not eat

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I'm not shy nor that big of an introvert, just uncomfortable in my body.

That's what makes me boring

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I'm at a party with people I really love and care about. Yet all I can think of is how I'm the fattest of them and how I'm the only one with ugly clothes. Why am I wasting my life being fat?

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oh to stop being a failure

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my toxic trait is thinking that all the bad things happen because I'm fat

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when food is your only comfort but also something you need comfort from •_•

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My friend just showed me a pic she took from behind to show me how much I cover the whiteboard and how she can't see anything with me in the seat before hers. I look like a fucking slob and it's so emberassing that others see me like that.

But at least it was a real wake up call wasnt it :)