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Show & Tell
sheepfilms
Mike Driver
almost home
ojovivo
Peter Solarz

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NASA
KIROKAZE
RMH
art blog(derogatory)

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How many truths we thought were real, but they were only real in our minds.
by carlotaensenat
One of the most painful experiences is realizing that love alone is not enough.
“and at some point I thought to myself: ‘no person deserves this,’ and I realized that includes even me.”
— Unknown
“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”
Losing you wasn’t just painful, it was fucking damaging also. It wasn’t me sitting down on a couch surrounded by my friends as we watched movies and ate food to try and forget you. It was me staying up at four in the morning because the thought of you was so fucking strong I couldn’t even close my eyes without seeing your face. It was me swallowing thickly and blinking back tears every time I was in public, the hole in my chest causing my breaths to come out shaky rather than normal. It was me laughing at things for no reason as my stomach turned because the urge of falling apart was getting stronger. It was me crying at random hours during the day and me not wanting to get up out of bed. It wasn’t just me staring blankly at your number, deciding whether or not if I should call you. It was me throwing my phone at the wall and breaking it, because I was drunk again and the thought of you ever changing your information terrified me. It was me deleting our conversations and regretting it because now I couldn’t know where we had went wrong. It fucking hurt, losing you had hurt and I wasn’t ever able to forget that kind of pain.
We didn't cause our traumas, but somehow we are responsible for our healing.
how unfair...
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