My mind

Poems, thoughts and quotes.

[evelynb99]

If only you could see all of me,

see what I see

If only I wasn't just laughter,

not sex you were after

If only I were a person to you,

if only you were true

[evelynb99]

When you're sinking to the ground

Know that you'll be found

I am here for you

Helping you get through

I won't let you drown

[evelynb99]

I don't belong,

please leave me alone

I want to run,

far away from your gun

I need out,

can't stand that you shout

I don't belong,

please take me home

[evelynb99]

It's not that I've changed my name

It's not that I'm not the same

It's more like a change quite small

It's a difference with no meaing at all

It's not that I've changed my look

It's not that I'm stuck in a book

It's more like a change quite small

It's a difference with no meaning at all

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A house I used to call home

I don't know where things go

Memories at time come

What a place it's changed to

I can only remember some

Before it didn't look so

A house I used to call home

I don't know where things go

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I don't blame you

I don't blame you

I started the fight

You didn't mean to make me blue

You only did what was right

I don't blame you, I blame me

I brought darkness, you brought light

You saw what I couldn't see

You understood we had to end that night

I don't blame you

I think you're right

You were true

To end it that night

[evelynb99]

We have taken it for granted

Expecting it to stay the same

We have taken everything it had

And nothing have we given back

We have taken it for granted

Showed no mercy

We have brought forests to the ground

Melted the ices at sea

We have taken it for granted

Assumed it would always be home

We have underestemated our damage

Now we will pay our price

[evelynb99]

Hi! I would love to get some inspiration for poems or perhaps short stories, so feel free to send submissions or suggestions!

[evelynb99]

Could you love this?

Could you love this?

A shattered soul a confused heart

Looking for something it miss

Searching for what won't tear it apart

Could you love me?

As filled with joy as with fear

Living a different reality

Listening to words I don't want to hear

Could you love this?

Weird quotes and references

Laughing as we kiss

Better by our differences

Could you love me?

Darkness and light

Obsession with tea

And asking what I might

[evelynb99]

it looks like summer but it's only spring

it felt like winter just left but it was barley here to begin

global warming is a fact but no one truly care

some do of course but think it only matter to share

one person can’t make a change but everybody try 

we have to work together but people don’t see why

it looks like summer but it’s only spring

it felt like winter just left but it was barley here to begin

[evelynb99]

It’s a whisper, a humm in the background, a scream

It’s a constant voice reminding you of your mistakes and flaws

It’s lying in bed not able to go up because of fear

It’s avoiding big crowds, avoiding social events, avoiding friends

It’s over thinking, over analyzing

It’s feeling like nothing and feeling everything at the same time

[evelynb99]

Starting over is never easy

Moving to a new place, starting a new school

Learning to fit in all over again

First couple of weeks will knock you down

Feeling lost, like you don’t fit in

Struggling to get used to life all over

Months go by and it’s not difficult anymore

Knowing the way around, having a few friends

Realising starting over isn’t so bad after all

[evelynb99]

I wanna flirt with words, quotes, poems, songs. I wanna comunicate with the words of others. I wanna find a deeper meaning to sentences I've only glanced at. I wanna find someone who understand me not only for who I am but for the words that have shaped and moved me.

[evelynb99]

The weakest link of all

(3rd version)

My roots are weak and rotten

Any moment they may break

Possible paths long forgotten

Possible homes all turned fake

I have left me all alone

Not able to throw away the stone

(I have written three versions of the same poem, this is the third one)

[evelynb99]

The weakest link of all

(2nd version)

The weakest link of all

The one I call myself

The one without a home

The one with nowhere to go

The one who may break down

The roots are made to weak

(I made three versions of the 'same' poem, this is the second version)

[evelynb99]

The weakest link of all

(1st version)

I have roots but they are weak

They may break at any moment

I have nowhere else to go

There's no other home to run to

I have no one but myself

The weakest link of all

(I made three versions of the 'same' poem, this is the first version.)

[evelynb99]

Focus!

Are you listening to me or would you rather talk to someone else?

Focus!

Are you here with me or miles away on your phone?

Foucs!

Do you even see me at all?