Welcome to the Library of Sin and Debauchery

FanFiction writer on AO3 and here on tumblr primarily for snk but dabble in voltron when the mood strikes| she/her | obsessed with fantasy, cats, costuming and witchy things| prompts/requests are welcomed

[micdotcom]

Sportscaster Dale Hansen defends student wrestler Mack Beggs and takes a stand against transphobia

[bonkhrnyjail]

this man just CHECKED™ his privilege im living

[fierceawakening]

this is what i mean when i say “actually tolerance isn’t all that bad” this guy says several times that he doesn’t understand and even is uncomfortable, but that that isn’t what matters. imo, that’s how tolerance works.

[jumpingjacktrash]

true tolerance is, “i don’t have to understand, because you don’t need my permission to live. my job as a member of your community is to have your back, whether i understand your situation or not.”

[phoenixcollective]

Reblog if you would be comfortable living in a dormitory with an openly transgender or intersex individual. We’re working on a campaign for gender neutral housing and we could use your support.

[surfacage]

His eyes upon your face

His hand upon your hand

His lips caress your skin

It’s more than I can stand

–

so girl-in-a-well (AS USUAL?? I SWEAR TO GOD WOMAN) linked me to this tango video (juan seguí) and holy shit like you guys need to watch it now. and then you need to watch it again. because these men are incredible.

eta: i feel the need to stress this WATCH THE VIDEO EVEN IF YOU DON’T SHIP ERERI please oh my god I can’t get over these two guys they’re so good HUFFS HEAVILY

anyway we were thinking this was a training sort of thing for eren to be more comfortable with other people (hence captain shorty, because cmon he’s terrified of the man) and then eren gets carried away and uhhhHHhhh this happens. imagine them finishing and being all sweaty and panting in each other’s faces though like wow otp yes good

[hunnymzdrawsposts]

[eveningstargazer]

Chapter 13 of Through the Mist

Eren blinked slowly, mind fighting sluggishly towards the surface to catalog his surroundings. The melody of the fae had silenced as soon as he caught sight of the figure across the clearing, the constant hum of their company fading until the breeze carried with it only the silence of night. The figure did not move, stood rigid in his line of sight as the circle of stones loomed above them both. Eren drew in a breath, eyelids fluttering closed at the scent of bergamot and chamomile that had slowly filled the clearing. But it was not as pure as Eren remembered from nights curled in the corner of his cell as Kuchel recounted stories of his future. Instead, it was tainted with the bitterness of sorrow, of a longing that was unfulfilled with no hope of resolution. A small voice in Eren's head whispered a need to comfort and console, to fulfill the longing of his mate.

As soon as the word echoed in his mind, Eren was on his feet, a need burning in his muscles to cross the distance in an instant. His mind reeled, unable to feel the bond he had relied on for comfort for so long, unable to trust what he saw before him without the confirmation of the strings that had been woven around his heart. Halfway across the clearing, as the figure tensed but did not take an offensive stance, Eren faltered. He stood, body poised to continue his path, but head turned back to where he had begun, snuffling as something familiar curled around his mind. Memories of pain and pride flooded his system as the soft scent of ash drifted towards him. Gold flashed within emerald eyes as they took in the dim space, the looming stones giving way to dense forest, but the scent remained, curling around his wrists and ankles like shackles as the darkness answered its call.

[eveningstargazer]

From the Ground:  Part 3/3 * SNK Ereri Fic * * * Never has he been so desperate for a ritual to work.  * * My first attempt at an Instagram formatted drabble.   This format was an adventure in and of itself, so I hope you enjoy...lmk what you think! #snk #snkfic #ereri #ererifanfic #angst #fanfic #mistlillywrites #erenxlevi #aot #aotfanfic https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Ltz_wh9z8/?igshid=adfb8b5d420h

[eveningstargazer]

From the Ground: Part 2/3 * SNK Ereri Fic * * * Never has he been so desperate for a ritual to work. * * My first attempt at an Instagram formatted drabble. This format was an adventure in and of itself, so I hope you enjoy...lmk what you think! #snk #snkfic #ereri #ererifanfic #angst #fanfic #mistlillywrites #erenxlevi #aot #aotfanfic https://www.instagram.com/p/B4ILaA6B_1V/?igshid=fahj12jkmzg5

[eveningstargazer]

From the Ground: Part 1/3 * SNK Ereri Fic * * * Never has he been so desperate for a ritual to work. * * My first attempt at an Instagram formatted drabble. This format was an adventure in and of itself, so I hope you enjoy...lmk what you think! #snk #snkfic #ereri #ererifanfic #angst #fanfic #mistlillywrites #erenxlevi #aot #aotfanfic https://www.instagram.com/p/B4GipthhCxdig7Y4yc1JZnCkJ4GZ3253p3SEno0/?igshid=doszdm331r9u

[fragmentedink-archived]

Symbolism

I thought I might not be the only writer out there who likes to put symbolism in their stories so I found some things and what they represent!!

Animals

Alligator - stealth, survival

Ant - diligence, industry, community, remarkable strength, hard working, success, patience

Antelope - action

Armadillo - boundaries, self protection

Badger - aggressiveness, passion and drive

Bat - rebirth, longevity, joy, good luck

Bear - gentle strength, dreaming, introspection, power, protection

Beaver - builder, accomplishing goals

Bee - divine messenger, love, service, gathering, community

Bird - enlightenment, perspective, swiftness, vision, prophetic knowledge

Boar - nature-based wealth, prosperity, success, protection, courage

Buffalo - prayer, abundance, survival needs met, good fortune, healing

Bulls’ horns - a good symbol in meditation for motivation

Butterfly - rebirth, the soul, transformation, the three phases of life

Cat - feminine energy, mystical power, used to keep the wearer safe in travel, wholeness

Chameleons - ever-changing future, inconsistency

Cheetah - speed, focus

Cougar - power, swiftness, balance

Cows - red cows are a symbol of hope, inspiring symbol for nurturing efforts

Coyote - trickster

Crane - longevity. A pair of cranes symbolizes “Long Marriage”

Cricket - good luck charm, singing, Spring, fertility

Crow - sacred law, gateway to supernatural, shape shifting, illusion

Deer - graceful gentleness, sensitivity, compassion, kindness

Dog - companionship, health, service, loyalty, protection, future prosperity

Dolphin - manna, joy, childlike play, helpfulness, breath of life, harmony, intelligence, self connection

Donkey - fertility, easy childbirth, efficiency, health, well-being, and luck

Dove - peace, innocence, fidelity, love, gentleness, kindnes

Dragonfly - good fortune, magic, vision, dreams, luck, and ancient knowledge, illusion

Dragon - wisdom due to long lives and potent magic, royalty, Emperor, eternity, courage, strength, rain, Spring

Eagle - courage, spirit, bravery, strength

Elephant - commitment, strength, astuteness

Elk - stamina, pride, power, majesty

Fish - miracles, providence, sea/water magic, good luck and prosperity, foresight, fortune, salmon in particular, are associated with knowledge

Fox - camouflage, adaptability, integration, tricksters, shape shifters, and possessors of great magic

Frog - healing, cleansing, messages, health, honesty, fluidity, purification

Gazelle - awareness

Giraffe - grounded vision

Goat - tenacity, diligence, can help to achieve goals, endure criticism, and stay safe. Goat’s fur or foot - an anti-evil talisman.

Goose - safe return, love of home

Grasshopper - nobility, prosperity

Hawk - nessenger, strength, foresight, truth

Hippopotamus - emotional depths

Horses - power, stamina, speed, transportation and communication - A black horse with a white marking on its forehead is lucky

Hummingbird - joy, pure love, celebration of life

Ladybug - delight, trust

Lamb - filial piety (dutiful respect or regard for parents).

Lion (baby) cubs - inspire mercy and gentleness.

Lion (grown) - inspire strength, courage

Lions - pride, nobility, cunning, courage, just laws, fairness, the sun, images can protect sacred ground.

Lizard - dreaming, foresight, ancient secrets

Lynx - secrets

Monkey - benevolence, drives away evil

Moose - self-esteem, assertiveness

Mountain Lion - wisdom, leadership

Mouse - frugality, rebirth, scrutiny

Opossum - strategy, diversion

Otter - medicine (woman), balanced feminine energy

Owl - deception, wisdom, clairvoyance, magic

Ox - evil spirits that disturb lakes, rivers, and seas

Peacock - wholeness, dignity, beauty, recognition, self assurance, pride

Pig - rebirth and rejuvenation

Porcupine - innocence

Rabbit - fear, fertility, moon magic, speed, swiftness, longevity, courage, strength

Raccoon - dexterity, disguise

Raven - magic

Robin - growth, renewal

Rooster - courageous, warlike disposition, warmth and life of the Universe

Scorpion - the “fire within” that often needs careful tending

Seal - inner voice

Sheep - sacrifice

Snake - cunning, evil, supernatural power

Spider - destiny, fate, weaving

Squirrel - gathering

Swan - grace

Tiger - courage, bravery, fierceness, strength, being in the now

Turtle - mother earth

Weasel - stealth

Whale - record keeper

Wolf - teacher, A Guide to the Sacred

Zebra - Individuality

PLANTS

Aloe- Healing, protection, affection

Amaryllis- Pride

Anemone- Forsaken

Angelica- Inspiration

Apple blossom- Preference

Arborvitae- Unchanging friendship

Aster- Symbol of Love, Daintiness

Basil- Good wishes

Bay- Glory

Begonia- Beware

Bittersweet- Truth

Black-eyed Susan- Justice

Bluebell- Humility, kindness

Candytuft- Indifference

Red carnation- My Heart Aches, admiration

- White carnation- Innocence, pure love, women’s good luck gift

- Pink carnation- I’ll never forget you

- Yellow carnation- Disdain, disappointment, rejection

Chamomile- Patience

Chives- Usefulness

Chrysanthemum- Cheerfulness

Clover, white- Think of me

Coreopsis- Always cheerful

Coriander- Hidden worth

Crocus- spring, Youthful gladness

Cumin- Fidelity

Cyclamen- Resignation and good-bye

Daffodil- Regard

Daisy- Innocence, hope

Dill- Powerful against evil

Edelweiss- Courage, devotion

Fennel- Flattery

Fern- Sincerity

Forget-me-not- True love memories

Gardenia- Secret love

Geranium- oak-leavedTrue friendship

Gladiolus- Remembrance

Goldenrod- Encouragement, good fortune

Heliotrope- Eternal love

Holly- Hope

Hollyhock- Ambition

Honeysuckle- Bonds of love

Horehound- Health

Hyacinth- Games and sport, playfulness, rashness

– Blue Hyacinth- Constancy of love

– Purple Hyacinth- Sorrow, forgiveness, regret

– Yellow Hyacinth- Jealousy

– White Hyacinth- Loveliness, prayers for someone

Hydrangea- Gratitude for being understood; frigidity and heartlessness

Hyssop- Sacrifice, cleanliness

Iris- A message

Ivy- Friendship, continuity

Jasmine- white- Sweet love

Lady’s-mantle- Comforting

Lavender- Devotion, virtue

Lemon balm- Sympathy

Lilac- Joy of youth

Lily, calla- Beauty

Lily, day- Chinese emblem for mother

Lily-of-the-valley- Sweetness, purity

Lotus Flower- Purity, enlightenment, self-regeneration, and rebirth

Magnolia- Love of nature

Marjoram- Joy and happiness

Mint- Virtue

Morning glory- Affection

Myrtle- Good luck and love in a marriage

Nasturtium- Patriotism

Oak- Strength

Oregano- Substance

Pansy- Thoughts

Parsley- Festivity

Peony- Bashful, happy life

Pine- Humility

Poppy, red- Consolation

Rhododendron- Danger, flee

Rose, red- Love, I love you.

Rose, dark crimson- Mourning

Rose, pink- Happiness

Rose, white- Purity, heavenly, I’m worthy of you

Rose, yellow- Jealousy, decrease of love

Rosemary- Remembrance

Rue- Grace, clear vision

Sage- Wisdom, immortality

Salvia, blue- I think of you

Salvia, red- Forever mine

Savory Spice-  interest

Sorrel- Affection

Southernwood- Constancy, jest

Sunflower- Adoration

Sweet pea- Pleasures

Sweet William- Gallantry

Sweet woodruff- Humility

Tansy- Hostile thoughts

Tarragon- Lasting interest

Thyme- Courage, strength

Tulip, red- Passion, declaration of love

Tulip, yellow- Sunshine in your smile

Valerian- Readiness

Violet- Loyalty, devotion, faithfulness, modesty

Wallflower- Faithfulness in adversity

Willow- Sadness

Yarrow- Everlasting love

Zinnia- Thoughts of absent friends

Color

Red: Excitement, energy, passion, love, desire, speed, strength, power, heat, aggression, danger, fire, blood, war, violence, all things intense and passionate, sincerity, happiness (Only in Japan)

Pink: love and romance, caring, tenderness, acceptance and calm.

Beige and ivory: symbolize unification. 

Ivory: symbolizes quiet and pleasantness. 

Beige: calm and simplicity.

Yellow: signifies joy, happiness, betrayal, optimism, idealism, imagination, hope, sunshine, summer, gold, philosophy, dishonesty, cowardice, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard and friendship.

Dark Blue: Symbolizes integrity, knowledge, power, and seriousness.

Blue: Peace, tranquility, cold, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, technology, depression, appetite suppressant.

Turquoise: calm. 

Teal: sophistication. 

Aquamarine: symbolizes water. 

Lighter turquoise: a feminine appeal.

Purple: Royalty, nobility, spirituality, ceremony, mysterious, transformation, wisdom, enlightenment, cruelty, honor, arrogance, mourning, temperance.

Lavender: femininity, grace and elegance.

Orange: Energy, balance, enthusiasm, warmth, vibrant, expansive, flamboyant, demanding of attention.

Green: Nature, environment, healthy, good luck, renewal, youth, spring, generosity, fertility, jealousy, service, inexperience, envy, misfortune, vigor.

Brown: Earth, stability, hearth, home, outdoors, reliability, comfort, endurance, simplicity, and comfort.

Gray: Security, reliability, intelligence, staid, modesty, dignity, maturity, solid, conservative, practical, old age, sadness, boring. Silver symbolizes calm.

White: Reverence, purity, birth, simplicity, cleanliness, peace, humility, precision, innocence, youth, winter, snow, good, sterility, marriage (Western cultures), death (Eastern cultures), cold, clinical.

Black: Power, sexuality, sophistication, formality, elegance, wealth, mystery, fear, evil, unhappiness, depth, style, sadness, remorse, anger, anonymity, underground, good technical color, mourning, death (Western cultures), austerity, detachment.

[eveningstargazer]

A collection of one-shots for Kinktober 2019

Sometimes, on nights like this, Eren was ravenous; a certain hunger working its way through his veins that sent him over the edge and into a headspace that pulled Levi down with him.

It had started out innocently enough, a quick peck on the lips after Eren returned home from work, followed by another, and another, until Eren was whispering against Levi's lips a stuttered out I'm hungry. Levi responded in a mutter, chuckling about how dinner was almost ready if Eren would just take his grabby hands away from his husband's ass, but Eren was having none of it, pressing muffled Hungry, need you, want you into the curve of Levi's throat.

Levi relented, assuming a quick fuck would satisfy Eren enough and they could always heat up the half-made dinner later. As he turned from the stove to face Eren, the look in his eyes painted a much different picture. Their activities would be neither quick nor ordinary.

The hunger burning in Eren's eyes spoke of something darker, more drawn out, something that would leave both thoroughly spent. A tingle shot up Levi's spine as he reached to his side, quickly popping a few grapes in his mouth for sustenance before turning back to face Eren.

[raveneil-deactivated20220513]

fanfiction is so wild cause im like…..ugh im not in the mood to read a book…..i’ll just read an 82k word fic instead……

[brawltogethernow]

Look…. To start a book… You have to make room in yourself for new characters and worlds. Do I look like I have the emotional energy for that? Do I look like I can trust like that right now? Just show me the things I already know pay good returns on my investment, except I also want to read something new so I guess they can be in a coffee shop this time.

[justgot1]

This - this is it, you’ve put it into words

[tsukareta-levi]

Art by にいに〜

※ Posted with written permission ※ Do not repost or remove the source

[eveningstargazer]

Here's your prompt mission: "Don't leave me." :D

I accept!! I love me some prompts and this one took me on a wild ride! I was so ready for some nasty and ended up with this bittersweet mess.  I hope you still enjoy!

Warnings for mentions of: abuse, PTSD, implied subdrop

~~~

“Don’t leave me,”  Levi whispers, voice soft and so vulnerable it pulls at something deep in Eren and nearly makes tears fall from his eyes.  Levi’s fingers curl against his back, blunt nails scraping against caramel skin as he tries to hug Eren with limbs weak from orgasm.

“Never, kitten, I’m yours,”  he responds, gentle fingers carding through sweat-soaked raven strands.  Eren moves to pull out, ready to rush quickly to the bathroom and retrieve a warm, wet washcloth only to be stopped by a much firmer grip than he expected wrapped around his wrist.  Levi’s eyes are blown wide, his hand subtly shaking as though the thought of Eren not being connected to him is tantamount to facing death.  

Eren pushes back in slowly, the shudder of Levi’s muscles around him from sensitivity doing nothing to dissuade him from giving Levi exactly what he needs at a time like this.  Levi’s eyes flutter closed, breath evening out as Eren seats himself fully once more.  After what feels like ages, Levi’s soft breaths fanning over his face as he stares down as his husband, Eren shifts, once more disentangling himself Levi’s grasp. Tiny whimpers fall from his thin lips, but Levi remains asleep.  Softy, Eren picks his way across the soft carpet of the bedroom floor, careful to shut the door behind him so the noise of the sink won’t wake Levi.  

As Eren stands in the bathroom, daydreaming as the water warms, he hears a soft, muffled sound coming from the bedroom.  Wetting the washcloth so as not to need to make another trip, Eren makes his way back into the bedroom, only to stop dead in his tracks at the sight before him.  Levi has shuffled himself into the corner of the bedroom, eyes wide and breath coming in short, staccato bursts.  His back is pressed against the wall, hands pressed into the floor supporting him where he crouches.  His eyes are darting around, seeking out a threat that isn’t there.  

Levi’s been Eren’s for a long time now, years and years, but his time in the underground, where scenes weren’t bouts of kink with safewords and soft cuffs but instead were filled with screams and pain with no hope of relief still resurfaces sometimes.  It was a way to get by, a way to experience something he craved, but those bad habits were hard to unlearn, that pain hard to wash away.

Eren lowers himself to the floor, down into a crouch but doesn’t move closer, just starts whispering to Levi, across the room.

“Hey, kitten.”—“I’m so proud of you.” —“I’m here, love.”—“You are so precious to me.” —“I love you, Levi.”

It’s the sound of his name that finally brings him back.  He never gave out his real name to anyone he didn’t trust, not back then.  His wide eyes blink rapidly, trying to clear away the fog of memory still settled over them.  Eren takes the opportunity to inch forward, slowly and with somewhat exaggerated movements so Levi can see him coming.  When he doesn’t pull away and his breathing starts to even, Eren knows he’s coming back to himself.  

Once Eren is positioned before Levi, off to the side a bit so as not to make him feel caged in, he sits himself down on the plush carpet, hands down on the floor so as not to impede whatever Levi might want to do next.  It’s several minutes later, when Levi finally crawls into his lap and curls against his chest like a cat, that he relaxes once more.

“Don’t leave me,”  Levi whispers again, voice broken not just from his screams during their scene but the terror that the flashbacks had caused.

“Never,” Eren said, whispering the words like a prayer into his husband’s raven hair, swearing on his life to always cherish the precious bundle in his arms.

[determined-mind-deactivated2025]

[girlwhorpsalot]

I needed this.

[mentalmentalhealth]

Thank you to all the people who posted this so I ended up seeing it. I really needed this right now. Thank you!

[aro-ace-christian]

Yeah… Not gonna lie… I cried…

[muslimintp-1999-girl]

We need more people like this

[armillary-spheres-lover]

Goddamn it stop making me feel human

[dreamsrainandwitchythings]

The therapist I wanna be.

[positivelyqueerace]

Text in the image:

“I’m a therapist and keep this poster in my waiting room, apparently it’s saved a few lives.”

I don’t like the phrase “a cry for help.” I just don’t like how it sounds. When somebody says to me, “I’m thinking about suicide. I have a plan: I just need a reason not to do it,” the last thing I see is helplessness.

I think your depression has been beating you up for years. It’s called you ugly, and stupid, and pathetic, and a failure, for so long that you’ve forgotten that it’s wrong. You don’t see any good in yourself, and you don’t have any hope.

But still here you are: you’ve come over to me, banged on my door and said, “HEY! Staying alive is REALLY HARD right now! Just give me something to fight with! I don’t care if it’s a stick! Give me a stick and I can stay alive!”

How is that helpless? I think that’s incredible. You’re like a marine: trapped for years behind enemy lines. Your gun has been taken away, you’re out of ammo, you’re malnourished, and you’ve probably caught some kind of jungle virus that’s making you hallucinate giant spiders.

And you’re still just going, “GIVE ME A STICK. I’M NOT DYING OUT HERE.” “A cry for help” makes it sound like I’m supposed to take pity on you, but you don’t need my pity. This isn’t pathetic. This is the will to survive. This is how humans lived long enough to become the dominant species.

With NO hope, running on NOTHING, you’re ready to cut through a hundred miles of hostile jungle with nothing but a stick, if that’s what it takes to get to safety.

All I’m doing is handing out sticks.

You’re the one saying alive.

[ultimate-science-nerd]

I legit cried at this. I’ve needed to hear it put this way. Bless this post.

[tea-rabbits]

Every time I see this post I stop to read the whole image. It always helps — even on the good days.

Because it wasn’t weakness. It wasn’t shameful to seek help. It wasn’t pathetic to “cry for help”. I was looking for a stick, be that from myself or from someone else. I was trying to find a way out. I was trying to heal myself.

[aurora-nerin]

this is fuckin incredible. 

[irondad-not-ironsad]

I’m sorry if I repost to many of these, but if it could be someone’s “stick” then it’s worth it

[unicornempire]

BAM!

[eveningstargazer]

I know I've posted this before, but it's worth the repost. Maybe this is the stick you need, maybe there is another stick out there that's easier to pick up. That's ok too. Either way, you are not helpless, you are as brave and strong as they come.

[eveningstargazer]

Levi is the strongest alpha in Clan Scout. With mating season only a few months away, he must find the source of visions which have plagued him for years in order to avoid succumbing to the ruguire, a madness brought on by a tenth mating season without a rut for a presented alpha. Confused by fearsome visions, phantom pains, and a burning drive towards a circle of carved stone in the middle of his clan's forest, Levi finds himself mourning the loss of something he never realized he had.

The roar that sounded from behind Eren rattled the birds from the trees above his head, joined by the howl of two hounds in sync with their master. He faltered, mind grasping at his reason for running, forgotten and carried away like seeds on the wind. He kept his pace, emerald eyes scanning the forest until the silence was pierced by another roar, a promise of safety and a vow of vengeance. Eren had often heard that roar in his dreams but it was nothing compared to the way it vibrated through his chest and sent shivers down his spine.

Eren grinned, sprinting once more despite the hazards of gnarled roots and slippery leaves, away from the roar that was more oath than threat. Mate will give chase the darkness cackled within, a burst of bubbling laughter tearing from Eren's throat as he ran through the forest, unfazed by the underbrush tearing at his skin. His connection to Levi was strong, pulled taught but coiled tight like a rope, woven over and around itself until it was as thick as a chieftain's forearm. He could feel his alpha, feel the bond that drew him towards the man he was connected to irrevocably, but also the joy of the hunt, the giddy excitement flowing from Levi at giving chase to his omega. It was an odd feeling after the rush of pure fury he had felt just moments before. Despite the many faws between them, nearly half a day of running if Eren judged correctly, he could scent Levi in the air, a warm blanket of comfort and promise. We will make ourselves worthy the darkness vowed as it curled itself around his throat.

[ereri-fics]

Ok doke, I need some super kinky fic rec's please. I'm talking overstimulation, multiple orgasms and LOADS of praise kink. Cause that's my JAM ;)

Waltz by Eveningstargazer, @eveningstargazer

Levi always hated dancing, particularly when he had a fragile young woman as his partner instead of the strong, firm hold of Eren guiding him to the movements of the waltz. Catching glimpses of the man he has been stealing intimate moments with behind the other’s backs across the dance floor isn’t enough, but he knows that once the music dies down and the guests depart, Eren will wisk him away to his private quarters and the real dance will begin.

Eren and Levi must bide their time, maintaining the facade of enjoyment as they dance with the other guests, brushed shoulders and stolen glances holding them over until Eren can lead Levi upstairs and away from prying eyes, to dance with him as he has wanted to all evening both in the hallway and between the sheets.

Warning: Homophobia 

You can also check the dom!Eren, dom!Levi, and praise kink tags for other fics you may enjoy. 

R.

[eveningstargazer]

Tfw your fic is the answer to "need something super kinky" and you aren't sure if you've ever been this proud in your life. Thank you for the rec! 💕💕💕

[acekitsunefujoshi]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Rating: Mature Warning: Major Character Death        Relationship: Levi/Eren Yeager Characters: Eren Jeager, Levi (Shingeki no Kyojin), Eren Jaeger’s Parents, Hange Zoe, Mikasa Ackerman Additional Tags: Angst, Alternate Universe- Victorian, Forbidden Love, Angst With a Happy Ending, Historical, Period Typical Homophobia, Fluff, Drama, Smut, Romance Language: English

Summary:

The year is 1890. Levi is a depressed, lonely librarian who dreams of making his mark on the world, if only he could get his head out of the clouds first. He has also struggled with his attraction to men for his entire life. Eren is the son of a wealthy doctor, confident and charming, but mentally unstable after the death of his mother. He longs to become a professional artist. When both of them meet, the attraction is instantaneous. They enter a passionate, forbidden relationship that must be kept secret above all else, otherwise their reputations, their dreams, and potentially their very lives, could be shattered. But love, like dreams, deserves to be nurtured, and when it is nourished by adversity, fear, and the utmost care in spite of everything, it emerges as the most beautiful and perfect bloom of all.

[eveningstargazer]

This