is it a crime to try and inspire you?
that it all becomes about
how easily we can forgetÂ
the past, present, future.
fucking everything slamming across the board
with no mercy for whatâs in store
black out and pray that we wonât wake up
without our hand on a glass
with a couple of bloody teeth on the table
in the stench of our own waste
am i the only one who sees a problem with
the tv, the screens, the radio
constantly barraging us with a way to forget
if youâre not happy then you can pop a pill, now
if youâre not happy then you can buy a face, now
itâs just another way to keep us from thinking
because the second that we realize that we donât need it
means that theyâre not receiving
stocks, brokes, checks, loans
their keys to a million dollar vacation home
i know the feeling of staring up at the ceiling in your grey-walled room.
and the heat of being in-between nothing as it swells around you.
the memories of things that you try to make meaningful give you
a dusty root that slowly fades
of all the things that got away
i found it hard to get out of bed these days
i just canât make this into something withÂ
to turn to and laugh with
remember the feeling you get from the things that make you feel
like there is something inside of yourself.
remember the feeling you get that you know is you,Â
hold onto it like itâs the last thing youâll ever feel.
because i canât stand the drunk punks,
that it all becomes about
how easily they can forget
insecurities stretched thin, paper thin
until no one else can get in
because thereâs nothing to find out
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