Oli

21 year old Queer He/They Lesbian from the PNW talking about love, trauma, healing and the body I live in

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I haven’t touched this blog in over two years. Since then my life has completly unraveled itself and respun it’s unending web half a dozen times. It feels a bit weird to be reading these old posts after so much has happened.

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A year ago I could breath physically and emotionally, I was safe for the first time in 9 years. Today I am hurting, and I long for my home on the beach, palm trees, and humidity that makes my lungs able to breath full and filled. My growth over the last year has been so quiet, but one thing hasn't changed, I long for home.

I miss Florida, and its safety, July 8th 12:39 am

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I quite literally sat in my car an sobbed, it’s so strange to have never met someone and have grown up with him. I’m heartbroken.

1:22 am July 7th 2019, Cameron Will be in my heart.

[bratzjunie]

Nah this ruined my entire month. He had a seizure in his sleep.

[scientifthicc]

i’m so heartbroken.

he was so young. he was too young. he had so much ahead of him. so many people are going to miss him so, so much.

rest in peace cameron boyce. everyone is going to miss you so much for a very long time.

[casliyn]

𝗥𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗜𝗻 𝗣𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝗖𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝗕𝗼𝘆𝗰𝗲 (1999-2019)

[mani-sides]

No caption can capture the feelings that are running through me.

[goldengodcannibal]

This is so weird. It’s such a weird feeling, that I’ve felt a handful of times before. Where it’s a celebrity you’re very aware of, have watched on television, etc. You knew who they were, grew up with them and such. And then they’re just…gone. You don’t want to believe it.

It’s not like you knew them at all. You didn’t know them. They weren’t family, weren’t a friend. Just someone who you knew of, knew their work, whatever. But it still hits you a little too hard.

My heart is just…broken.

[justanoutlawfic]

RIP Cameron Boyce<3 20 years old, gone too soon. Prayers to his family.

[yeehawlw]

bro imagine a girl reaching and running her hand through your hair and giving it a little tousle when you get it cut short and then her just like chuckling a lil and saying she loves it…

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Soft makeup for my older brothers wedding last weekend. I was reminded this weekend of words that have been on my heart lately

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

Growing up within a very Christian household these were words I heard often, but only recently have grown to fully understand. Regardless of religion, I believe this passage has changed my understanding of love.

-July 6th, 2019, 12 am, photos from June 29th 2019

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I’m learning to write things down, because that makes it more real.

I want to work more on my book, July 5th, 11:47 pm

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[note-a-bear]

@blackberryshawty

[blackwoolncrown]

Good fucking content.

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Summer is my favorite season, and let’s just say I wanna make this my best summer yet.

I’m ready to date again, and I wanna cook and laugh a lot, I wanna take someone on picnics, to get coffee or boba. Go to museums with bubble rooms, or art or science. I want to go dancing and to the beach. I hope this summer will be filled with love, long drives and a lot of dancing.

[valtsv]

you’ve heard of listening to the same song on repeat until you’ve extracted every drop of serotonin from it, now get ready for:

- wearing that outfit/item of clothing you love to every social engagement you attend until either it needs a wash or you’re forced to change it so that people don’t think it’s the only thing you own

- watching the same film or episode of a show you like like until there’s no point in watching it again because you can vividly recall every scene in your head

- eating your favorite food until you’re so used to it that it’s tasteless and nauseating

- reading the same book until you can recite every line word for word from memory

-repeating the same word/phrase in response to everything until it stops being funny and starts getting annoying

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Some of my recent sculptural work, apparently I’m real bad at taking photos of my finished work because these have all been finished now!

Baby Humphrey, and the metamorphosis project he was a part of.

Mother Nature, sculptural piece based off of the destruction cause by a forest fire, on one side of a gorge while the other side remains intact.

Spring 2019

Ceramics

[girlpanties]

where’s that quiz where you choose lke 4 colours u like and 4 u dont and it hands your ass on a plate

[girlpanties]

thank you @cumleaf @@ http://www.astro.com/cgi/atxgen.cgi?btyp=cf

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