Fuck this.

If I post on here I am not doing okay. This blog is solely for when I'm feeling down.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

I have just come to the conclusion that no matter how hard I try, it just isn’t enough.

I am not enough.

[stanza-309]

[sa-dnesss]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sa-dnesss]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[st-a-y]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[ameezyxa]

“The sadness will last forever”

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

I am trying so hard to be better

[bpdsafespace]

“How selfish of me, to think we could have been more than I could ever give.”

— I seem to get ahead of myself. (via soulsscrawl)

[inkskinned]

person: just cut all toxic people out of your life and you’ll feel so much better :) me, who only forms a small number of close bonds which i am almost categorically incapable of severing due to ingrained personal anxieties about abandonment: haha yeah :)

[shoppingstars]

do you ever feel like you can’t keep too many people in your life because if you have +1 friend you have to give ALL of your attention to them and talk to them 24/7 but then you don’t have any space or energy to talk to someone else and suddenly everyone is distant

[coldafternoon-deactivated202102]

me, learning things about myself: oh this is bad