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I have my panic attack, I hug myself and wipe my own tears. I tell myself I have so many good things to look forward to. I tell myself I’m a mom and they need me to be present. And I just keep going.

I’d love to experience what it’s like going on trips or vacations with somebody who actually LIKES me lmao

Or even just respects me and appreciates me and our family but they have to like you to do that too

The worst part of it all, is knowing that if something were to happen to me, nobody would care enough to take care of my kids. Nobody loves me or them enough to raise them to be good people. Nobody around me is even capable of taking kids. They would either end up with my elderly evil parents. Or even worse, any of ny evil aunts or cousins. And they would be ruined.

Or they’d have to go to foster care and/or be separated. And who knows what horrible things could happen to them.

It makes me so sick. I’m doing everything I can to stay alive for them but I know the world doesn’t work that way.

Tired of being a mother to a grown ass man

I was stupid and used to say not ALL men

I was wrong, ALLLLL MEN

None of them are good, they just aren’t capable, they literally can’t help themselves it’s in their DNA to be a manchild

They don’t actually value women, we’re sex toys and maids to them

I was important til he got a “work wife” :)

Ugh

It’s a lonely life sometimes

saintkerosene

Tooth Fairies

extrasad

Boygenius

I know I’m hot but I really don’t feel it anymore hahahahahahaha

Maybe because everybody turned out to just like me because they wanted something from me and they didn’t actually like me

I vented to my boss about work and he gave me a raise (this was two raises in one week) I’m not sad anymore

It’s not good my brain isn’t good and it sucks being so alone in the world and every time the one person who vowed to love me acts like. I don’t exist it just gets worse and. I don’t know what to do

I LOVE being taken care of in the hospital 🥹