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Marlboro against quietitude...........

It's a work day, the sun hath shaded the sins of the nocturnal delights. A pop song fades into the walls of my bedroom, bare, a lit cigarette, I wonder as my mind glides to the dusty parts of the past. Days refusing to turn, nights draining the youth. Pages unheard, spilled quietly in a cacophonous shed of bricks and cement. Homing and threading dreams, I dare not put to my lips. One of those threads lead to this uneventful noon, a cigarette pressed lips, bare bosom and a tiny part of me in this cruel, merciful world..................

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Took a break at work, it started raining, spent just admiring at me, life does have mysterious ways to seep in.............

Ritu

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And, how desperately I desired your arms, that the coldness of your knife melted away.............

Ritu

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This time I'll run bare feet to the words that bloom my heart, rather than the barreness of the mankind, futile is the voice behind the words, the silence are the kins to whom I owe my worth..................

Ritu

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And, what is left of this flesh are the fragments of the self that claimed to be of breathe and blood once, rest, words I failed to pen........................

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And amongst all these cacophonies and aching flames, when you kiss my forehead, I'm glad to be of flesh..............

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Listening of Hozier, whilst downloading a dating app. How much insanity must I endure!!!!!

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And I drag these frozen feets to the bricks scattered, scarely name home, burdened by the silence, an appetite arise, whisper my name or darling let me dissolve in the nightsky........................

Ritu

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Do your walls still echo my name darling, am I the dusk that kisses yours dawn...........

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Yog❤️

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And inbetween the cinnamon sips, a thought slips, this heart mustn't endure the crumbling of the past, so watch me honey, bare it on my bedside as I light up your darkest hours.....................

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Between the rhymes of

Plath, and the whiskey

Laced vices, lies a blooming

Silence engulfed by the

City lights, Heavens, winter

Thaws this melancholy heart...................

*a year older,indeed*

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Between the rhymes of

Plath, and the whiskey

Laced vices, lies a blooming

Silence engulfed by the

City lights, Heavens, winter

Thaws this melancholy heart...................

*a year older,indeed*

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Yog❤️

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Afraid, wrote for him, twice.

Mercy!!

Ritu

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And inbetween the cinnamon sips, a thought slips, this heart mustn't endure the crumbling of the past, so watch me honey, bare it on my bedside as I light up your darkest hours.....................

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