Evelyn: Able to sneak away from your work long enough to chat with me?
Jason: I can always make time for you, Evie. Want me to come by your cabin or something?
Evelyn: Maybe. I don't know if you want to see me right now..
Jason: Why wouldn't I?
Evelyn: Because I have an ugly lazy eye.
Jason: Evie, who the fuck said that? Your eyes are beautiful.
Evelyn: A lot of people... I'm gonna come to your cabin, okay? Can I bring a bag and sleep over?
Jason: Don't listen to them and I'd never say no to that.
Evelyn: Be there soon.
Evie hurried down the hall to Jason's room after stuffing full a dance bag. She felt like an emotional mess and let out a loud sigh as she knocked on his door. "Jason?"
Jason hopped up, tossing his laptop in his bed gently to open the door. Evie was visibly upset; her beautiful eyes a bit puffy and red as if she had cried today. He took her bag from her and brought her inside, engulfing her in a hug as soon as he put her things down. "Whats wrong, baby?"
Evie let out a sigh and held him silently. Her arms shook tiredly. "I fought with my mom.. and all the comments.."
He stroked her hair, pulling her tighter into his chest. "Hey, hey, it's okay. Screw those people that made those comments okay?" He lifted her chin to kiss her softly. "You're beautiful. So beautiful... What happened with your mom?"
Evie tensed. She sat on his bed, pulling her knees to her chest. "Um..you... We fought about you."
He sat next to her, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "I...? What? Me?"
"She's worried. She thinks I'm spending too much time with you. I'm not putting out two weekly videos anymore and I've been placing lower and she thinks you're bad for me."
"I... Am I? Bad for you, that is? I don't want to be the reason you fall behind..." He said, twiddling his thumbs. "i mean, I only want the best for you."
She shook her head. "You're good for me. I wanted to stop making videos but you...you encourage me," she smiled, leaning in to kiss him longingly.
He kissed her deeply, his hand resting on her waist. He wanted to smile into the kiss, but he felt guilt over being the reason Evie fought with her mother. "Should I, like, apologize to your mom or something?.. Why'd you want to stop making videos?"
Evie hushed him and climbed into his lap, kissing him. After a few minutes of long, lengthy kisses she felt something wrong and pulled away, carefully climbing out of his lap, horrified when she spotted a faded red stain on his khakis. "Oh my God... what the hell is that..." she had a spot on her Jean shorts.
Jason was working his hands through her hair when she pulled away, pointing at his thigh. He pulled his waist band down to check if he was bleeding, and he was unharmed. "Are you.. y'know, on your period?"
She turned away shakily, revealing the spot. "I don't know."
"I, um, should you go check? Do you need me to get you anything?" He cringed, figuring she was rather embarrassed. He pulled his khakis off, tossed them in the hamper, and changed into sweats.
She looked terrified and rushed into the bathroom. A few minutes later she sheepishly poked her head out. "I don't have any pads with me."
"Don't sweat it," He said, pulling his shoes on. "I'll just go get some."
He ran down to the CVS at the mall, buying the first ones he saw. He decided it might be nice to get her some chocolate too, and maybe some ice cream.
"I'm back," He called out, putting the bag of pads outside the bathroom for her.
She cried softly, grabbing the bag and speaking. "I need my...my clean panties and my..my Pajama pants.."
He heard the weepiness in her voice and couldn't help but frown. He picked out her underwear and her PJ's from her bag, opening the bathroom door a crack and holding them out for her.
When she came out, he hugged her. "Hey, I mean, I'm sure this happens to people more than you would think. Its just a stain."
Evie changed, blubbering, and shook like a leaf as she ran water through her stained panties to rinse then, wrapping them in the shopping bag before putting them on her Duffel. She cried into his shoulder, shaking. "I'm so embarrassed.."
His hand trailed down her back, kissing her forehead. "Shh, don't worry about it, really," He said, trying to wipe her onslaught of tears away. "Its not like you did anything wrong, you couldnt control it."
Evie gulped and sat on his bed. "I...I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry!"
"It's okay, Evie!" He insisted, then attempted to get off the subject. "I got ice cream and chocolate for you, by the way."
Evie settled down, perking up. "Ice cream?"
Jason chuckled, mentally congratulating himself for picking up some ice cream. "Yup, Ben and Jerry's Half-Baked," He said, tossing her the carton and a spoon. "All yours."
Evie curled into a ball on his bed, pulling his blanket up and opening the ice cream, making a face suddenly.
"Something wrong?" He asked, scrunching up his nose to mimic her expression.
She looked sick, closing the ice cream. "Suddenly the thought of ice cream sounds gross.."
Evie lay down, laying her head in his lap and curling into a ball. "I just want to lay here and cry.."
He stroked her hair, looping his hand around to cup her cheek and kiss her on the lips. "I'd hate it if you cried, because I hate when you're sad, but if it'll make you feel better I'll just lie here with you while you do that."
Evie started crying finally, curled up in her lap, shaking like crazy. "Tha-thank you.." Evie climbed into his lap, pulling herself closer to Jason, sobbing into his neck for a few minutes before she whimpered, "I feel sick.."
He kissed her cheek, his shirt collar becoming stained with her tears. "Period sick? or something else?"
She pulled away and scurried across the bed to grab the garbage can, tilting over it to vomit.
He winced, her heaving sounding painful and vomit made him nauscous himself. He leaned over to hold her hair back for her as she puked. "Can i do anything to help? Oh, I'm sorry Evie."
Evie just sniffled. "I'm gonna.." She sighed and wiped her mouth with a tissue before just laying with her head in his lap, falling right to sleep.
Jason sighed, looking down at her and how exhausted she was. He picked her head up and rearranged her under the covers and decided to go to sleep himself.
Woke up to go practice dancing and couldn't find my dance bag and I left it in Jason's room and had to wait for him to wake up and let me in. Oops! But I finally got a hold of it. I guess it's time to practice. Anyone want to come watch, like old times?
Lilith: Okay, just...make sure to always be safe. And stay educated. But to answer your question, yes, a little bit of pain is normal during your first time, just because your vagina has to stretch to accommodate the new thing inside you. Your hymen "breaking" is actually a myth, because it doesn't always break, most of the time it just stretches. And it really shouldn't break, because that means there's not enough lubrication. In fact, pain during your first time can be avoided with enough lubrication, and that's what I recommend doing for future times - not that I'm encouraging you to have sex again - but just to keep in mind. Don't hesitate to come to me for more questions, because I definitely don't want you to be too afraid to ask and then something bad happens.
Evie: I'm getting birth control soon, too, so... But we'll always use condoms. I don't want to be a teenage mother. I don't really want to have sex a lot, but.. There's something about Jason that maked it feel okay and safe..
Lilith: Oh gosh. I'll answer any questions you have, but this whole thing kind of worries me. It just seems like you rushed into this, and I don't want anything negative to come of it. Does Blake know?
Evie: Uh, well, I haven't told him yet. Don't worry, Lilith. I think I'm okay. Really. But... Uh.. Does is always hurt a little? Or is that just your first time? I've heard it's kind of normal for it to hurt a little. It wasn't.. It didn't hurt the whole time, either, just a little at first, you know?
Lilith: WHAT? Oh my god. Evie, why? Please tell me you were safe. You're only 14; were you mentally ready for this?
Evie: We were kissing and one thing let to another and..it was awkward and fumbly but also beautiful and sweet. We used protection.. I think I was, yeah. I've felt really good about it.. But that's not why I bothered you.. I had some...sort of questions that I felt too shy to talk to other people about but I'm afraid of what might show up if I try to Google it.
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