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Is Substack the new tumblr?

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whenever I’m sad or in a funk I look for a way to make my boyfriend laugh cause that makes me crack up

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I’m going through my camera roll from a few months ago. Everything’s entirely different now and I’ve gotten what I wanted, my own place. D and I moved to the hills. Hollywood - wild. But I keep coming back to this space in my heart that feels homesick for what I used to have. We were just in a room, sharing space with his family. It wasn’t ideal but we were loved and taken care of. Toto had a backyard and she’d climb trees and nap in the overgrown grass. We have a freeway balcony now, it’s different for sure

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Hair perm, green bed sheets, a new moisturizer, blood pressure monitor

[butterflypeaflowertea]

they should invent a way to save your mother

[randomglory]

Therefore, dear Sir, love your solitude and try to sing out with the pain it causes you. For those who are near you are far away... and this shows that the space around you is beginning to grow vast.... be happy about your growth, in which of course you can't take anyone with you, and be gentle with those who stay behind; be confident and calm in front of them and don't torment them with your doubts and don't frighten them with your faith or joy, which they wouldn't be able to comprehend. Seek out some simple and true feeling of what you have in common with them, which doesn't necessarily have to alter when you yourself change again and again; when you see them, love life in a form that is not your own and be indulgent toward those who are growing old, who are afraid of the aloneness that you trust.... and don't expect any understanding; but believe in a love that is being stored up for you like an inheritance, and have faith that in this love there is a strength and a blessing so large that you can travel as far as you wish without having to step outside it.

--- Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

[sentimentalbeing2001]

Rainer Maria Rilke’s words changed me in such a way I will always be grateful for.

[matchagirl]

what if i’m wasting my twenties

[cheruib]

why is it SO incredibly sweet when a stranger smiles at u like. i don’t know you but here’s a piece of happiness in this crazy world. im giving u this smile because it’s all i have to offer, and i want to offer you something. you’ll forget my face, probably, but you’ll remember this, at least for the rest of the day, or the afternoon, or your lunch break. hope you had a good day. Hope the rest of it is better.

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my experience is different than your experience

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I need space to be sad

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It feels like I have no true home only a room with a vacant space for half a heart

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Observe people who are 60yrs+ sense of fashion and learn