A Little Risk

My name is Sirius Black. I was imprisoned in Azkaban for 12 years for a crime I didn't commit. I fear most of the man I was died in that place. (Indie Post-PoA Sirius Black RP Account. Read "About" and "Rules." Headcanons, verses, and wish list information available under "Navigation")

[pettyqueenrab]

“Yeah, we do,” he said. It made up for the fact that none of his cousins, save Andromeda, wanted anything to do with him. “Our parents are probably turning in their graves, considering how we turned out.”

[excongodfather]

“Mother came to see me in Azkaban. Only visitor I ever had. She was very proud. Made my skin crawl. She was completely mad by then,” He shuddered. “Let ‘em turn. They deserve a miserable after life.”

[excongodfather]

”Everyone who isn’t us is an enemy.“

“Don’t lump me in with you. Being an escaped con hasn’t changed my politics.”

[mindastwistedashercurls-blog]

“Oh, sweet little Siri… You don’t think that really scares me, do you? No matter what those dementors do to you, I’ll always be more fucked up then you… I’m quite in love with that fact. I like being fucked up. I work very hard at it, Siri. Though, it’s a pity I’m stuck with you instead of Rodolphus… I miss the sex.”

[excongodfather]

“Rumor has it your darling husband is a dribbling mess in one of these cells. I doubt sex would be terribly enjoyable,” He said rolling his eyes. “And you are certainly barking up the wrong tree if that is why you refuse to leave me alone.”

[pettyqueenrab]

“This corset is so tight.”

“I told you, beauty is pain.”

[pettyqueenrab]

“Well, unlike you, I actually like most of our acquaintances. So, it’s hardly going to be a problem,” she said. “Rod’s not a bad guy…” She didn’t say anything about someone like father. She didn’t need to. Sirina had a point. That would be awful. “As long as it isn’t Goyle or Crabbe, but mum can’t stand either of them, so it’s hardly an issue.”

[excongodfather]

“I don’t want to be married off like livestock,” She grumbled all the same. She took a deep breath. “Lace me back up. Mother will come looking soon. Stay close tonight. If I’m going to get hit on, I’d like you to be there to deflect it please.”

[pettyqueenrab]

“I think I’m pregnant.” ((Will be femme!Sirius))

“Who did this to you?! Was he at least a pureblood?”

[pettyqueenrab]

Regina nodded, still upset and wishing she could have the courage to just up and leave. “Yes. You’re not showing yet. We can probably convince them you’ve been hitting the pastries again.”

[excongodfather]

“I’d kill for a pastry right now,” She grumbled. “I’m hungry all the time. Or I’m sick. Or I’m both.” She flopped down in of the chairs. She rested her head on her hand. “I don’t even know how I’m going to do this. There’s a...person inside of me.” She looked up at Regina. “I’m going to be a mum.”

[defiantarchive]

Shaking her head, she kissed him for a brief moment. “Maybe. But it’s not a bad thing to give up. Sometimes you can latch onto a really stupid idea and hold on to it because you think to let go is weakness, when really it’s just stubbornness.” Yeah, Sirius could be stubborn and stupid, and sometimes he wore it like a badge of honour. It was frustrating, but also part of his charm. 

With a lopsided grin, she added, “I love you, you know.” 

[excongodfather]

He nodded, “Well, if you can still see it that you can singlehandedly change the world’s assumptions about omegas, I wouldn’t be disappointed,” He teased her with a good natured smile. “It’s hard not to feel powerful, but I’m taking pleasure in other things.”

He returned her grin and kissed her. “I know. You’ve shown it in ways that far exceed words.” He paused. “I love you too.”

[awolflupin-deactivated20160220]

Finally, something actually manages to make Remus stop on his tracks. He turns around, arms crossed and he is staring at Sirius with a look of someone who has just been betrayed.  ❛ A bloody animal? ❜ he nods and licks his lips in his nervous way as he controls himself not to let his emotions take over, as hard as it is. His throat is burning and he feels like tears might wet his face at any time, though stil he tries to look as someone who is simply angry.  ❛ Well. I’m glad you have made clear what you think of your furry friend ❜ he chuckles with no humour and turns his back to Sirius, restarting his way out of the place, not really wanting to face him ever again.

[excongodfather]

“That has nothing to do with your condition and everything to do with how you’re acting!” Sirius called after him. For several seconds, he insisted to himself that he wouldn’t follow after him, but he did. “You’ve made it so there is no way that I can win with you. I”m damned if I do and damned if I don’t. What have I done other than loved you? I’m not disloyal and I’m not unfaithful. You...You have to give me have a chance to live up to whatever expectations you have for me.”

[awolflupin-deactivated20160220]

Ships I’ll go down with:

tagged by @crackpotoldfool

Wolfstar ( @excongodfather, @canisxmajor and a plotted kinda thing with @sxrxus that might develop into that ) LUCIFER x MICHAEL ( @hxllensturz ) Blackcest ( @thescorchingone ) Gellert x Albus ( @crackpotoldfool ) Remus x Pippah ( @little-pippah-caverly ) Gellert x Personal Pet ( @prodiiigal​ I’M GONNA GET SLAPPED AND I KNOW IT) Remus x Regulus  REGULUS x BARTY CROUCH JR  Sometimes Remus x Lily 

i hope i didn’t forget anybody oh god

Tagging: LUNA AND EVERYBODY WHO WANTS TO DO THIS 

[solemnly-swaer]

The Marauders aesthetic

“To be old and wise, you must first be young and stupid.”

[clumsyxtonks]

“Come on Sirius you know I don’t follow your rules, I follow my rules, and you already look so grumpy, I thought I could cheer you up a bit.” Tonks gave a small shrug as she bend slightly to get eye level with her cousin, almost in his face to be completely honest.

[excongodfather]

“I don’t know you and you don’t know me, in all fairness. You were what...8 years old when I was arrested?” It wasn’t the kindness thing he could have said given her genuine care for him, but at best his people skills were rusty and at worst, he was a prat. “I’m not in the mood for cheering up. I’m sure they need you in the meeting.”

[aconxte-archive]

“Lucky it’s only once a year then, eh?” He said with a sideways smile.

“Sure those ain’t too heavy?” He teased right back.

[excongodfather]

“I may not having surprising, wolf-like strength, but I can lift a pumpkin. Don’t let my pureblood good looks fool you into thinking I’m delicate.”

[excongodfather]

⚠

“Don’t worry.It looks worse than it is,” Sirius laughed weakly. “You should see the other guy,” He groaned. “I might need some help.” He admitted looking pale.

[aconxte-archive]

“You can’t get a disease from quidditch, Sirius.” He said sternly, looking down with a fire silently burning in his eyes. “It’s totally different, and I…”

Calm down, Moony. “Even if you aren’t afraid of me or the wolf, I am.”

[excongodfather]

“In our animal forms, we can’t get a disease either. I’m proof of that. I’m not infected. The mediwitches are being silly.” He laid his head on Remus’s shoulder. He was tired from fighting so much. “Don’t be afraid. Let us help you. That’s why we went to all this trouble. I got hurt...don’t let it be for nothing...” He pleaded with him. “Please...”

[excongodfather]

”Everyone who isn’t us is an enemy.“

“Don’t lump me in with you. Being an escaped con hasn’t changed my politics.”

[mindastwistedashercurls-blog]

“You might be able to think that… But no matter what, we are blood. And you will not be able to kill me. Just like I won’t kill you. And since only we can kill each other, I guess we’re just going to have to live forever and be stuck with each other.” Bella let out a little giggle, lying on her back and inspecting her nails.

[excongodfather]

“Don’t bet on my inability to kill you. Leave me with the dementors for a few more months and I’m sure any conscience I have about that will fade along with my sanity,” He sneered. “Sleep on that thought. You’re not going to be locked up with me, cousin. You’re going to be locked up with a mad man with a life sentence.”

[defiantarchive]

Cupping his cheek in her head, Lily grinned as she brushed her thumb across Sirius’s cheek. “Are you happy with how you are?” Clearly he’d thought he’d changed. It was hard to get a read as to whether it was something he was okay with or not, though. 

“You don’t have to be. You don’t need to tell me what you think I want to hear,” she reminded gently. He knew, usually, but it couldn’t hurt to reiterate it. 

[excongodfather]

He nodded, “I think so. I’m definitely not unhappy,” He leaned into her touch smiling a little. “Sometimes I just feel as though I’m supposed to be unhappy. And yes, I realize that results in me talking in circles,” He chuckled a little. He was more at ease with it at least.

“I wanting to make you happy, being your omega the way it’s meant to be, it does feel better than fighting it. Maybe it’s giving in or giving up, but it hurts less.”

[men-men-everywhere]

Joseph Fiennes

[msmudbloodd]

[pettyqueenrab]

“I think I’m pregnant.” ((Will be femme!Sirius))

“Who did this to you?! Was he at least a pureblood?”

[pettyqueenrab]

“I-I know that. But still,” she said. Regina made a wide ‘o’ in horror, but did not comment. Though boy did she want to. “I don’t think I could do that to them.”

[excongodfather]

“I’ll stay as long as I can while we figure out where to go,” She offered not wanting to leave her sister behind. “Is it noticeable?” She asked standing in front of Regina. “Can you help me stay hidden?”

[awolflupin-deactivated20160220]

He isn’t completely sure if it’s a wolf thing, but he just fell like having his mouth on the other’s neck and pressing himself against him until any dog would be able to smell Remus’ scent on the other.  ❛ You taste so good ❜ he drawls into his skin, a hoarse sound.  ❛ There is nothing bad about wanting to assure no other werewolf will be wanting to touch what is mine ❜ he mutters and grips the other’s hip as he bites a bit harder.

[excongodfather]

Sirius moaned. This was more than he expected from the bloke that had just been telling him that he wasn’t particularly interested in physical relations, but he wasn’t going to complain. “I won’t let any other werewolf near me. No one else. I promise. I’m yours,” He vowed.