uhhh uhm i guess an update & a possible goodbye forever under the cut? i love u all xoxo
so! i was trying to come back like. 2 months ago but i... couldn’t get back. it’s like, i miss the community, i miss YOU GUYS- my rp friends, the funny ppl that filled my life w laughter. but rpc is just.... boring to me because of the shittiness. i got tired fo being backstabbed, of feeling watched. so i removed myself from it & filled my days with a new coping mechanism that works 1000000x better & is genuinely making me a better person.
the mechanism is bts skjdhfkjsh listen i KNOW i never said i’d become army but i can genuinely say they have saved my LIFE & are the loves of my life & have made me start to love & heal myself as much as they want me to. it’s very.... idk hwo to explain it but i have never felt so happy in my LIFE than when i see them smile, it makes me smile too.
even tho i’m still recovering from the first half of the year which was the WORST, & i am honestly not great mentally... i am surviving. i’m slowly, baby stepping my way to health....
ANYWAYS, i tried to come back here after i “escaped” tumblr & it just... didn’t work. if u follow me on twitter (jksbabie) u know that i am pretty happy w the messiness there & honestly i think i’ve outgrown tumblr rpc. i still wish to write, still WILL be but stan twt, my art & my degree are what keep me busy!
i know half of u won’t even care to read this but i just.... wanted to say a proper goodbye. thank u for being apart of my life from 12-18, 6 big years that made me who i am today. thank u. please don’t feel afraid to follow me on twt (@ jksbabie) & shoot me a dm !!!! i don’t know if i’ll ever be back here, but in case i DON’T, i just wanted to say bye !!!! who knows, maybe i WILL come back some day! but maybe i won’t.
i love you all. xoxo gossip kari !









