UN / DEAD !

ind. horror/witch oc. low activity. by kari.

[excults]

uhhh uhm i guess an update & a possible goodbye forever under the cut? i love u all xoxo

so! i was trying to come back like. 2 months ago but i... couldn’t get back. it’s like, i miss the community, i miss YOU GUYS- my rp friends, the funny ppl that filled my life w laughter. but rpc is just.... boring to me because of the shittiness. i got tired fo being backstabbed, of feeling watched. so i removed myself from it & filled my days with a new coping mechanism that works 1000000x better & is genuinely making me a better person.

the mechanism is bts skjdhfkjsh listen i KNOW i never said i’d become army but i can genuinely say they have saved my LIFE & are the loves of my life & have made me start to love & heal myself as much as they want me to. it’s very.... idk hwo to explain it but i have never felt so happy in my LIFE than when i see them smile, it makes me smile too.

even tho i’m still recovering from the first half of the year which was the WORST, & i am honestly not great mentally... i am surviving. i’m slowly, baby stepping my way to health....

ANYWAYS, i tried to come back here after i “escaped” tumblr & it just... didn’t work. if u follow me on twitter (jksbabie) u know that i am pretty happy w the messiness there & honestly i think i’ve outgrown tumblr rpc. i still wish to write, still WILL be but stan twt, my art & my degree are what keep me busy!

i know half of u won’t even care to read this but i just.... wanted to say a proper goodbye. thank u for being apart of my life from 12-18, 6 big years that made me who i am today. thank u. please don’t feel afraid to follow me on twt (@ jksbabie) & shoot me a dm !!!! i don’t know if i’ll ever be back here, but in case i DON’T, i just wanted to say bye !!!! who knows, maybe i WILL come back some day! but maybe i won’t.

i love you all. xoxo gossip kari !

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[reveals my neck to my vampire boyfriend] come get yall juice

[excults]

so i’m back but i don’t know where to go from here? idk what to do, who to write.. i’ll think about what i wanna do,, but i’ll mainly be on twitter! i love u all & have missed u lots xoxo 💖

[excults]

                          YOU  BETTER  GET  SUPERSTITIOUS   !     🔪     independent    &    private    horror  /  witch    original  character  .       low  activity  .       by    kari  .

[excults]

h-hello ? is this thing on? it’s ur local gay uhm hi i miss u guys i think i’m coming off hiatus ?

[excults]

hi so my writing blog is @floraelis if you guys were interested ! it’ll be aesthetics, writing, oc exploration, & also a lowkey personal so !!! if u wanna, go follow!

[excults]

i’m gonna b 100 w y’all.... my mental health has been 1000x better since i’ve stopped participating in the rpc as much sdkjhfs i’ve been feeling a lil better, trying to take care of myself, trying new things, out of my art slump.... hm!

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@excults is keeping me up past my bed time its 8:14

[excults]

why r u a baby

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I love @excults

[excults]

we don't talk, and while im sure you get this enough already, but uve made a huge impact in my life, for the better. with just writing, let alone all the kind things u do for everybody... i just... thank u.

listen whoever u are... thank u ?? like this is the sweetest thing ever i’m

[excults]

sooo this year i really do plan to treat rp as what it is, which is a hobby! this blog is low activity & my main is @floraelis, aka my personal/writing/aes blog! i want to take art a little more seriously this year, & really start on my writing, & focus on studying/college, so! sadly rp has to take a backseat, as i want to distribute my free time to other things as well!!  ♥ ♥ ♥

[excults]

do u ever look at a blog and think " oh damn, they good. maybe... TOO good ? do we really deserve such an angel ? " because that's me with u. i love everything ab ur blog and u and ur presence alone makes me want to get better in writing. so... thank you, for that !!! i hope ur 2018 is as amazing as u r

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[excults]

well, holy shit! 2017 flew by so fast! a lot of shit has happened this year, both for me & the rpc! for me? i went to prom, graduated, lost 99.9% of my irl friends, started playing acpc, started taking art more seriously, & i started college! in the rpc? lots of exposing, lots of finding my voice to speak up, & lots of new friends were made whom i cherish!! so a mixed bag on both fronts- but overall, i’m glad 2017 is over! 

now it’s time for a new chapter, & i just wanted to recognize some people who i’m either really close to, or i just really love being mutuals with & seeing on my dash! i love you all, & hope your new year is fantastic!

@theforcetm, @seraphids, george/thorndr, chlena/weasens, @astralord , @rebelucion, @rosewand, @sleuthis, @quinn, @fastiell, @screwcool, @deathrisen, @roseared, @jotundra, @sevarity, @ensavaged, @webfluid, @greaterhero, @girlreports, @liifegambler, @fyrbol, @isdoe, + many more!!!!

[excults]

♡      DEATHRISEN    ›    FELLOW  UNDEAD   !

‘           that’s    cause    you    are.    who   sits   at   a   cemetery   at   night    ?  what’s   next,   you’re    gonna   play    with   an   ouija   board   like   those   white   kids   in   every   shitty    horror    flick   ?    you   guys   should   really   stop   doin’   that,   by   the    way.           ’        he’s  still  confused  about  the  ‘cosplay  geek’   comment,  and  what  that  exactly entails,  but  jason  knows  it’s  hardly  a  compliment.  fingers  remain  curled  around  the  gun  at  his  side,  and  while  he  knows  bullets  won’t  do  much  to  magic  users  who  can  cut  off  his  air  supply  with  a  flick  of  a  wrist,  it’s  better  than  having  no  plan  at  all.       ‘           ————      fuck     if     i    know.   this   isn’t   the   sixth    sense.   do   i   look   like    i   know   shit   about   ghosts   ?    or    witches    for   that   matter    ?    all   i   know   is   that    i   was   busy   extracting   intel    from   one    of    my    leads    and   suddenly    i’m    face    to    face    with   elphaba    from    wicked.    so    you    tell    me.            ’       there’s   a  brief pause  before  he  speaks  again.    

      ‘          i      used    t’   be    dead    for    a    lil’    while,    if    that    helps.          ’

❝              DO  I  LOOK  FUCKING  GREEN  TO  YOU   ?            ❞               eyes  almost  go    white    with  how    hard    they’re  rolled  ,       but  the  next  statement  cuts  off  another  snappy  retort  before  it  could  be  uttered  .               ❝                whatever  ,       you  should’ve  led  with    that  !       now  this  makes  a  little  bit  more    sense    !            ❞

pallid  palm  opens  up  ,      book    flying    off  the  ground    &    into  the  awaiting  hand  .       it’s  flickered    open  ,       exposed  to  a    focused    gaze  ;       quickly  finding    &    scanning  the    appropriate    pages  before  addressing  the  other  in  a  slightly    less    irritated  tone  .               ❝                if  you’ve  been    dead    before  ,       like  i  was  ,       then  my  past    necromancy    &    my  tie  to  ghosts    could    have    linked  us  ,       like  how  other  ghosts  are  .       now  ,       mister  shiny  vibrator  head  ,       how    did  you  come  back   ?       i  can’t  imagine    you    did  a    human  sacrifice  ,       too   ?            ❞

[deathrisen]

i cant believe that on december 31st 2017 jason todd has been called a “cosplay geek”

[excults]

briar, currently:

[excults]

♡      DEATHRISEN    ›    FELLOW  UNDEAD   !

‘           right.              ’         despite  the  voice  modulator  built  into  his  helmet,  his tone  sounds  flat  — as  if  finds  it  a  tad  hard  to  believe  the  words  that  are  coming  out  of  her  mouth.  it’s  not  that  he’s  unfamiliar  with  the  concept  of  teleportation  or  inter-dimensional  travel,  but  this  has  to  be  the  first  time  someone  has  summoned  him  as  if  he  were  some  ghost  in  a  shitty  horror  flick.  browS  furrow  beneath  the  red  helmet, confusion  and  irritation  seeping  into  his  voice  as  she  accuses  him  of  an  act  he  has not  committed.         ‘           all    right,    park   the   attitude,   sabrina    the   teenage    witch,   last    time  i   checked   i’m   alive.   got   a   pulse   and   everythin’,    and   i’ve   never   seen   you   before   in   my  life,   so   what’re    you    talkin’   about    ?   give    that    spellbook   of   yours   a   couple   taps    with    your   wand,   ‘cause    you    got    the    wrong    guy.    mind    poofing    me   back   home   ?    i   was   kinda   in   the   middle   of    somethin’.                 ’  

ANNOYANCE  QUICKLY  RISES   !         this  was    not    how  a  summoning  usually  went  .       usually  the  ghost’s  motive  was    clear  ,       they    solve    the  issue  ,       they    move  on  --       but    this  guy    was  a    piece  of  work  .       but    determination    steeled  pumping  veins  ,       as  a  brow  is  raised  with  a    scoff  .               ❝              i  should    poof    your  ass  into  a    ditch   !       fuck  ,       you  act  like    i’m    the    freaky  witch    when    you’re    wearing  some    halloween  mask  .       what  are  you  ,       one  of  those    cosplay  geeks   ?            ❞

manicured  hand  flicks  over  a  bare  shoulder    casually  ,         turning  off  the  candles  with  a    minor    spell  .               ❝                if  you’re    not  dead  ,       then    why    can  i  hear  you  constantly   ?       i  only  hear    dead  people    on  the  level  i  heard    you  .       so    again  --       what  gives  ,       zombie  boy   ?       what  do  you  need  a    witch    for   ?            ❞

[floraelis]

briar’s magic smells like sulfur & roses!! & the strength of it depends on how big the spell is. small things like minor healing spells & flower growth will elicit a tiny waft of it, but big spells (like the one to bring her back) are capable of leaving the scent overpowering the area for days– which is a downside, because then ppl can track the smell to see where she’s been !