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Ryōhei Koiso 小磯良平, 1903 – 1988

My fathers shouting at me because i dont want to go in front of ppl who arent wearing their masks

#and calling me stupid and weak because i dont want to go near them

First you completely ruin my self esteem then you tell me im too egoistic

hobiflu-remade

me at age 13: ugh pet names are so lame lmfao I never wanna be called “baby” gross lol just call me my name thanks

me now: oh my ANGEL!!! my sweetheart my love! 💘😔💕💖😤💓 my honey, my baby! the love of my life!!!! 💝💗😖💞 my dearest!! my beloved, my heart, my cutie pie!!!!! 🤧💘💓

goryhorroor

literature → gothic

To my parents im just a doll, they can play barbie with. You know just make me successful make me rich, thats all they want for me and thats all they want from me. Im just reduced to their desires, their anxieties and their dreams. And i just want to be their friend.

#and maybe thats why i loved you so much and it hurts so much that youre never going to be here anymore #you were one in a million #actually fuck maybe because thats exactly why i loved you so much #the only person not trying to compete with me and put me down and not trying to make me a money slave #just by my side #cause we were friends #what id give to feel that love again #i just wanna runaway with someone who can leave me alone

I cant believe i actually lost a good guy

#who was so kind to me #and i loved him

official-lucifers-child

people will say they aren’t attractive and then go create art and then go write beautiful poetry and then go bake a cake for a friend and then go spread positivity and then go write a novel and then continue to say they aren’t attractive, as if everything they do doesn’t count or doesn’t matter, as if societal expectations somehow decide their worth and fate.

pou-voir

PHILIPPINES COVID-19 STATUS: We need your help. Your $2 can save lives.

“The pandemic threatens to break the already frayed fabric of communities that had not yet recovered from the drug war.” –S. Coronel, 2020

My country, like other countries affected by the pandemic, is currently at a loss in the hands of our government. What the people of the Philippines need right now are the following: mass testing (which has yet to be approved by our own Department of Health for reasons they cannot seem to specify); Personal Protective Equipment for our front liners (they’re dying away, and more are getting infected by the day because they don’t have proper equipment); support for our local government units (many of our local leaders are threatened by our own national government for doing exactly what they’re supposed to do to help their constituents), cash assistance, food subsidy (especially for the urban poor and marginalized sector of our country which comprises the vast majority. MOST OF THESE PEOPLE, IF THEY CANNOT GO TO WORK, THEY DON’T EAT.)

BUT GET THIS, INSTEAD OF PASSING PROVISIONS FOR THOSE, OUR GOVERNMENT GRANTED EMERGENCY POWERS TO OUR PRESIDENT INSTEAD. THE SAME PRESIDENT WHO STARTED HIS WAR ON DRUGS THAT KILLED THOUSANDS OF INNOCENT PEOPLE WITHOUT DUE TRIAL.

With this, I’d like to call for your help, especially to my fellow Filipinos here who are blessed enough, like I am, to be able to stay at home without facing the problems dealt with everyday by our frontliners and urban poor.

You may purchase PPEs and Food Vouchers for our frontliners. You may purchase Food Vouchers and COVID19 Protection Kits for the urban poor.

If you are not a resident of the Philippines and you still want to help, you can send in your cash donations of any amount to MY PAYPAL ACCOUNT and I will purchase the packages and vouchers for you. I will email you back the proof of purchase. YOU CAN DONATE AS LITTLE AS $2 (TWO DOLLARS) to purchase a food voucher.

If you cannot afford to help, it’s also okay, I know a lot of you out there are also keeping count of your financial resources in the midst of this pandemic. I’d ask, on the other hand, for you to spread the word out there. Please REBLOG this post and help me raise funds for my country. Please help me save our frontliners, we are losing them one by one.