Hii, sorry for disturbing but I wanted to know if you are okay, because I see that you don't post nothing.. I hope you'll not close this account because I love it! Hope you're fine!
Heey cutie pie ( ´ v ` )~
To be honest I’m doing pretty bad right now.. I have to write my finals soon and my dad just passed away .. i was gone for 2 weeks and now I have to.. redo all the work we had in those weeks.. I’m failing in math (ugh .. have to put more time to learn into it) and .. I’m just being really busy these days ;; ..
To be reeeally honest I literally thought about closing this blog … but yeh .. I dont know maybe I’m just having a phase right now , A ,
- Eru
A phase love? This is not a phase, this is hell. This is the point in everyone’s life that stories are written about.
You just lost your father, that’s nothing to sneeze at, depending on how well you knew him, and since you took 3 weeks off from school, I gather you two were really close.
You are the main character of your life story, and this is one of those events writers put their characters through to see what they’re made of, to see how they’ll come out on the other side, how they will have changed. You are going through that hellfire right now, and hell is not always piping hot flames of agony, but can also be cold dark smoke swirling around you, settling heavy on your shoulders with the weight of depression, pulling you down so stubbornly it takes a lot of effort to even move an inch in any direction. It may feel like this will last forever, that you’ll never escape, you may feel lost and pointless.
But you know the thing about heroes, main characters? They break too. Every great hero has had a time in their lives when their world was falling to pieces around them no matter what they did to try and hold it together. Everyone shatters, even heroes.
It’s ok to take time out. It’s ok to let yourself be miserable and cry and cry until your eyes are dry as a desert and you need to drink water like a dying fish. It’s ok. You’re human. Heroes are human too.
We don’t expect you to bounce back from something like this. Take some time, come to terms with what your life is now. We’ll still be here when you come back, and if some of us aren’t? Then the ones who really care about you will be the ones who remain.
We love you, and you are an amazing person, keeping on like this. We understand. You do you and we’ll be waiting for the time when you feel well enough to come back, though we’ll keep checking up on you, to see how you’re doing.
You do you. We love you, and wish you the best in this world.
Take your time, we’ll still be here when you come back.
Oh thats also something I wanted to show you guys.. I’m really thankful for your freaking long message.. this really made me cry looots and lots. I even draw something for you guys xD Because you make me so happy ;; !!!! Thank you so much for taking this time to write all of this.. it was so well written and you deserve all the love in the world aarg ;; !!! I love you ♥ Thank you for taking your time for a little girl who makes dumb reactions :’) ♥