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LOOKIN FOR LOVEE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES 3 Been Thru Alot But I Still Stand Tall , ! Washington , DC Inbox me if you wanna know about me <3

[thechanelmuse]

[fiftyshadesofmacygray]

This made tear up for real.

[alysiasache-blog]

I wish you were in bed with me

I sometimes need a pillow

between my legs and two fingers

in my mouth.

I’m not a little girl. I’m a good girl

who wants to know where her next vice is coming from.

And your thumb looks ripe enough.

How bout I ask nicely

the sky if it can’t

for one night be...

[alysiasache-blog]

What we’ve called love isn’t love. It’s anxiety, insecurity, uncertainty, which is thrilling but exhausting and ultimately short lived.

(via alysiasache)

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Masking the pain with a huge painted on smile

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Will it be a fast death? Will it be painfully slow? Do I deserve that? Why can't I just die peacefully.. let someone who is holding onto life have it.

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I've spent too many nights thinking of my last hour... I spent too many days thinking of ways to let it all go.

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I can't sit here and pretend that I'm a girl with all these standards and boundaries... I aspire to be that girl one day but right now underneath the natural care free hair, the awkward posture, the african statement earrings, and my soft smile, stands a girl with low self esteem.

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Am I your girlfriend? I ask... already knowing the answer.. he hesitantly says yes and changes his mind later... doesn't want the commitment. It's okay though, I guess I just needed that title to justify what I had just done.

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I find myself again in an empty stairwell...with someone I'd never stand a chance with but in that moment, everything made sense..

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I guess thats why I gave everything...putting months and years work into one short day

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I don't know why i thought me and him could ever be something

[andrewclifton]

Derrick & Anita

Engagement Session in Georgetown, DC

[blacklurvejones]

“She is a friend of my mind. She gather me, man. The pieces I am, she gather them and give them back to me in all the right order.” ― Toni Morrison, Beloved

[inspirethetribe]

Black Love.

[alexandraelle-deactivated201511]

not perfect, not easy. but looking at this photo, months later, reminded me why and how I fell in love with this man. this relationship is not all sunshine and roses— but our hearts employ a good love.

[jelloadventures]

so many goals in one photo.

[alexandraelle-deactivated201511]

Start ignoring people who threaten your joy. Literally, ignore them. Say nothing. Don’t invite any parts of them into your space.

Alex Elle (via milosop)