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do  you  feel  like  you  owe  these folks something ? ,   'cause if you do, you know, it's fine. but remember.   you  already  jumped  through  a wormhole. 

#MARTYIRIZE.          independent  and  mutually  exclusive  michael burnham of star trek discovery by rory.  a  study  in: martyrism,  the  sacrificial  lamb, hope, survivor's guilt, being  the  scape  goat, learning  to  heal, identity, isolation,  losing  everything, compassion. created 10 / 17. revamped 12 / 22.

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where in the world is rory? a blog roll: updated*

heiest - heist inspired sci-fi ocs

martyirize - michael burnham of star trek discovery

empiraet - book of star trek discovery

caliqoe - jack rackham of black sails 

cogniznc - ash tyler of star trek discovery

drummher - camina drummer* of the expanse

revenaent - omen of death inspired oc

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favourite colour(s): green, lilac/lavendar

favourite flavour(s): dark chocolate, raspberry, i like spicy foods

favourite genre(s): mystery/detective (particularly whodunits), space operas and space westerns, whatever black sails & nirvana in fire are.

favourite music: indie, indie rock, punk, rnb, but i'll listen to almost anything depending on my mood.

favourite movie(s): sister act, matilda, the handmaiden, star trek the voyage home, moonlight, gunpowder milkshake, gone girl 🥴, everything everywhere all at once

favourite series: black sails, star trek ds9, nirvana in fire, doom patrol, the expanse, killjoys, leverage, russian doll, law school, mr sunshine, vida, the sleuth of ming dynasty.

last song: without you - joseph

last series: just finished rewatching star trek discovery

last movie: everything everywhere all at once

currently reading: nothing 🫣

currently watching: doom patrol, my beautiful man.

currently working on: drafts, a new fanedit, thinking of making more gifs

tagged by: @jurati tagging: @beltraised , @qknows , @cadetxtilly , & you !

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 "you pissed off some scary people."   ...  'you helped,'   —   cleveland booker  of  star trek discovery, by  rory.

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saved a url for drummer hehe

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send in “ you’re such an idiot. “ for the sender to clean the receiver’s wounds while lightly scolding them for being so reckless when the receiver show up on their doorstep for medical attention.

alternatively, send in “ at least i have you here to look after me, right? “ for the receiver to clean the sender’s wounds while lightly scolding them for being so reckless after the sender shows up on their doorstep for medical attention. ( feel free to elaborate on how they got the injuries!! )

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 i,  q  ...  my  instinct  is  to  start  with  me.  it’s  a  natural  instinct,  i  suppose,  since  i  was  there  at  the  beginning.  i  have  been  around  for  as  long  as  i  can  remember,  as  long  as  anyone  can  remember.  and  until  this  day  —  presuming  one  could  call  this  a  day  —  i  had  always  assumed  i  would  be  here  forever.  forever,  after  all,  is  a  very,  very  long  time. q  of  the  star  trek  universe,  barely  contained  by  syd.  private.  selective.  mutuals  only.  portrayal  is  television,  accompanying  literature,  and  headcanon  -  based.  an  exploration  of  immortality  and  what  comes  next,  that  which  lies  beyond  our  universe,  igniting  inspiration  across  the  galaxy,  chaos  in  its  rightful  place,  gods  and  their  trials,  and  more.

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blog im working on hehe

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against my better judgment i am gonna make a single non sideblog for book haha

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you could be anything anywhere. why not go somewhere where your daughter is more than just this? here, all we get are a few specks of time where any of this actually makes any sense. then i will cherish these few specks of time ... joy wang / jobu tupaki of everything everywhere all at once by syd. private. mutuals only. selective.

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everything everywhere all at once.

dialogue prompts from everything everywhere all at once (2022).

that's not a very good joke.

you need to eat better.

you'll know when it's time to fight.

i'm not ready to fight.

whatever you're about to do, don't do it.

were you not paying attention before?

nobody trusts their neighbor anymore.

i'm not trying to hurt you.

unless it's an emergency, whenever i try to talk to you, you always get pulled away.

we can make our own way. okay?

what can be worse than death?

explain it all to me. now.

the universe is so much bigger than you realize.

don't make me fight you. i'm really good.

why are you treating me like this?

one minute you're so warm, then one minute you're cold and awful.

let me help you open up your mind.

i got bored one day and i put everything on a bagel. everything.

you're living your worst you.

you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything.

'right' is a tiny box made by people who feel afraid.

you're young, and your mind is always changing.

i was just looking for someone who could see what i see. feel what i feel.

you don't matter. nothing matters.

whatever i did, i'm sorry.

please don't give me any false hope.

i've always hated this place.

you can just sit here and everything feels really far away.

i'm joking. that was a joke.

you think i'm weak, don't you?

when i choose to see the bright side of things, i'm not being naïve. it's strategic and necessary.

all i know is that we have to be kind.

in another life, i would have really enjoyed just doing laundry and taxes with you.

i don't want to hurt you.

don't stop playing. play something for me.

you are not unlovable.

there is always something to love.

we are all useless alone.

it's a good thing you're not alone.

he who loves the most regrets the most.

let's not live in a fantasy.

it's okay if you can't be proud of me.

i don't want to hurt anymore.

for some reason, when i'm with you, it just hurts the both of us.

let's go our separate ways, okay? just let me go.

i will always, always want to be here with you.

so what? are we just gonna ignore everything else?

this is awkward, right?

please give us a chance.

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michael: i’m struggling right now

discovery crew: …. so back to my feelings

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finally at s3 so gonna actually work on books blog

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&. 𝐡𝐢𝐭 ‘𝐞𝐦 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  more  angsty  dialogue  prompts  to  devastate  your  writing  partners.  metaphorically.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ you’re a weapon, and weapons don’t weep. ❜

❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜

❛ it should have been you. ❜

❛ did i do good? ❜

❛ i’m sorry that i can’t save you. ❜

❛ wait for me, will you? ❜

❛ i can’t lose you again! ❜

❛ you were dead, i saw you die. ❜

❛ we won’t forget each other, right? ❜

❛ i’m real. i’m here. ❜

❛ you already know how this will end. ❜

❛ it’s always my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ i don’t want to go. ❜

❛ can you remember how you died? ❜

❛ i love you, but you’re not mine. ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ i didn’t ask to get made. ❜

❛ you’re as beautiful as the day i lost you. ❜

❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ their blood is on your hands. ❜

❛ it would have been better to die. ❜

❛ i’m not ready to lose you yet. ❜

❛ i wish i met you sooner. ❜

❛ let’s just stay here. grow old. ❜

❛ you’re the first friend i ever had. ❜

❛ i told you not to fall in love with me. ❜

❛ you always push people away. i just thought you’d never do it to me. ❜

❛ everyone i’ve cared about has either died or left me. except for you. ❜

❛ i know i have a heart because i can feel it breaking. ❜

❛ they’re not coming back. ❜

❛ i’m sorry, have we met? ❜

❛ in my dreams, we’re still together. ❜

❛ you’re the one good thing left in this world. ❜

❛ i hate the way that i don’t hate you. ❜

❛ it’s okay. you can let go. ❜

❛ you mean nothing to me. ❜

❛ we’re on our own now. ❜

❛ you can’t kill me, i’m not alive. ❜

❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ we’ll see each other again. ❜

❛ there’s nothing you could have done. ❜

❛ we did it. we won. ❜

❛ let’s not go back. not ever. ❜

❛ thanks for playing with me. ❜

❛ why does it feel like this is goodbye? ❜

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 “this is where the fun begins!”  : @bagelbuilt

 "perhaps we should look up the definition of fun." her words are calm, much calmer than she herself feels at the moment spending time as she is with a being with abilities she cannot begin to comprehend. it seems the fate of the universe could very well be in her hands. michael pauses before approaching jobu tupaki, leaving her phaser strapped, hoping it would be seen as a show of faith. "i don't think we're having any fun."

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'say please' shut up lol

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'i like science :)'