hi i'm hyosung & i dont exist anymore. “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”
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So um goodbye letter. I’m writing this in advance so i’ll probably add something to this goodbye when I do actually go.
(warning; this is extremely long and if you read this all you will die in 7 dies omf jk jk but srsly why would you wanna read it all?)
So like I said, this is a pre-written letter. And I’m already crying. Wow I’m a idiot. But this account was so great for me, I’ve become so attached to it and the people I’ve met on here. A lot of you didn’t just become ic friends but ooc friends (Baruch, Nicole, Natalie, Hannah Scottanahhh, Erin g y0l0!!, Alfag, Mark da dance machine, Tracy, Angel pie, Mona, etc. etc.) Even the friends that were just IC were still better than any friends I have had ooc for a long, long time. People actually gave a shit about me here. It felt weird, being so connected to complete strangers. I really love all you guys and i am so so so so so grateful to have met you. I am so thankful that god let me meet such amazing humans like you guys. I’m saying this all from the bottom of my heart as I sob on the computer okay, so don’t give me any bullshit about you people not being amazing.
I really want to thank ~~the golden bunnies~~ for making me feel like I had a bunch of people to rely on. The summer of 2012 will forever be the summer of the fags to me. G-dragon, Yoseob, Zico, Kiseop, Seohyun, Lime, Jiyeon, Krystal and me. OT9. The biggest fags in the mansion. My best friends. I fucking love you little shits to bits even though half of you aren’t those ppl now ((and krystal da cockroach left )). Shit, it’s getting harder to write because I can’t see through the tears lmao i need those thingies on cars that wipe the rain away or something. Do you guise remember when we were on the cruise? I think that’s one of my favourite memories. And when we all was in that tiny chat playing truth or dare and u guise made me kiss a gay guy. So fuckin done w/ u fags. But I think meeting you guys was the best thing that could have happened to me. I’m not really saying bye to you guise tho, you practically all have my facebook and personal tumblr and number so i’m not leaving you fuckers. Hyosung is though. Baruch my bb please know I love you billions and I will forever stay in touch. Christin ahahh i’m sorry that we kind of drifted but ilu. Tracy i fricken love you and we got whatsass and twitter. Nicole, remember when you said it would be me and you till the end well i’m sorry for leavin seo but chaiicole foreva man. Nat you’re still a lesbian but ily and ur tumblr famuz blawg tbh. Hannah Scottanna, we are srsly soul mates. Angel pie; i miss you so much. Jiyeon, you little shit i don’t know ur ooc name but you better keep in contact or imma kill u. To my golden bunnies, you guise r fAGGOTS, ilu and please don’t forget me.
Oh jheez, now shall I say bye to the rest of the mansion. I hope all you bunnies know how hard I tried to keep the mansion alive, but i’m kind of a failure lmao. I’m so sorry. I was nothing compared to the other admins, but please know I really loved this place. I couldn’t even bring myself to change my url. A lot of you disappeared but if you ever stumble across this, I love you. Even though I bullied or teased a lot of you i really can’t count the numerous times I cracked up laughing when we’d mess around. I’m laughing right now just thinking of some of the conversations, oh lawdy. I’ll miss you guys a lot, don’t forget me and don’t replace me with a cooler Hyosung yo! I’m sorry that for a lot of you, I wasn’t there as much as I could have been. To all my little bunnies, thank you for making me love staying in the mansion.
Now to my two longest friends; Honey boo boo and Sopoop.
Sohyun actually, you’re the friend i’ve known the longest. I’m so thankful that even after all this time and all the times I’ve disappeared you still keep in touch. Bacon roses will forever remind me of you and I can’t believe it’s been over a year. How have you not killed me or some shit yet lmao. Jesus I swear I don’t cry this much usually, I’m just being a big baby because you never got me bacon roses this year ahahaha. I don’t think you remembered the time when my mum was in hospital and i cried to you…but it really meant so much to me. You are a really amazing person. I’ve never met someone who’s as dorky and sweet as you and you suck bc you don’t have a tumblr anymore but you still checked up on me and stuff and jesus. I love you sopoops. forever your hwapoop.
Honey b00 b00 child aka sunny aka t-ae aka luhan who else hav e you been sohee as well right? idk i follow so many of your accounts i just assume everyone is you. JESUS DO YOU REMEMBER HOW WE BECAME FRIENDS BC I DO, YOU WANTED TO LEAVE AND I WAS LIKE NOPE AND THEN WE JUST BECAME BEST FRIENDS LIKE BAMMM. You’ll probably have left your lulu account by now right? or all your accounts.. We sometimes get wrapped up in our lives and other people and we won’t talk for a while but as soon as we do it’s like nothing has changed. You get me and I get you and jesus man how did goD MAKE SOMEtHIn aS FAB A S U TBh. I’m really sorry sopoops and honey boo boo, i’m sorry even though we spent so much time together I still wasn’t good enough to take care of you like a good friend should.
Now to da little shits who i loved too much tbh aka wufag, eunpaca, t0e who left, some fucka who’s datin my seohyun aka myungshang, my perf kiddo, grasshoppa bezzie, lovely sweet tiffany, poopkwon, phoebe aka ricky, barofag/gayeol, ieun jasmin to alladin banana who disappeared, da queen CL who left, myungzzz & the faget jewelry, lizzy/taejun who is now peeyeon, kryssie/T-ae the butt massager , the sweetest little bora who befriended me as anon and is just perf, jinbutt (jihoe) who will never get the hyobutt now, kyary watermelon who is now minzy, and probably a lot more humans that have left or changed so i keep forgetting. I don’t think any of you get how much I love you all. I don’t think I was deserving of so many funny and amazing people in my life, but I’m not complaining. I know for a lot of you guys we’ve been drifting and I’m sorry, I just kept freaking out knowing that in a few months I won’t be able to talk to you guys like this again. Did you all think of me as a friend as well? I wish i could have been a better friend, if I knew how I swear I would have been. Frick, I remembered how I said to Nana that I wouldn’t leave her…Nana if you come back i’m so sorry. To all of you i’m sorry for leaving you especially when i said i’d always be here for you.
I know i’m missing someone but I think that one will be way to long and too hard to do right now. I will say one thing though: Idiot, I love you.
To everyone I mentioned and those I didn’t; I’m so sorry. I wish I could have been a better friend and a better Hyosung. I’m going to be selfish and ask that you won’t forget me because I know my heart won’t let go of you all so easily. Because of all of you I can leave the roleplaying world for good in a happy state. Like I said before, I am eternally grateful to have met you all. I know a lot of you don’t think so high of yourself but if you weren’t as great as I say you are do you really think I would bother writing this letter? If you people didn’t mean so much I would have just disappeared.
If you need me ever, you can ask for my personal blog/skype/number/kakao/kik or w/e and you can leave me a message. I’m going to keep checking up on you lot as well so don’t be surprised If there’s a weirdo anon saying they miss you lots like jelly tots.
I won’t come back though. This is my final goodbye. Maybe that’s why I can’t stop crying, because this is going to become a hazy memory sooner or later. It’s so frighting but It’s okay. It’s my turn to leave right? So I should do it with a smile on my face.
Jesus this was long. If you read this all wow wowow well done tbh.
I love you.
I miss you guys already.
I just redid some bits and i’m sobbing once more.
the one and only original playboy-hyosung x0x0x0x0x0x0x00x0x0x0x0x
“you want a piece of me????” i scream angrily at the passersby. ”you want a piece of this, punk??? a nice big slice with a glass of milk???? maybe some whipped cream on top???” i am a pie that just wants to be eaten
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