my Sidney died last month and i felt so broken hearted i cried so much. Few days after i received my keepsake necklace, i felt a little better. But yesterday, on Thursday, I dreamed of him and I thought it was actually real but later on realized I was just dreaming. And waking up, it felt good seeing him in my dream and ofc sad at the same time. And today, at midnight, i woke up. And then few hours later, I cried because i miss him so bad. Conversely, it made feel better for letting my sadness out. At 4:59 am, i am falling asleep.













