Unintentionally Awkward and Extremely Hungry

Laughing heals the body and mind.

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I STOOD UP AGAINST TONY WHO’S BEEN BULLYING EVERYONE (INCLUDING MYSELF) AT WORK TODAY

HOLY SHIT

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FUCK TONY

omg my ability to regulate my emotions is diminishing

WHY DO PEOPLE THINK ITS OK TO SPEAK TO ME CONDESCENDINGLY?

I HAVE A STELLAR GPA, AND AN IN-YOUR-FACE PERSONALITY ITS A TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT KINDA DEAL OK?

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Mom List

yaw

braised chicken and eggs 

hot dogs 

spam luncheon meat

4 packs of wontons (the ones she got last time for soup)

paté (the one for banh mi, I just wanna eat it with bread alone)

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Y’ALL HAVE NO IDEA HOW PROUD I AM OF MYSELF RIGHT NOW

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Plan for Sunday 3rd

Practice bus to Seneca College (leave for bus stop at 8:05am) 

When coming back, go to T&T buy soy sauce 

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HOLY SHIT I MOVE IN TO MARKHAM TOMORROW

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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HOLY FUCKKKK

I MOVE TO MARKHAM IN 3 DAYS HOLY SHITTTTTT

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FINAL GRADES AHHHHHHH

Business Law - 80

Strategic HR Planning - 90

Advanced Research Methods - 91

Training & Development - 91

Advanced Statistical Analysis - 86

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lmfao

This business law final tomorrow.

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PSYCH 300 Courses

342 - Psychology of Groups and Teams

353 - Social Cognition 

355 - Intergroup Relations

356 - Personality

565/467 - Applied/HR Apprenticeship

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What to Bring to Work

coffee thermos

lunch

wallet

keys

laptop

medical bag

phone charger

tissue bag

notebook 

clipboard

pencil case

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Only Two More Final Exams to Go

Can’t believe how well I’ve been doing this term. Beyond academics, I haven’t had any extreme states of panic or depression. Slowly getting better at not absolutely hating myself - and god damn it I’ve waited a long time for this. 

Like thinking back, getting out of bed, and breathing was difficult - but I’m so, so, content with life right now I can’t even explain to you guys how amazing this feels. 

Hoping y’all are doing well. If you’re not, if I can get through this you can too. 

LIFE IS HARD - BUT IT’S OKAY.

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TERM SO FAR

I JUST WROTE MY LAST MIDTERM FOR THE SEMESTER AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FEEL. 

Only a group presentation, stats assignment, and research paper left for the term. 

Fuck, and then final exams.

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MIDTERM RESULTS

So I had a hell of a week with 3 midterms and 3 interviews. 

Strategic HR Planning 96%

Advanced Data Analysis 84%

Business Law 83% 

SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. 

On a side note rankings come out today and I’m ready to shit myself.

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Oh my gawddddd

I without a doubt need to take a day off for my mental health. So much going on right now I almost had an anxiety attack today. 

Ughhhh why is life so hard though, like breathing feels like it’s taking alot of effort.

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Right Now

So I’m going into my second co-op term now, and I’ve been landing interviews with huge companies like Shoppers Drug Mart Corporate Head Office, CGI, Economical Insurance, Seneca College, and the university I attend. 

It’s just really weird. Like I never thought I could make it this far. I’m that kid with the low income mom, and the divorced parents - I’ve literally been mentally preparing to live in poverty for the rest of my life. BUT I’M ACTUALLY GOOD ENOUGH FOR THE CORPORATE BUSINESS WORLD. LIKE WHAT IT IS. 

Ugh my god, I’m so unbelievably proud and happy with myself right now. 

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omg it’s only the second day of the semester and I’m already dying

FUCK just remember that when you’re slacking off, someone else is working harder - and they’re edging closer and faster towards what they want compared to you. 

You got this. *fist bump*