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Spring IS nice but my skin is always dry and my eyes are always itchy. It was warm, but the breeze still snatches at my hair threatening to steal the skirt of my dress; hide my eyes (from the pollen).
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Spring Bloom
Spring IS nice but my skin is always dry and my eyes are always itchy. It was warm, but the breeze still snatches at my hair threatening to steal the skirt of my dress; hide my eyes (from the pollen).
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At Work Inside Our Detention Centres: A Guard's Story
Laneway Melbourne 1/2/2014 (Taken with GifBoom)
"While it is always possible to wake a person who’s sleeping, no amount of noise will wake a person who is pretending to be asleep."
Jonathan Safran Foer (Eating Animals)
I Hate Celebrity Culture | Jack Gleeson | Oxford Union
I tell how there may be a better wildness of logic than of inconsequence. But the logic is backward, in retrospect, after the act. It must be more felt than seen ahead like prophecy. It must be a revelation, or a series of revelations, as much for the poet as for the reader. For it to be that there must have been the greatest freedom of the material to move about in it and to establish relations in it regardless of time and space, previous relation, and everything but affinity. We prate of freedom. We call our schools free because we are not free to stay away from them till we are sixteen years of age. I have given up my democratic prejudices and now willingly set the lower classes free to be completely taken care of by the upper classes. Political freedom is nothing to me. I bestow it right and left. All I would keep for myself is the freedom of my material-the condition of body and mind now and then to summons aptly from the vast chaos of all I have lived through.
Robert Frost - The Figure A Poem Makes
Foals - The Palace, Melbourne 27.09.13
At dinner I am shown a sixteen second Instagram clip of maniac frontman Yannis Philippakis stage diving from the level one balcony of the Palace from their show the night before. So the show is going to be wild? Ok. Cool. Yes!
Eyeing off an audience filtering inside, and employing powers of deduction I may have figured this out without the aid of our social overlords. Most of those making their way down into the mosh during an Alpine support slot were males, in singlets, prepared to sweat.
Alpine’s six members steal moments to look around the Palace, and articulate an unadulterated joy at arriving home having just been touring the United States. Describing the retired ballroom as “a delicious cheesecake” prompting many more to look around in appreciation of the doomed venue. Is this the last gig they’ll see here before its demolition? “Level one is the best layer,” one of the lead singers announces. “Smile more,” she says, she knows what Yannis did last night.
Foals keep the wait between sets short. The house lights are down, Anna Meredith’s ominous Nautilus tears through the room, and we are besieged by an onslaught of strobe lights. I now believe the entire audience to be standing facing the stage with their eyes closed. With retina preservation a personal high priority of mine, I am unable to confirm this. Maybe people used their hands to shield their eyes, maybe they faced the sound desk. The strobes continue to blind the audience as the five-piece are led out by synth player Edwin Congreave, drummer Jack Bevan, and bassist Walter Gervers. Jimmy Smith follows with his guitar already shouldered, and we wait for Yannis.
The four begin to pick the start of Prelude, and Yannis tears out onto the stage, scooping his guitar up on the way. The song builds and the mosh, already wild descends into a frenzied craze with the lead singer’s presence now in front of them. Three drinks are thrown in quick succession. Is this a record? I have no idea, I’ve never counted drinks thrown at a concert before. Has anyone? Is now the time to start?
Prelude carries organically into Inhaler, and from there we are whisked through a frenetic set that bleeds from song to song, featuring moments from all three of the band’s albums. During Total Life Forever the gentleman in front of me appropriates a slower tempo to lean in toward his girl, nibble at the bottom of her earlobe and charismatically repurpose the lyrics “To your arms, into your arms, I will go when I’m low” in a shout whisper. She smiles. Smooth.
You wouldn’t have read about the release of Holy Fire without hearing about Foals’ discovery that music can be a jam (who knew?) and their steady progression away from math rock. On stage they have embraced this new philosophy with each song slow to decay, finishes blurred away in heavy jams. Songs stopping. Starting. Stopping. Starting. Providence almost finishes five or six times before it dissolves finally into Milk and Black Spiders, which in turns morphs into an extended version of Spanish Sahara. Yannis has crowd surfed with his guitar, Bevan leaps periodically up on his drum stool, banging his sticks together and we are quick on the uptake. Drinks continue to fly.
Though there are the momentary interludes of a live show: a change of guitar, fresh water from a water cooler on the stage, and Smith switching to the Vibraphone for Late Night; the music on stage never seems to lull, and there is always the sense of a gradual build. The synth is still running, the drum is still beating for us, and Yannis is chatting to the crowd. Those that have seen the grainy, pixelated spoilers are asking themselves, is he gonna jump? He thanks us for buying out tickets first (despite this being the second show), gets stroppy when someone chucks a scarf in his face, dedicates a song to single mothers, single guys and launches into My Number. iPhones are raised religiously, (there is seriously a dolt with an iPad Mini) a circle pit/wall of death is formed, three crowd surfers float up above it all, and drinks seven, eight, nine and ten are all hurled equally enthusiastically skyward. Amidst the chaos of the pogoing crowd the song finishes, there’s no jam; Foals are gone.
There is a smattering of stomping, and a guy clad in a Fremantle beanie attempts a Foals chant. The chant doesn’t get very far before Jack Bevan hurtles across stage toward his drum kit to break out flashback song Hummer. The circle pit rages on and the now near tangible cloud of testosterone musk that hovers beneath The Palace’s epic disco ball whirls into action again. The rest of Foals saunter out, and Yannis himself throws drink number eleven right into the faces of the front row.
At 11.42 they announce their last song: Two Steps, Twice and I am a little deflated. The band, slated to finish at midnight, might be done fifteen minutes early? And no heroic leap from level one. Yet. They tear through the song, and once Yannis has finished singing he disappears from the stage. While the song descends into the longest jam sequence yet, people begin to scream.
Though we can still hear the wireless guitar, it is only occasionally that a glimpse of the semi translucent guitar head can be caught bobbing it’s way through a parting crowd. People leave the barrier, only to return, screaming and swearing at the pulsating mosh beneath them. A small pack of disciples trace Yannis’ swagger through the best layer of this delicious cake, and when he reaches the far barrier those in his way seem to glide away effortlessly. Guitarless now, Yannis climbs and points deliberately at a really tall guy in the crowd—You had better catch me. He laughs, and then he drops into the waiting, dutiful arms of patrons who had been debited $76.10 seven months earlier.
Everyone screams, there’s a surge, the jam goes on and the ear biter tears his shirt off. Drinks fifteen to twenty three are thrown as if alcohol is free and Yannis is passed slowly back toward the stage. He meets more crowd surfers, bodies heaved up onto hands and left to tumble across a sea of sweaty exhaustion. Reaching the stage, and the microphone, the song fades.
“Long live The Palace. See you soon. See you later Tony Abbott”
Foals are gone, and the drinks keep flying, how many? Who gives a shit. Foals forever.
For unless one is able to live fully in the present, the future is a hoax. There is no point whatever in making plans for a future which you will never be able to enjoy. When your plans mature, you will still be living for some other future beyond. You will never, never be able to sit back with full contentment and say, "Now, I've arrived!" Your entire education has deprived you of this capacity because it was preparing you for the future, instead of showing you how to be alive now.
Alan Watts - Book on the Taboo of Knowing Who You Are
WORLD'S END PRESS - DING DONG LOUNGE - SINGLE LAUNCH: FRIDAY JULY 26th
I saw a half of World's End Press support slot at Bloc Party and religiously listened to their Faithful EP for months in advance in preparation for one day seeing them ever again/at their own show. Although none of the four tracks from that EP got a run at the launch for single To Send Our Love at Ding Dong Lounge, the same moody atmosphere and MUST DANCE bass/synth lines obliterated disappointment.
Support guitarist/bassist from Pikelet also played the clarinet, which further emphasised my need to incorporate more instruments into music! YES. Also need to go to more local music gigs, even after singing it would be so easy. Almost typed it would be "so lazy" which is the reason why I don't go to gigs …
IT was SCARY how much work (and how fast) you have to do before you can play (no roadies). I watched the lead singer of WEP get bowled over by a drunk meat head while he was trying to get to the sound desk. During the first song the same meat head kept making horrified faces at his buddies (who may have dragged him along, I guess) while he blocked my view of the stage with his enormous cranium and I felt like tapping him on the shoulder and shouting "look guy, this is my jam." But it didn't take long before he was tapping his foot, while WEP themselves looked like they were having a lot of fun, and everyone in the pit got really sweaty.
Books from July. First month with no classics; I picked up A Moveable Feast as July dwindled, but I'm only 10% of the way through at the moment. Didn't realise it at the time, but three of these books feature a child narrator (OCEAN, ROOM & PORTNOY - to an extent).
Portnoy's Complaint was my first Philip Roth book and it was fucked up (defecation and glass table fetishes O___O), but I enjoyed the narrator, the style, and the commentary on growing up. Every body recommends ROOM and I wanted to like it immediately, but the first person narrator from a five year old made me feel like I was being manipulated. At time it was so fucking hard to read, and my mum thinks the heebey jeebey vibes I got from reading it aggravated a sore shoulder and caused me TERRIBLE neckpain. It really picked up in the second act, and I liked where it ended up.
CUCKOO'S CALLING was so great, haha. I've not read Casual Vacancy so I have nothing to compare to apart from HP (which I won't) but I enjoyed the characters (CORMORAN CORMORAN CORMORAN), celebrity worship commentary, dreary references to cctv and surveillance. JK is good at ~mystery~
What a life.
In the car today I was listening to audio from our lastest jam; at a set of traffic lights three motorcycles idled alongside me — as we all took off the music reached a crescendo and it was amazing.
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To know one's own state is not a simple matter. One cannot look directly at one's own face with one's own eyes, for example. One has no choice but to look at one's reflection in the mirror. Through experience, we come to believe that the image is correct, but that is all.
Huraki Murakami - The Wind Up Bird Chronicle
Wind Up Bird, a Murakami meditation (until someone got skinned, at least) on the self, how we view ourselves in context of societal pressures. I really enjoyed this one and was a bit disheartened to look it up on Goodreads and see the split reviews. I think there's something about Murakami's characters that grab me. I'm never sure if it's the translation, but I am so drawn to the simplicity of their feelings. Sometimes the prose feels very stark, but, for me at least, that's what really makes the sentiment stand out. I liked another part where the protagonist was questioned about his understanding of himself further, really needling out why he felt the need to make a new home, a new life, a new self once he was married: "That's what you're being punished for-by all kinds of things: by the world you tried to get rid of or by the self you tried to get rid of"
No matter how much we try, where ever we go, there we are; we can grow and grow and grow, so is there a point to trying to totally re-invent yourself?
1986
the television told me life would improve
Little stories, small delusions,
all feed an idea, we don't
have to breathe.
Rude intrusions
and i'm on my feet,
ready to run again—
together we take flight.
We only attempt
exploration
Knowing that it ends
Because it all ends
(eventually)
Life is hard, it does not pamper anybody, and for every time it strokes you it gives you ten blows. Become accustomed to that soon, but don't let it defeat you. Decide to fight. Have courage and clear goals and you will win over life. Much is still unclear to your young mind, and I don't have time left to explain to you things you would still like to ask me. One day, when you grow up, you will wonder and wonder, why your mother who loved you and whose greatest gift you were, managed her life so strangely. Perhaps then you will find the right solution to this problem, perhaps a better one than I could give you today myself. Of course, you will only be able to solve it correctly and truthfully by knowing very, very much. Not only from books, but from people; learn from everybody, no matter how unimportant! Go through the world with open eyes, and listen not only to your own pains and interests, but also to the pains, interests and longings of others. Don't ever think of anything as none of your business. No, everything must interest you, and you should reflect about everything, compare, compose individual phenomena. Man doesn't live in the world alone; in that there is great happiness, but also a tremendous responsibility.
Milada Horáková writes to her sixteen year old daughter the night before her execution in 1950 - Letters of Note