Finns hell

I just vent. This is a vent blog. Fuck you sister.

[f1nnsh3ll]

so. Me.

I’m Finn. He/him only. Please.

this blog is for venting only i ahve another blog but I’m not sharing because THIS is for vents

this will have a variety of vents

from just rants to some about s/h just a tw

please don’t vent on my vents

I’ll probably say things that could upset people, please don’t take it to heart

99.99% chance the vent has nothing to do with you, and has everything to do with MY PERSONAL experience/s

[f1nnsh3ll]

”Jesus loves you!!”

I DONT CARE

I DONR GIVE A SINGULAR FUCK.

YK WHAT?

I HATE JESUS.

WILL THAT FINALLY MAKE YOUS TOP SAYING THAT TO ME?

I FUCKINT HATE HIM.

IVE TOLD YOU A THOUSAND TIMES IM NOT A FUCKING CHRISTIAN.

WILL ME SAYING THAT GET YOU TO FUCK OFF?

“Find Jesus!”

DID YOU FUCKIJG LOOSE HIM?? WHAT??

“Those weren’t real Christian’s!!”

you just want to take the blame off of ‘real’ Christians.

those were the realest Christians I’ve ever fucking met and I was told I’d burn in hell.

I will say shit like this because of what I’ve been told

I don’t give a shit about Jesus loving me

when I ‘loved’ him I was more than suicidal. Christianity actively helped ruin my mental health.

I don’t need to be ‘prayed’ for because that shit makes me uncomfortable

I don’t want to be hateful to religious people who aren’t assholes it’s just

it’s impossible to get people like that to stop

if you do belive in Jesus n stuff, and you aren’t one of those

I’m sorry

More of a rage vent??

idk

[f1nnsh3ll]

I love waking up!!

oh yeah I’m not allowed to eat today

aw man : (

it’s probably not even real hunger I feel

I just need ti

drink more water

and

it will go away

Or I’ll just ignore it

[f1nnsh3ll]

I hate my teeth

it’s my fault I have cavities but if I do im going to relapse I can’t handle it

I can’t handle how mt family will scream i didn’t mean jt

fml I swear

[f1nnsh3ll]

I’m sobbing while they fight

I hate my sister screaming I hate it so fuckign much That’s all I ever hear Her screaming and crying All because she was told no? All because SHES NEVER IN THE WRONG?? Now I’m the one crying Hearing my sister and my family fight is so just I hate fighting It makes me want to rip my hair out or just relapse I hate it I have to hear her Every day Screaming Over and over I alr hate loud sudden sounds But Her I hate her the most

[f1nnsh3ll]

I hate that I miss him.

I know I broke it off but

I know I’m better without him

I just miss him

I know I hurt myself

but he was there

I’m so pathetic it’s not funny

I didn’t even feel love

not like I can really

[f1nnsh3ll]

blow my brains out i hate you sister