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mainly for myself TW: ED Active: februaru

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Srry for being inactive! I've moved to edtwt.

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sleep deprivation actually decreases my appetite so

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Rules/Calorie plan for a couple weeks:

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Breakfast: Skip OR under 100cal

Lunch: 5PM - under 300cal

Dinner: 7PM - under 200cal - Must be fruit

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-Must take 40+ minutes to finish eating

-Sip water between bites

-Chew 22+ times

-Must scroll edblr/edtwt/edtt while eating

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-1 Hour subliminals or looking at thinspo

-Drink 2000ml+ per day

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On Sundays when my dad comes over limit is 800.

1 day fasting, 3 days under 300cal, 2 days under 600. Last day depends how the rest of the week was.

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YALL IM BACK. MY OWN POST MOTIVATED ME LMAO IMMA FOLLOW THIS AGAIN FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEJ AND NEXT WEEK

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I know I've been inactive but surprise surprise I haven't been binging AT ALL.

I've just been eating somwhat 'normally' ig with a small deficit bc I noticed yesterday I look so much skinnier like wtf also bones I didn't even know I had are showing so that's cool

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I wanna fucking kill myself

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I ate 950 calories yesterday, I SH and cried and absolutely hated myself, but I still lost 0.4kg!

It's not even the end of the week and I already lost 1.2kg, can't wait for my BMI to reach 15! :)

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I'm 44.2kg, lost 0.8kg in 3 days, I don't wanna go too fast to fuck up my metabolism though.

Thank god I'm not 45 anymore though, fuckin horrific number.

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Ate 606 calories, not proud but at least I skipped dinner.

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I upped from 200 cals to 500 bc I couldn't stop shaking and we have nothing but bread and jam so I had to make another sandwich

Kinda regret it but oh well it's not bad. It's 500cals at MOST bc I'm pretty sure half a tbsp of jam isn't 80 cals I just wanted to be safe..

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The cuts hurt so bad it doesn't help anymore it's just making everything worse

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It's too cold to leave my bed and eat.

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Eyy we got apple cider vinegar, I stole some from the kitchen and apparently it helps with weight loss sooo

[f4ding4way]

Rules/Calorie plan for a couple weeks:

- • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • -

Breakfast: Skip OR under 100cal

Lunch: 5PM - under 300cal

Dinner: 7PM - under 200cal - Must be fruit

- • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • -

-Must take 40+ minutes to finish eating

-Sip water between bites

-Chew 22+ times

-Must scroll edblr/edtwt/edtt while eating

- • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • -

-1 Hour subliminals or looking at thinspo

-Drink 2000ml+ per day

- • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • - • -

On Sundays when my dad comes over limit is 800.

1 day fasting, 3 days under 300cal, 2 days under 600. Last day depends how the rest of the week was.

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IM BACK HAHA SORRY FOR INACTIVITY IMMA TRACK CALORIES QGAIN CAUSE IM FAT AD FUCK

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Cried for 3 hours, probably 2 and a half but still, I wonder how many calories thdt burnt

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Omgggggg relapsed SH again, it's getting bad again, I did it at school I didn't want to I don't know why I took it with me omfg I hate myself fuck fuckcifckcfuck fuck

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I'm so fat wtf is wrong with me why can't I just fucking starve