ryne. she / her. writer. artist. Iamafairyyo! on ao3. fae-spy on wattpad. self shipper sometimes. whovian. re fangirl. keyblade master. final fantasy fanatic. straw hat pirate. legend of zelda girlie. anime enthusiast. jjk sorcerer. vash the stampede's #1 fan. lost in silent hill. main blog: @fae-goddess
hi!! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging, disabled genderqueer who has been living in the pits of this hellspace for a while! i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too!
i have a book club, i've offered music commissions for a few years, & i recently made a bandcamp where my first album is up for sale.
i have been unable to work for a long time & have been surviving in a low income apartment with help from my mother & sisters support, my commission orders, selling plasma every week & pawning material possessions off on ebay to make rent & grocery money, that kind of thing. a recent stay in the hospital put a significant pause on these efforts & i am left in a very tight place right now with little help from assisted living services so far. (ty to everyone who has offered advice, links, numbers, it means a lot. i promise i am trying)
you might relate to living on that cusp of stability where you're a grown adult who is capable of taking care of themselves but who would sure as hell have a much, much easier time with someones help!! if worst comes to worst i will have no consistent place to stay, & while i'm prepared, i'd like to keep being here for as long as i can.
so since i've never made an outright asking-for-help post before without trying to give something in return, i'm doing that now.
i need help.
my KOFI. this is the easiest way to support me.
my venmo: FlowersForJean
or buy my album.
thank you. here is a picture of my cat socrates (sock for short)
༺ I’ve been seeing a lot of strong takes about Resident Evil characters as of late, a lot of hate, and while I grew up loving those characters, I can’t pretend that some of the hate isn’t justified, so I decided to weigh in and share the things I believe RE characters actually deserve the hate for (or at least some strong criticism) ༻
Characters included: leon, chris, claire, luis, jill, carlos, ada, jack, sherry, jake, william + wesker
!Disclaimer!:
all listed below are my personal opinions and you don’t have to agree with it, so please be mindful and don’t get upset if you don’t like what you see
leon s kennedy
beats up sick women and children and robs them
not a girls girl (gatekeeps his haircare routine)
mewing in the middle of conversations
chris redfield
canonically is an older brother (dm if you need proof)
befriends vulnerable people for his own gain (i.e. Wesker)
claire redfield
hangs out with minors (as an adult, what do you even talk about with a 12 year old, realistically)
pick-me behavior (owns a motorcycle for clout but never actually drives it in re2)
luis serra
bad role model (makes smoking (dangerous and harmful habit) look hot, otherwise did nothing wrong)
jill valentine
a woman
carlos oliveira
liar (promised not to leave us in a cruel carlosless world yet here we are)
ada wong
sets unrealistic beauty standards
facetimes people without a warning (rude)
jack krauser
internalized homophobia final boss
practices kinks without prior discussion (i.e. knife play)
sherry birkin
a minor in adult spaces
jake muller
insecure about being a ginger
overall fatherless behavior
william birkin
a huge nerd
secret animosity w best friend (had to outshine him by all means and look where it got him)
and while the game is littered with problematic and downright horrible people, you can’t ignore that the franchise gifted us with some of the best characters who make the games worth it, so let me end with a good example:
𓂃۶ৎ albert wesker
good time management (7 minutes)
wants the best for humanity (there are nuances)
team player (i.e. sacrificed himself to buy his friends (jill and chris) more time to escape the tyrant)
fights against normalization of lip fillers (not just by taking a stance, but by actually providing representation)