𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐍 𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐙𝐄.

"𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃 𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐀𝐒𝐇." 𝑁𝑂 𝑀𝐴𝑇𝑇𝐸𝑅 𝐻𝑂𝑊 𝑀𝐴𝑁𝑌 𝑇𝐼𝑀𝐸𝑆, 𝐴𝐺𝐴𝐼𝑁 𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝐴𝐺𝐴𝐼𝑁 𝐴𝑁𝐷 𝐴𝐺𝐴𝐼𝑁 -

[katakaios]

𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇? 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐋𝐒𝐄'𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒!

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[zephyrine-gale]

give him a pat on the head hes been through enough

[katakaios]

reminder to myself and in general that i will be making a fire emblem verse and that phainon starts out as villager > myrmidon > hero.

also if he was in three houses he would join the golden deer and...likely is being sponsored as a commoner from aglaea back in his country of amphoreus. we don't tell rhea they all believe in the thirteen titans there.

[gothcowboyz]

Khaslana and anger issues

[kentakakuraluvr]

       Uncomfortable?  To  a  degree,  yes,  but  she  found  his  aura  more  …  unsettling.  For  most,  auras  presented  somewhat  like  souls  —  and  in  a  way,  they  could  be  understood  as  such,  aside  from  the  fact  inanimate  objects  harbored  them  as  well  —  and  for  someone  of  his  stature,  his  should  have  measured  standard  as  any  other.  However,  it  appeared  to  be  bursting  from  his  person,  licking  the  air  like  a  ravenous  flame  rather  than  servicing  him  like  a  battery. 

          Now  how  could  she  explain  that?   

       A  contemplative  hum,  knuckle  pressed  to  her  chin.   ❝   Well  …  How  do  I  put  it  …   ❞   She  let  her  hand  fall  to  instead  hook  at  her  hip  before  adding,   ❝   So,  like,  everything  has  this  ‘aura’  thing,  right?  People,  rocks,  trees  ;  everything.  Yours  is  just  kinda  …  A  lot?   ❞   Real  descriptive.   ❝   I've  never  seen  anything  like  it,  is  all.  So  you  must  have  some  wicked  power,  'ah?   ❞

[katakaios]

how could one measure the soul of infinite lifetimes? how could anyone measure what must have been eons of living and bearing outside of millions of simulations? there's no small feat to detect, much less feel such a burden. momo isn't wrong. it is an everburning flame, a living sun that is both battery and beacon. just as he himself was, is, will be.

if he's discomforted, phainon doesn't show it. not in the already worried crease of his brows or how his smile drops, just a bit. not much to earn a mention.

" you can see all that? not to mention feel . . . apologies, you sense all this. is what i meant. from me? " the last time anyone had remotely come close to feeling it, he was far from unaware of how painful it had been. how excruciating and unintended for the trailblazer to relive his memories.

phainon...would never not regret that they had been suspectible to witnessing almost infinite lives in one soul. how much pain was this girl in? she...seemed to be holding herself well. maybe she was just getting a surface glance of this .... 'aura'.

( maybe it wasn't as bad as he was jumping conclusions towards. even so, he couldn't help but worry for her. )

it almost hurt, granted another friend would have found her own kindred spirit in her. always seeing far more than khaslana ever could.

" power, huh? " at what cost? at what weight? he'd never asked for all this power, much less ever thought it would be necessary for a hollow journey. yet here he stood, brimming with it; with too many lives for one light-fueled body.

" something like that. in truth, miss, you have plenty of power of your own, it sounds like. don't you think? " the deliverer speaks gently, but there's a measure of weariness in it. something like an apology to momo, herself.

" if whatever you're feeling or... seeing is bothering you, what would be best ? if i step away does it get less...overwhelming, perhaps ? i can leave, if that helps. i don't want you to be in discomfort. "

[kosmogrl]

[katakaios]

the way the chinese version of nameless faces' lyrics sound exactly like phainon, and that's exactly what plays in his ruins / tomb in 3.7...

The past and future turn to ashes, all to bury new life Destiny will have me exiled What does it matter? So what of it? No shame, no regrets Why deemed unworthy? Why forced to kneel? Why am I unworthy? Why must I kneel? Right or wrong, truth or lie Right and wrong, truth and lies The choice has nothing to do with being correct or not.

The prisoner laughs and asks the puppet, " " Who is the greater fool? Which one of us is more absurd?" Though I'm drenched in filth, what does it matter? Though my whole body is stained in filth, so what of it? No guilt, no fear. Why deemed unworthy? Why forced to kneel? Why am I unworthy? Why must I kneel? Right or wrong, truth or lie - who makes these judgments? Right and wrong, truth and lies, who can decide what's correct or not? Snapping the fetters of fate Bite off the shackles of destiny

Beyond this story, is anyone left?

[litandlifequotes]

I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe. If I cannot satisfy the one, I will indulge the other.

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

[katakaios]

continued from here .

    " don't get down on yourself, alright? we're both fumbling in the dark." his response is gentler than the tenseness of before. as if offering a metaphorical pat to eito's shoulder. there is no trace of knowing arrogance, rather a simple nod to that whatever they're involved in, experience isn't the deciding factor in 'how'.

" this is completely unfamiliar to me too, in a way. perhaps it's even a new enemy, though honestly ? i'd prefer it to be familiar. "

without pausing in his steps, the answer comes steadily. in a way, he has, hasn't it? fought, fought and endlessly fought. battling is...loathe as he is to admit, more normal than peace is.

" more than i'd like, i'll admit. but i can recognize certain traces of familiar foes. and you? " could the anti-matter legion be at work? facing the destruction again would actually do more than just them, a service.

" come to think of it, we don't know each other's names. i'm phainon, of aedes elysiae. and...you are? " / @vinditia

[katakaios]

while the holy grail war had been an adventure in itself, while it is an adventure in itself.... a certain deliverer still has his own personal feelings on a reunion far sooner than he'd thought. he's sure castorice and polyxia feel the same.

right now, his arms are open for a certain trailblazer so they can both process their emotions. and hopefully...let them know those arms will always be open.

[geuvreq]

[katakaios]

[ MESSAGE - HYACINE ] :: I am at starting to understand why the Professor never answered the door for anyone and always kept it locked.

If one more person waltzes into my study for “a quick question” I think I’m going to scream.

With that said, I have a key to my study for you. Come see me when you have time. // @epiosirida

[ MESSAGE - PHAINON ] I take it our assistant professor is a bit preoccupied by overly curious minds ? I can't imagine why Professor Anaxa would lock the door, unless some...particularly troublesome students got too curious, right? Definitely not me.

I think that's something we'd all like to avoid, Hyacine. Whoever underestimates you gets a free lesson from you without even going to class!

Haha, I feel honored. I'll come visit you and do my part in helping you want to scream less. Of course, I'm there if you need to talk about it, too.

See you soon, Hyacine.

[katakaios]

" partner's little friend is.... ah, interesting . . " he's been through thirty three million, five hundred and fifty, three hundred and thirty six cycles of suffering and endurance just to save amphoreus and... that thing is unsettling to him.

[katakaios]

something that means a lot to me in my portrayal is phainon's reclamation of his birth name of ' khaslana '. it's not a name he gives out to people he doesn't know, and even those he does know aren't exactly given free reign. it's a deeply personal name that he once tied to a little boy from aedes elysiae at the height of his short innocence. it's almost protected by him as much as stained.

the only people allowed to use the name 'khaslana', despite the obvious acclaim that name has in the cosmos as 'the nameless hero', phainon entrusts it best to his family and people in his village, especially his found family in the chrysos heirs. any of the chrysos heirs are welcome to call him 'khaslana'. in a way, it's a slow, painfully tedious process of reclaiming himself, as someone who has never fully done it before.

it's giving himself the personhood he constantly rejected as both deliverer, hero, executioner, blazing sun, and ultimately, that little boy who dreamed only of protecting and giving all to those he loved.

to earn this name is to be given a massive sign of trust.

[katakaios]

definitely adding a catchall fate verse for phainon now. given the nature of the event patch, he'll be with the same stats and noble phantasm. he will also be a saber so i hope someone wants to summon him once i flesh it out !

[katakaios]

he's here and full of whimsy... 🥲🥹

[soarien]

sabers