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Hey Robert, what the fuck did you mean by this?

It seems as though he's implying that either he or Michael were uncertain in their feelings, which leads to two different fascinating interpretations of Robert's perspective.

Maybe he genuinely isn't sure whether his feelings for Michael were romantic or not. It's clear from The Evil We Love that their bond was incredibly intimate, but at the time he never considered that he might be in love with Michael and only feared that others would assume he was queer. However, Robert has undergone a lot of personal development in the time since 1984, and it's definitely possible that he's only recently started to wonder if his feelings for Michael were purely platonic. There's something really tragic in the idea of Robert retroactively questioning his teenaged feelings, after Michael has been dead for decades and there's nothing anybody can do to change anything.

Alternatively, Robert could mean that he isn't sure whether or not Michael was truly romantically in love with him, which would be an interesting doubt for him to have. So much of his life was defined by his fear of Michael's queerness, and the idea that Michael just mistook his parabatai feelings for romantic ones would absolve Robert while also adding even more guilt to the situation. It might be able to help him simply miss his friend in peace, if he didn't have to worry about the moral nuances of Michael's illegal affections. At the same time, if he entertained the possibility that Michael may have moved past those feelings peacefully then he'd have to admit that he ended their friendship over nothing.

I am simply fixated on middle aged Robert who's slightly more emotionally intelligent and also crushingly lonely, spending his time thinking about Michael and trying to figure out what both of them felt and how things could have turned out differently.

#shadowhunters

wiiwheel

Everyone is bloomscrolling in my beautiful internet garden

#this is what it feels like when i see people go thru my porn tags

I need to take advantage of going out of town every week, soon. I need to hookup with some folks in Rome and, like, fuck in a barn. Which isn't the most practical location, but we rural sluts make do.

faggotfungus

I don't care about the history of computers 😭 I don't want to learn about the microchip 😭 What the fuck does any of this have to do with drawing blood? 😭😭😭😭

faggotfungus

This is actually making me crazy and angry lmao. My major is PHLEBOTOMY, this computer literacy class isn't even teaching me about medical software, IT'S MICROSOFT OFFICE 360 AND THE INVENTION OF THE MICROCHIP!!!

WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING

faggotfungus

I made it through 13 years of schooling and survived... I can do this shit for 2.5 more months. It will be painful, but I can do it.

faggotfungus

I don't care about the history of computers 😭 I don't want to learn about the microchip 😭 What the fuck does any of this have to do with drawing blood? 😭😭😭😭

faggotfungus

This is actually making me crazy and angry lmao. My major is PHLEBOTOMY, this computer literacy class isn't even teaching me about medical software, IT'S MICROSOFT OFFICE 360 AND THE INVENTION OF THE MICROCHIP!!!

WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING

#AND SINCE I HAVE AUDHD IT'S GOING TO BE PHYSICALLY PAINFUL TO FORCE MYSELF TO TAKE IN THIS INFORMATION BECAUSE I DON'T CAAAAARE

I don't care about the history of computers 😭 I don't want to learn about the microchip 😭 What the fuck does any of this have to do with drawing blood? 😭😭😭😭

#FUUUUCK AHHHHHHHH

lifeafterpsychiatry

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

faggotfungus

The y key on my laptop stopped working and my password to get into it has a y.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BETTER MY FUTURE IN THESE CONDITIONS

faggotfungus

More keys stopped working and Y started taking screenshots. Mom brought me a usb keyboard from her job. So this is the set up right now.

#I'll probably clean off my desk tomorrow

noahseby

a socially isolated pervert is speaking. Listen carefully

innerchildabortionclinic

no more authorization codes. i've had enough

jodielandons

“What magic a philistine and a poet could create. However contradictory, it would seem that it’s fate. We educate. We nurture. We feed, and we lobby. Perhaps we’re here for more than just war with these bodies.” JUDAS AND THE BLACK MESSIAH (2021)

naslostcontrol

I don’t believe I’m gonna die in no car wreck! I don’t believe I’m gonna die slippin’ on no ice! I don’t believe I’m gonna die ‘cause I got a bad heart! I believe I’m gonna die doin’ what I was born for! I believe I’m gonna die high off the people! I’m gonna die for the people, 'cause I live for the people! I live for the people, 'cause I love the people!

JUDAS AND THE BLACK MESSIAH, 2021