About my last year(2019) -part1
Well, I have to say it is not good.I feel stomache and heartache, sometimes.
To start with, I briefly introduce myself like following
My mom insisted me to give in my offer as a c programmer in a big and decent company last year when I graduated. Well, as you are a Chinese, parents and family play a veryyyyy big role in life decisions. So after so many scolding from my relatives and my parents’ colleagues and acquintances, I gave in.
I have to admit that during that time I am so weak that I gave in, I am really regret. So I have to move to my mom’s life design.
To simply describe that, emmm,is like this. My mom secretly got connect with the recruit guy in an insitution, or rather, a company. That place is like, you can study as a post graduate student and you must work there for several years. And the diploma is given by an unknown institution, not this one, which is not so widely accepted dipoma.
My mom secretly sent my cv to that recruit guy, during that time I am trying to find a job so I have too many cv. So I didn’t know that. When the recruit phoned me, I was astonished, as he said your cv is so good I am sure you can be here you’r surly be accepted as a post graduate student.
Well, to speak that, I have to say that my parents and even my gradparents work in that company for whole life.(i will talk about that other day). so I felt like, everyone hoped me to be there, everyone greeted me to congradulation me as a post grad in the time I didn’t accept yet.
To bad, finally I accept.
I quit my c programmer job offer, with a sallary about 180,000 a year. that is a family’s hope.I really do not like that culture in Chinese culture, I think a person should decide he or she life by only him/her self.
