Let's Play A Game!

Cayden Adams 21 years young. Fae. Back in town now... And I honestly think I am going to stay now. I got myself a new apartment and a nice little best friend by my side. It all seems worth staying for to me.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

[holds his pinky out to him] We can even take pictures.

[fairlycayden]

[wraps his finger around his] I imagine you already have a ton of selfies.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Next time I shave, I’ll come see you.

[fairlycayden]

Pinky promise?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Oh no, no. I’m not taking that bet. I know I would.

[fairlycayden]

It would be adorable.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

So it was probably for the best I only met you when you broke up. [pats his shoulder] You’re a man now, my boy. I know what you mean though and it’s part of the reason I’m not clean shaven a lot.

[fairlycayden]

I bet you would look younger than I do now.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Good point. And if I had then known you and he was a dick for you, that might not have ended too well for him. Hmm, I like it. Adds to the whole badass aspect of it all.

[fairlycayden]

It wouldn't have ended well. [laughs] I do too. I just think it makes me look older and a lot more like a man than a boy.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

If he was, it might have made him more interesting, but I think we disagree there. I get what you mean, definitely. And you seem to have taken that approach for yourself as well. [points at his stubble]

[fairlycayden]

Interesting, yes... Enjoyable for me? Probably not. Oh, yeah. [rubs his jaw] I just always shaved then sort of noticed one day after not shaving for a while that I looked good with it.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

I don’t know what you were thinking. [shrugs] Was he cute?

[fairlycayden]

He wasn't like a monster or anything. I thought he looked good but I just liked the facial and body hair. He didn't look twelve when he was naked.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

I wish I could’ve helped there. But really, if he needed my manipulation in order not to be completely insufferable with stuff like that, he wasn’t worth it.

[fairlycayden]

I completely agree. I look back now and don't even know what the hell I was thinking.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

They can be until I get a hold of them. [wiggles his fingers and grins]

[fairlycayden]

Where were you when Tony needed to be taken down a peg?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

I guess.. I’ve never really thought about it like that. Why not? Like.. okay, I don’t like saying it’s my fault too. Because if it’s my fault, then I could have prevented it. Then it wouldn’t be like this. But.. it’s just.. obvious to me.

[fairlycayden]

Well, [laughs] People can be too proud, I guess.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

It’s just logic, isn’t it? If I hadn’t done it, obviously none of this would have happened. If I had just done something else.. I don’t know.

[fairlycayden]

It is but being able to admit it and stuff sometimes takes a lot or a person. Tony could never even admit when anything was remotely his fault.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Yes, it is.

[fairlycayden]

[nods] I kinda have a huge amount of respect for you being able to admit it.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Yeah, obviously. I know that.

[fairlycayden]

So it's kinda everyone's fault.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

In a way, yes. If he hadn’t said it, I wouldn’t be sitting here with you right now.

[fairlycayden]

But you still might not be if you didn't do what you did.

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Well, yeah. I’m not the one who started all of this. He did by saying it.

[fairlycayden]

So you blame him?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Yeah, well. [shrugs] If I want to talk to him, and I do, then I will have to find them. I want to.. apologize. I guess.

[fairlycayden]

You guess?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Why the fuck did everything have to be ruined?

[felix--duarte-blog]

Yeah, I will. Because I will have to.

[fairlycayden]

I like that you are saying you have to and stuff.