[fairybabyshifting]

"there was always something untouchable about her, like her mind was already in another world"

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soo i had a lucid dream except this time i didn’t see it as a lucid dream, i saw it immediately as okay im grounded in this reality wherever i am rn this is real and then it became real i think ? & i chose to start flying bc i just assumed i could and it was freezing cold & i remember making note of how real the sensations were like the cold, the wind as i was flying, i also decided to eat a leaf and it was SO DISGUSTING i woke up in another bed spitting it out

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what the fuckkkk im so confused ?? i literally just had the weirdest dream experience ever like truly ever

normal ISH lucid dream where my whole family knew we were in a lucid dream and we were just testing things ? idk we were watching something on tv and then i was trying to program in a tv show using the remote and the letters were the numbers so you had to plug that in but the 1 was the ? idk i think maybe a dream

then another started off ld but immediately affirmed to shift and then i was in some literal shifters waiting room and there was this guy there who was kinda annoyed by me Mikhaleo from Canada ??? then i affirmed to shift, like actually shift properly and i affirmed that and i thought i was imagining waking up in landos arms and i stg in the moment it felt like i was literally opening my eyes in another reality in real time but now idek if it was a dream or what but it was a weird af reality and it started off feeling real and hands were like grabbing me to wake me up but i immediately clocked i was in the wrong reality and left the room and then ended up in some living room and i looked around and i was like fuckkk this isnt real is it and this random guy was like no honey ! and then i affirmed to shift again and closed my eyes and the same thing happened but i was also 12 and i was like where is nathan scott and then i realised maybe they werent friends in this reality ? but it was an oth reality/dream ?? anyway 4:18 and i immediately wrote this down bc truly weidest experience ever like wtf

someone pls help like what thehell but also why the fuck did i not actually shift to my actual dr ugh

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i dont know if i just shifted or had an extremely stable lucid dream ?? can you look through your phone for like 5mins in lucid dreams, someone lmk

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so i just realised i literally dont have to wake up here. like i am just awareness, so why in the hell am i forcing myself to wake up here everyday ? i can be/do/have literally anything i can possibly imagine & yet i keep choosing this same reality over and over again ? a laughable offense honestly ! break the habit of being yourself or whatever that book said !

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guyssss i had TWO lucid dreams back to back with zero sleep !!! like i was trying to sleep for 4hrs and then consciously felt myself going into a lucid dream so i just let it happen ! first one i tried to shift by getting someone from my subconscious to send someone down to make a portal for me (it worked but i woke up right before touching the portal fml) & second i finalllyyyy tried flying & actually enjoying the lucid dream instead of trying to shift lmao

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made the most basicccc script for my off campus dr so now im going to make a lil pinterest board & then im set !!

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in a bit of a shifting rut with shifting to my f1 dr so i think im gonna make an off campus dr and see what happened el oh el

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Sorry if this is a weird question, but do you view Shifters as kind of the opposite of Plural people? I'm not a shifter, but I'm a system with somewhat of an existential outlook on the whole thing, a lot of us remember different lives before this one. It helps/makes more sense of everything to view it as sort of a "I went somewhere else and that reality still exists in some capacity way", and this seems like a similar belief to a lot of shifters just the other way around. I left and now I'm here but there still exists vs. I'm going to take a trip to there- an implication that there is more than just here. If I'm over simplifying or outright wrong about shifting please let me know, and if you have any further thoughts on the matter I'd love to here it from someone on the other side of this train of thought!

hey ! firstly I have absolutely no clue what you mean by plural people? ive never heard that term before ! i think i get the basis of what youre asking but youre probably better off asking this to someone who believes in the multiverse theory bc i believe in awareness/nonduality. i believe youre not “taking a trip” to anywhere because you were always there. there was never anywhere to go because you already are everywhere you could ever wish to be.

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last night i reallllly wanted to shift so i just told myself ykw im shifting tonight, 100% guaranteed. and then idk if i shifted or what but i had like a mini shift sort of experience ??! idk it was cool bc i haven’t had anything for months and the second i just made the decision and said no i AM shifting tonight, it worked !?

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in a bit of a shifting rut atm, it's not that im not motivated bc i deffffinitely am. it's just i havent really progressed in my journey recently so i dont really know where to go from here other than to work on my beliefs regarding shifting ahhhh ! if anyone has advice would muchhh appreciate <3 x

[fairybaby777]

i actually think the analogy for manifesting, of ordering something and waiting for it to arrive, is wrong and needs an update.

here's my take, maybe it'll resonate:

you’ve put in the order and it’s actually arrived. it was automatic. some new system where things are delivered instantaneously. you put the package in your room and open it. you love it. it's yours now.

so why are you going back to the door to see if it's arrived?

it's already in your room.

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every single second is the exact same. there are no days, weeks, months, minutes, hours. time is a construct. the past and the future aren’t real. a second ago no longer exists. all you have is this present moment over and over and over and over again. let that sink in. it’s all the exact same moment. it’s all the exact same second. it’s all the exact same. the present is all there is, that’s it. the present is happening every single second, yet every second is now the past and no longer exists. you are creating every single second. you are shifting every single second. you are shifting over and over and over and over again.

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has anyone else experienced insomnia the deeper into awareness you go ? it’s like i cant sleep because im too alert im trying to sleep & im watching myself fall asleep if that makes sense ?? please lmk if anyone else has experienced this

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i have been waking up at 2am & 4am every night for the last three weeks and been having the most vivid, long-winded dreams. like ill wake up at 2am from a vivid dream, then ill go back to sleep and wakeup again at 4am from a vivid dream, then go back to sleep and have yet another vivid dream or lucid dream !?! it’s been so consistent too

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the closer to awareness i become, the more i struggle to fall asleep & the more vivid dreams i have. anyone else feel this ???

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so crazy this epiphany about awareness has changed everything for me. like i am my dr self rn. he is my boyfriend rn. because it’s all the same awareness, like everything is connected always, there never is any separation, it’s all an illusion