void

20 // any pronouns // bi tw!!!!

[fairyonacid3]

i'm back my ed is bad again and i can't log into twitter

[fairyonacid3]

as much as i need to be high i hate munchies so much cause i feel fat after and end up restricting for days

[fairyonacid3]

yk it's getting bad when you redownload tumblr

[fairyonacid3]

everyone bringing up how much weight i've lost brings me so much joy

[fairyonacid3]

the last time i weighed myself i was 42kg and i've lost since then so im praying im at most 40 now

[honeypleasejustkillme]

the loneliness of having a bpd breakdown and no one understands why you feel the way you do, not even you

[lild3m0nsworld]

[traumaticchild]

i’m unfixable

[sunrayx]

being a feminist w bpd and daddy issues is so hard

[fairyonacid3]

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

i think the worst part about having bpd is being reliant on another person for your happiness. it’s not their job or responsibility and it’s not fair to put it on them, but it’s like every time they don’t talk to me, every message left on seen, every lackluster reply, anytime i can’t tell whether or not they really love me tears me apart. i’m constantly afraid anytime not spent with me is spent talking about me even after they’ve assured me they aren’t. whenever they’re not with me i’m left with this empty feeling of anxiety and helplessness i can’t escape even through sleep.

it’s exhausting.

[lild3m0nsworld]

[sad-fairy]

And it goes on and on and on…

[greenteaslvt-deactivated2022111]

Gifts from edtwt

[191717718817188191929-deactivat]

hope I am not just a mutual to you but also your parasocial best friend who you have never spoken to

[honeypleasejustkillme]

kinda wanna get frisky.. i need spice in my life rn

[vorttex]

oh, don't mind me, im just masking my disorder for you to like me