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Its now been 2 weeks+ and I wrote to you once, asking a question which you kindly ignored me (Which i expected as I was ignoring you too i guess) - and this really made me realize that you don’t care even in the slightest. Yet when I was out at the same club as you, you kept staring at me. Tonight we all played a game online for the first time in 2 weeks+ and on skype you asked me so many questions and we got along like we weren't ignoring each other. Its a confusing life, huh.

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fairyuniverse

Sigh, its been 4 days since we last talked and it’s so hard for me not to give in and message you. But I need to see if you still care, even in the slightest. If you wanted to talk to me, you would. I just feel lost without you every day.. thats all

#sad #ex #complicated #i miss you so much

I don't know. I really don't know. We can go days without talking but tonight as soon as you get home you spam me with pictures and messages and tell me you want to cuddle me, to sit outside in the summer with blankets in the sun, saving my pictures because you think 'they're the cutest' and then telling me I don't ever make the effort to see you? Are you joking? I'd come to see you if you asked but you don't ever seem like you want to see me. Or even have interest in me for that matter at times? But tonight literally made me the happiest I have been in a long time because for once it feels like it did at the beginning when you just met me. Something scary happened and jokingly you say 'love you' incase something happened to me? I can't understand, when you like someone, you tend to want to talk to them all the time but it doesn't bother you to ignore me for a few days then act like nothing happened? Is it because other guys are showing interest in me and you're jealous? I just can't see what you're trying to do, but it makes me happy talking to you when you make the effort to talk to me. So I guess I'm happy for tonight x

#sigh #I love him

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fairyuniverse

Sigh, he makes me so happy but makes me so sad. he rang me tonight when drunk to come get him because he 'needs me' and when I explained I can't because he is quite far away and I'm in bed, he continues to say that he wants me to come to him and that he will see me tomorrow (because we're going out to the same place) but when he's sober he doesn't act this way at all. He even mentioned if he sees any of the guys from my uni near me or him he will 'start a fight' as if he is jealous? he confuses me so much to the point that I really can't move on when he does these kind of things

#confused #sad #moving on #I still love you