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what powers

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they taking away my power s

[nemfrog]

The oak and the reeds. The Aesop for Children with Pictures. 1919. illustrated by Milo Winter.

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[faithinthelord]

i get the bummers rq

[faithinthelord]

i love early 2000s and 90s soft indie rock and stuff like that but the price of “hey this song was on house md / how i met your mother” is too high

[faithinthelord]

WEED IS HELLA ADDICTIVE what are yall on about “its psychological not physical” yea so does ummm love, you mean ass grinch u dont belive in love too u heartless assbutt seven fingers up the ass and seven up the butt u assbutt seven fingered each i hope you get seven fingers in your ass and seven fingers in your butt simultaneously today

[faithinthelord]

body hurts when no food and yes booze but soul hurts when yes food and no booze

[faithinthelord]

too young to hold on, too old to just break free and run, too old to lose it, too young to choose it, i’m watching tv, forget what i’m told, well i am too young and they are too old

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this vision again that feels like a message from the future showing me how miserable my life is gonna be, hard to believe but seen so clear and i just know i’m not even slightly ready for that, i have to figure out the quest that changes this one vision

but i am a woman so i am gonna be in misery anyways theres no escape from femmelancholy

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i CRASHED OUT CRYING LIKE A BABY yesterday after hearing just one sentence, i think it doesn’t matter how much death of my most loved ones related that one sentence was, this could NEVER happen again, weak ass bitch little girl with fucking pigtails might as well go back drinking you uncontrollable whore why are you such a burden (sorry i am actually totally fine and cool and its ok to cry but im trying self roast therapy)

[faithinthelord]

i need a guide, perhaps a master

to insert true peace within me and help me bloom into the sweetness i was meant to be before i destroyed my ability to control my emotions with drugs and such, i used to be a pure child controlling my emotions to manipulate the world my way

maybe my inner child is my master

guide me and show me your ways baby luli

[faithinthelord]

i HATE being ignored 🌵

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but i LOVE not existing 🤍🤍🤍🤍

[faithinthelord]

i truly have to be so war within my own walls i have no war in me for “ my people “, i am my people and i war enough

[faithinthelord]

i HATE being ignored 🌵

[faithinthelord]

L00P

[faithinthelord]

need to be more judgemental towards myself