if the moon smiled she would resemble you

you are so full of rain/there is so much growing hallelujah to your weather veins

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

If you really think you can help me you’re crazier than I am.

[fala-dawson]

Probably, hasn't stopped me yet though.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

You’re cute. I’m not here to get better, sweetheart. I’m here so I don’t have to go to prison. This is just the lesser of two evils.

[fala-dawson]

This isn't even close to a prison. This is somewhere to be rehabilitated and to be reintroduced to normal life. You would be in a very different place if there was no hope for you.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

I don’t recall asking you to do a damn thing for me. You asked me a question, a stupid question, but I answered it nonetheless.

  If you don’t like the answer, maybe you shouldn’t have asked the question.

[fala-dawson]

Maybe if you hate this place so much, you should behave yourself, go to therapy, and get better.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

No. I’m covered in bruises because I woke up like a fucking disney princess. God you’re stupid.

Plus the coffee in this place tastes the way a sewer smells.

[fala-dawson]

Forgive me for not rushing in with sympathy and stroking your hair until you fell asleep. Consider the coffee incentive to get better.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

You’re all ugly and boring.

[fala-dawson]

Rough morning?

[fala-dawson]

i cant believe you left west park for this dump

I didn't leave West Park for anything. High Royds and WP are not either/or. You can be in both. They're just roleplays. 

Seriously, on anon? If you're someone I interacted with a lot at WP, I'd prefer to talk to you genuinely, because clearly there are some hurt feelings here I'd like to address. 

I didn't leave WP because I hated it. It was too hard for me to keep up, and I just didn't have the passion for it I used to have. High Royds is smaller, it feels more casual, and it seemed like a better fit. I haven't burned any bridges, I'd be happy to come back to WP some day when I feel I have the energy and enthusiasm for it. 

I genuinely hope you'll talk to me off anon, either in my ask or on skype, because clearly there are some feelings here I didn't anticipate when I bowed out of West Park, and I don't want to leave anyone thinking that I dislike them, or hate the roleplay itself. 

Here are some Fala/Nora hugs, I hope we can resolve this without anymore hurt feelings. 

[fala-dawson]

Doctor Dawson, now open for business.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

So if someone offers me meth.

According to your logic, as long as they aren’t asking me to like it. I should just give it a try.

[fala-dawson]

Therapy and methamphetamines are not the same thing. It's a bad comparison.

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Oh look I'm out of my room

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Can we get this out, I’m not a violent person, nor to I want to hurt anyone else.. Well Kill anyone else. So you don’t have to lock me away from eeryone else I do that myself pretty well.

[fala-dawson]

Protocol is protocol. It's for your own safety as well as the safety of other patients.

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Oh look I'm out of my room

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

I killed my boyfriend and bestfriend while the were pile driving in the girls locker room, anything else my good lady?

[fala-dawson]

... well, we can't say it's not a start.

[fala-dawson]

Doctor Dawson, now open for business.

[sick-sad-scary-blog]

[fala-dawson]

No one's asking you to like it, just try it.

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Oh look I'm out of my room

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Oh joy I get to talk to a stranger about why am here and how I’m going to get better, must I really do this?

[fala-dawson]

Yes. It's why you're here. We don't have to go too in depth right away, but we need to start.

[fala-dawson]

Doctor Dawson, now open for business.

[euphema-ballas-blog]

-nods softly and gives a soft wave-

[fala-dawson]

... I'm going to guess you're a mute, then. [Fala glanced over her file.]

[candistannery-deactivated201308]

Oh look I'm out of my room

[fala-dawson]

Just in time for your appointment.

[fala-dawson]

Doctor Dawson, now open for business.

[euphema-ballas-blog]

-looks at her curiously-

[fala-dawson]

Miss Euphema, if I'm right? You're one of mine. Pleasure to meet you.

[fala-dawson]

Doctor Dawson, now open for business.

And by business, I mean mandatory therapy.

[jerin-linton-deactivated2013051]

I'm back and here to stay

[jerin-linton-deactivated2013051]

(A blank expression washes over his face, his eyes wandering to the floor as she talks and his head hanging slightly low. Speechless for a moment, he knows she’s right.)

I…I had my reasons for leaving. I just didn’t leave, I had too. (he looks up at her, letting out a dry laugh) Influence?! These kids see people like me come and go, they don’t care. They don’t care if I’m here or not ‘cause to them, I’m just an obstacle in their way.

[fala-dawson]

Exactly, Jerin. Exactly. She has a father, and a stepfather, and you're just a former doctor and the man who dropped her mother like a bad habit.

You were a doctor they could count on! One who they could trust! Who understood them! And you walked away! You walked away from everyone here, and you didn't look back. How are they ever supposed to trust you again?

[jerin-linton-deactivated2013051]

I'm back and here to stay

[jerin-linton-deactivated2013051]

I’m sure she could do that here, I’ll personally make her grilled cheese if she wants that, you know I will. Disneyland is over rated, it’ll stir her mind up with expectations that can’t be fulfilled in this lifetime or the next- depending on what you believe in but still. She can have it here. 

Hey. At least I come back, I always come back. 

[fala-dawson]

Jerin, there is no room for you to be parenting my fucking daughter! I choose if she goes on roller coasters and hugs a college student dressed as a Scottish princess, and I... figure out how to make grilled cheese without lighting anything on fire. I decide what's best for her. If you wanted to be that to her, you really made a wrong turn.

Yeah, after weeks or months with no warning before and no explanation after. You're a really stable influence for these kids.