YOU KNOW FAM I’VE BEEN STANNING KPOP FOR 4 YEARS NOW AND NOTHING HAS GOT ME A BROKEN CRYING EMOTIONAL MESS QUITE LIKE THIS 2JAE SITUATION
im thinking of them writing together at 1:31am with no one else around and no distractions, just the two of them and the music, writing lyrics like “you need to be well” and “i’ll wait for you”. then them practising the stage together, and filming the vcr, and feeling so excited and proud to show their work to the fans.
then suddenly everything goes wrong because jaebum is injured and they know he wont be able to perform. maybe youngjae considers not doing the stage at all, but it’s jaebum that encourages him to go out there and do it anyway. for both of them.
the fact that youngjae stood on the stage by himself, without his leader who he so often leans on and looks to for support, and sung their song. he had to look at that empty chair, knowing that this song was made BY and FOR the two of them and that jaebum should be on that stage with him. he couldn’t finish the song because he was crying, and repeatedly spoke about how sorry they both were. and then when jaebum came onto the stage he immediately asked if youngjae did well.
and again at the second concert, youngjae apologised at the end of the song for crying and showed his concern when jaebum came out. he was very emotional for the whole concert, especially at the message from his parents and was comforted by jackson.
IN CONCLUSION: im sad this because it’s their song, and they really deserved to be up there singing it together. i’m so proud of youngjae for being strong and brave to go up there and do it alone. i can’t wait to see them finally perform it together at a future concert, as it was meant to be ;_;
