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joan / 19 / any pronouns

was imfallingfaceforward, they got me mid-november

here for a good time, we'll see how long that time is

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#spilling ur guts #4n0🦖ia #ana angels 🪽

cocosgalaxy-blog

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#'spo

i do think we should all appreciate that for every one bitchy post i make at least two more get written and deleted

#spilling ur guts #or written and sent to the drafts #sometimes you just have to write something out so you can get it out of your system

fallingfaceforeward

if i may be a bitch for a second, plastic surgeries always end up looking like shit

fallingfaceforeward

here's the thing, at best you end up with a picture perfect face that can't move, someone like kim kardashian in all's fair, at worst you're going to look botched as hell. and then what happens? you've now committed to always having your face altered and probably having to spend more to upkeep it, fillers need to be redone or skin needs to be tightened again, and then one day that big expense is way out of fashion. you've spent loads on fillers only for everyone to start removing buccal fat, you've gotten a bbl and then being stick slim gets popular, whatever you think is good now will end up being a sign of low status 10 years down the road. plus no matter what a doctor says you aren't going to look like a twenty year old again, you're going to look like sixty year old who's had too much time under the knife, and imo that's way more embarrassing than just looking like a sixty year old

fallingfaceforeward

ANOTHER POINT TO BITCH ABOUT!!

i think everyone who's gotten too much work always hits this weird uncanny valley in which you enter this bizarre impossible to correctly guess their age look. this isn't even a thing of "oh people in their 40s and 50s w/ lots of plastic surgery look very strange" it's everyone. that 20 something year old with too much botox doesn't look 20, that 30 something year old with too many filler doesn't look 20 or 30, that 40 something year old with an aggressive face lift doesn't look 20 or 30 or 40, you all look like something left of human. humans aren't supposed to look like that and even if now it looks passable for real like i said before it'll look bad in the long run

#like i said in prev tags not all plastic surgeries are evil and i don't even think the kind i'm discussing are inherently immoral #it's all about the culture we surround these surgeries with and the culture we're in i think makes them problematic #hell i'll even say this post is part of the problem #because when i talk about thes surgeries i'm thinking only of women even though plenty of men also get them #plus i'm putting the blame on the patient here for 'doing too much' or 'looking botched'#when it should be the doctors and the culture i'm hating on for encouraging it #anyways this is basically me exorcising demons so i don't go and fall for their traps #if i explain why i think something then i better understand myself yknow?#sorry journal factory exploded

passing-through-bd

Kinda messed up when online advice turns out to be correct.

Used alcohol on my arm pits (disinfectant hand rub) and odour WHERE

frogdadmechsuit

Well I've never done this,, but my russian stepmother taught me years ago that if you have a clothes that smell like sweat, u can put water and vodka in a spray bottle, spray the clothes lightly, hang to dry, and а вот – they're fresh

small-wrists-will-o-wisp

we do this at dance. had a giant bottle of vodka in the kid's dressing room to spray the costumes down

it's good because it's unscented so no one can be allergic

#this is also the advice i hear for cleaning battle jackets since they can't go in traditional washing machines #plus any metal can also make it difficult to handwash

4lys-bl0gg

bet everyone would love me much more if i was skinnier

#'spo

rottenbutcute

Felice Fawn

the urge to be in an irl competition that ruins both of us vs the knowledge that i want no one else to suffer like this

#spilling ur guts #NOT AN INVITE FOR COMPETITIONS HERE EITHER!!#i am in a competition against one person and it's myself #(and i'm losing :p)#might reread d3c4yd4nc3 w31ghtl0ss c0mp3t1t10n to fight off this urge

boreed2deeath

sophisdead666

I SHOULD'VE BEEN FOUR INCHES TALLER AND TWENTY POUNDS LIGHTER

#spilling ur guts #looking thru mybodygallery rn #slamming my head against the wall why can't i be 5'10 and 115

being a bitch for a second

i saw my old acting group's musical the other day and at the end of it they give out awards (participation trophy generation and all that) but for some reason they then gave out teacher gifts and director gifts and senior gifts, which while all very nice are probably better suited for the dress rehearsal instead of the performance.

that's not what i'm a bitch about, nonono, i'm being a bitch because one of the seniors was a capital-w Weirdo. like when they were 15~ they were dating a 12 y/o and dragging their 12 y/o boyfriend to rehearsals Weird. basically everyone in their grade and above knew they were weird and treated them accordingly, AND YET! the youngers were convinced that they were the sweetest person to walk the earth. and i'm sitting int he audience going "you know they dated a middle schooler in high school, right? you know that thye could've dated you, right?". i just think it's very telling that of the four senior three are very

also, less important, but one of the things someone mentioned was their "range"... ah yes, the highly impressive range of "sassy socialite", "sassy vaudeville dancer", "sassy russian mobster", "sassy maid", "sassy principle". and you might say "but jupiter! it's not their fault they get type cast!", THEY AREN'T TYPE CASTED!!! the mobster, the principle, and sososo many other roles weren't sassy, THEY CHOSE TO PLAY THEM THAT WAY!!! i've seen other productions of those shows were the vaudeville dancer was ditzy or the russian mobster was over the top masculine or the principle was very tight laced. hell, if you gave me any of those roles i'd easily find a way to not make them sassy, but for some reason they insist on playing every role sassy (and also get embarrassed as soon as someone watches them (and by someone i mean their boyfriend at rehearsal (the 12 y/o one, when they were 15, WEIRDO!!))) and it's such a detriment to every show they're in

no conclusion here, just being a bitch, glad they're gone from the shows now