shot lipgloss through my veins

27 · he / him · 18+

[heroin-boys]

i'm geoff i'm 27 y/o and i'm a weed and m/eth smoker ex h/eroin user and ex street fsswer . dx'd with bpd, aspd, schizophrenia + anor/exia nerv/osa for 10+ years

this blog is only a personal diary type of situation to stop me repressing my feelings so much and i am very clearly NOT encouraging or influencing anyone to engage in dangerous or illegal activities i'm just discussing my everyday life. i use this blog to document my health and keep track of each day. if you don't like the stuff i post about dont follow me or report me just move on. i'm pro harm reduction and recovery in all forms. minors dont interact.

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5'11"

sw 205 (28.6)

cw 120.0 (16.8)

ugw: 110 (16)

[hungryandhurt]

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[heroin-boys]

i am once again feeling flat and bored despite smoking meth this morning maybe ill just smoke more and weed too i just wanna feel good already

[heroin-boys]

treated myself to 1500c intake today for making gw3 💯 i had a tube of like knock off pringles and then also a big block of chocolate that was rlyyyyy tasty 😋 im stilllll soooo hungry though 😫 i want more but i gotta stay strong and probs smoke more meth to avoid eating any more

[heroin-boys]

just weighed myself i've lost 1.6lb in the last 17 days im now at 120.0 🥳🥳🥳 at the v beginning of my relapse last year that was gw3 ! ! ! next up is just my original ugw 110lb and i hope i get there soon 🔥🔥🔥 so i can finally feel comfortable 😌

[heroin-boys]

ok these are my intake totals for the past 4 days:

monday (yesterday) - 666

sunday - 650

saturday - 934

friday - 650

💯 am pretty happy with that and i want to weigh myself this morning too and im really hoping ive lost at least something

[heroin-boys]

feeling bored and numb and dull .

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Somehow it feels even more lonely to have an ED in your 20s that it was in my teens

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[heroin-boys]

morning mutuals i hope ur all doing good i slept 8 hours last night if u can believe it i slept from 6:30pm until 2:30am. i havent slept that long in actual months usually ive only been getting 2-4 hours a night for like over a year now

it's nearly the afternoon here ive been smoking m/eth and weed and hitting my vape since i woke up and i showered just now for the first time in a while so im feeling pretty good rn and im gonna post some of my numbers today i think

[heroin-boys]

gmorning mutuals i hope ur all good and if ur ur not good i hope something nice happens to u really soon ♡ ive been up all night obvs cuz m/eth and i havent finished that half 🎱 from friday yet. im taking it much slower than i usually do and im feeling really good bc of it ^_^

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