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😕😕😕 well all I do have to say is if y’all are supposed to end up together, you’ll be together . Can’t really do anything about it now, but who knows what is going on in her current life rn man. U deserve a good girl u feel?

I do deserve someone good. Listen I’ve said I don’t want to talk about this publicly anymore —and I know I can just stop responding but honestly it makes me upset that you keep messaging me about her. Either talk to me about it directly or have her talk to me. I’m not going to have someone telling me I should end up with someone who contributed to a point in my life where I felt absolutely worthless. I loved her with my entire heart and will always care for her in a way that doesn’t completely make sense, but I cannot be with someone who can make me feel as bad about myself as she did. Yes people grow and change — and she has in ways — but we can’t be together. I just can’t be with someone who knowingly hurts me in the ways she did — I need to be with someone who would give anything to make sure I’m okay. Which I will say she’s been better lately, but she already had more than enough chances. I have to respect myself enough not to put myself through something that I think will hurt me like that again.

Bruhhhhhh nooooo it’s you it def has to be, she was so happy w you dude and I was happy for y’all! 😕

I don’t want really want to talk about this publicly anymore but if you want to know more or have things to say come off anon and I’d be happy to talk! I’ll just say this: she was my best friend. I’m always going to care about her and do anything for her. And I think she’d do anything for me too. But she had her chance with me and unfortunately she made some decisions that weren’t fair to me. I was hurt in a way I never want to feel again. We’ve grown past that over time but I just can’t see us dating again. I’ve grown as a person and know what I want in my life. And I’m not sure she’s the person who can be that for me

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What are the odds you and Emily get back together even after all these years ? 👀 I’m a #1 fan

Not high — first of all she’s in a relationship. Second, I’m looking for things in a relationship she can’t really give me. We’ve gotten over most of our differences I think — but at the end of the day things she did to me still affect me a bit today. I think we’re always gonna be there for each other but I don’t think we’ll ever date again